When I got my first review, I almost ran to Word to make the next chappie!
^^
But unfortunately I was yet again. . . Inspiration-less And I got
another comment about how slow I update. . . Sorry!!! But I've got it busy
and stuff, ya know ^^;; *kicks school away and annoying guys* Go away and
let me write my fic in peace!!! Well, now that they're gone, lets begin!
Chapter 4: Denial Phase.
"I kissed him!" Heero yelled. He was lying in his bed, and yet again, thinking about Duo. ~ Why?! Why did I kiss him?! ~ He could hit himself on the head. And of course he wanted to do that, but some little voice in his head said it was useless. He rolled himself up with his face to the window, that was open a little bit. "Duo. . . What are you doing to me?" he muttered, closing his eyes, almost not realizing it. "I ain't doing anything, right?" Heero's eyes flew open again. ~ Stupid to say that! ~ "I'm just an guy, all alone, standing here, in a room, with a depressed person if you ask me ^^" Heero smirked. He turned around. "Did you. . . -" Heero started. He wanted to ask it, but at the same time thought it was to stupid to ask. "What?" Duo asked nosy. "Did you. . . Well. . . With that. . ." He swallowed once and then continued, "With that kiss. . ." Duo smirked that he mentioned 'The Kiss'. "Did you, enjoyed it?" This wasn't exactly what Heero wanted to ask, but it was something. Duo laughed and dropped himself next to Heero on the bed. "Oh Heero!" He swung his arm around him. "I love you, so of course I enjoyed the kiss!" It sounded TO sarcastic to even be thought of to be true. Duo smirked again and then stood up and walked to the door. "C'mon, don't be so. . . Well, the thing you are being right now. . . And come downstairs!" Heero nodded, but didn't make any attempt to come up and follow Duo. "Well, I'll see you downstairs then!" Duo walked out and closed the door behind him.
"I kissed him. . . ." Heero started again, but this time softer. "It was only a dream. . . . I didn't control myself. . . ." He nodded in agreement to that final decision and walked out of the room, strait to the kitchen, were the other boy's were waiting. "I so do not!" Heero stopped before entering the kitchen. "Ah, c'mon Duo, admit it!" He heard some laughing of Quatre and he could almost feel the frustration of Duo. "You love Heero!" Heero held his breath. ~ What is this all about? ~ He heard Duo laughing this time. "O, yeah! I love Heero a lot!" Heero came a step closer to the kitchen door. "What?" he muttered so soft, he was sure nobody could've heard him. "As a friend!" Heero sighed deep and then entered the room. Quatre and Duo were standing across each other, Quatre a lot more relaxed then Duo. "Whatever..." Heero said in his normal cold voice. He was so good in hiding his feelings and just act like there was nothing in the whole world that mattered to him. Duo and Quatre blinked and then looked at Heero without saying anything. It was quiet for a few minutes. Then the door opened for the second time and Joane walked in the room. "Good morning to you too guys..." she muttered when everyone just stayed still. She walked to the radio and pressed a couple of buttons. "It's to quiet here..." A few seconds later the music filled the kitchen:
Fire and Ice. . .
You come on like a flame,
Then you turn a cold shoulder!
Fire and Ice. . .
I wanna give you my love,
But you'll just take a little piece of my heart! You'll just tear it apart. . .
Movin' in for the kill tonight. . .
You got every advantage when they put out the lights!
It's not so pretty when it fades away,
Cause it's just an illusion in this passion play!
I've seen you burn `em before. . .-
"Anything but this!" Heero yelled, without even noticing it himself. He almost ran to the radio and turned it off, very close to throw the radio off the table. He turned around wild and marched to the door. When he walked across Duo, who's face asked for an explanation, and there eyes met, something snapped in Heero and he stopped. "Heero? What's wrong?" Heero heard Duo's concerned voice and it echoed true in his head. He shock his head. "Nothing, just that I. . . hate that song. . ." He didn't saw it, but he knew that the other boy's were exchanging looks behind his back. It stayed quiet for a few more seconds and everyone just stayed where they were. You could here the clock ticking. Then Duo sighed and laid his hand on Heero's shoulder, who was standing with his back to the rest of the group. "If there's something wrong, you can just tell me, and of course the rest of us!" Heero shock his head. "No Duo. . . This is something you don't want to know. . ." He pushed Duo's hand off of his shoulder and walked out of the kitchen.
Without putting on a coat or something, he walked strait outside. Trying to make no noise, he softly closed the door behind him and walked away in the direction of the city. He didn't know what he wanted to do, where he was going, but he had figured out that there was no escaping the truth about his feelings for Duo. He loved him. . . Not only in a friend kind of way, but real love. First he didn't want to admit it, but the kiss and the dream. . . Now he was sure about it. Too bad Duo didn´t thought of him that way.
In the kitchen, Duo was still standing without having any clew why Heero was so upset. Then the question of Heero came in his mind again. "He wouldn't. . ." "What?" Trowa didn't look very interested when he asked that. Duo didn't answer, he just jumped up and ran to the door, grabbed his coat and ran out the of the warm house, into the cold outside air, to find Heero.
Well. . . I know it's short again ^_^; But still: I hope U liked it! The next chappie probably won't take so long, but I decided to stop, because if I continue typing, it won't be a denial phase anymore n.n please review and let me know what you think of it!
Chapter 4: Denial Phase.
"I kissed him!" Heero yelled. He was lying in his bed, and yet again, thinking about Duo. ~ Why?! Why did I kiss him?! ~ He could hit himself on the head. And of course he wanted to do that, but some little voice in his head said it was useless. He rolled himself up with his face to the window, that was open a little bit. "Duo. . . What are you doing to me?" he muttered, closing his eyes, almost not realizing it. "I ain't doing anything, right?" Heero's eyes flew open again. ~ Stupid to say that! ~ "I'm just an guy, all alone, standing here, in a room, with a depressed person if you ask me ^^" Heero smirked. He turned around. "Did you. . . -" Heero started. He wanted to ask it, but at the same time thought it was to stupid to ask. "What?" Duo asked nosy. "Did you. . . Well. . . With that. . ." He swallowed once and then continued, "With that kiss. . ." Duo smirked that he mentioned 'The Kiss'. "Did you, enjoyed it?" This wasn't exactly what Heero wanted to ask, but it was something. Duo laughed and dropped himself next to Heero on the bed. "Oh Heero!" He swung his arm around him. "I love you, so of course I enjoyed the kiss!" It sounded TO sarcastic to even be thought of to be true. Duo smirked again and then stood up and walked to the door. "C'mon, don't be so. . . Well, the thing you are being right now. . . And come downstairs!" Heero nodded, but didn't make any attempt to come up and follow Duo. "Well, I'll see you downstairs then!" Duo walked out and closed the door behind him.
"I kissed him. . . ." Heero started again, but this time softer. "It was only a dream. . . . I didn't control myself. . . ." He nodded in agreement to that final decision and walked out of the room, strait to the kitchen, were the other boy's were waiting. "I so do not!" Heero stopped before entering the kitchen. "Ah, c'mon Duo, admit it!" He heard some laughing of Quatre and he could almost feel the frustration of Duo. "You love Heero!" Heero held his breath. ~ What is this all about? ~ He heard Duo laughing this time. "O, yeah! I love Heero a lot!" Heero came a step closer to the kitchen door. "What?" he muttered so soft, he was sure nobody could've heard him. "As a friend!" Heero sighed deep and then entered the room. Quatre and Duo were standing across each other, Quatre a lot more relaxed then Duo. "Whatever..." Heero said in his normal cold voice. He was so good in hiding his feelings and just act like there was nothing in the whole world that mattered to him. Duo and Quatre blinked and then looked at Heero without saying anything. It was quiet for a few minutes. Then the door opened for the second time and Joane walked in the room. "Good morning to you too guys..." she muttered when everyone just stayed still. She walked to the radio and pressed a couple of buttons. "It's to quiet here..." A few seconds later the music filled the kitchen:
Fire and Ice. . .
You come on like a flame,
Then you turn a cold shoulder!
Fire and Ice. . .
I wanna give you my love,
But you'll just take a little piece of my heart! You'll just tear it apart. . .
Movin' in for the kill tonight. . .
You got every advantage when they put out the lights!
It's not so pretty when it fades away,
Cause it's just an illusion in this passion play!
I've seen you burn `em before. . .-
"Anything but this!" Heero yelled, without even noticing it himself. He almost ran to the radio and turned it off, very close to throw the radio off the table. He turned around wild and marched to the door. When he walked across Duo, who's face asked for an explanation, and there eyes met, something snapped in Heero and he stopped. "Heero? What's wrong?" Heero heard Duo's concerned voice and it echoed true in his head. He shock his head. "Nothing, just that I. . . hate that song. . ." He didn't saw it, but he knew that the other boy's were exchanging looks behind his back. It stayed quiet for a few more seconds and everyone just stayed where they were. You could here the clock ticking. Then Duo sighed and laid his hand on Heero's shoulder, who was standing with his back to the rest of the group. "If there's something wrong, you can just tell me, and of course the rest of us!" Heero shock his head. "No Duo. . . This is something you don't want to know. . ." He pushed Duo's hand off of his shoulder and walked out of the kitchen.
Without putting on a coat or something, he walked strait outside. Trying to make no noise, he softly closed the door behind him and walked away in the direction of the city. He didn't know what he wanted to do, where he was going, but he had figured out that there was no escaping the truth about his feelings for Duo. He loved him. . . Not only in a friend kind of way, but real love. First he didn't want to admit it, but the kiss and the dream. . . Now he was sure about it. Too bad Duo didn´t thought of him that way.
In the kitchen, Duo was still standing without having any clew why Heero was so upset. Then the question of Heero came in his mind again. "He wouldn't. . ." "What?" Trowa didn't look very interested when he asked that. Duo didn't answer, he just jumped up and ran to the door, grabbed his coat and ran out the of the warm house, into the cold outside air, to find Heero.
Well. . . I know it's short again ^_^; But still: I hope U liked it! The next chappie probably won't take so long, but I decided to stop, because if I continue typing, it won't be a denial phase anymore n.n please review and let me know what you think of it!