Summary- Spikes thoughts after he got his soul. (Still not good at this but
oh well)

Disclaimer- I own nothing......unless.........................

"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

So many people. All suffering. My fault, no one else's. I don't deserve life,
or love.........or her. Buffy. My Buffy,

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

My golden goddess,
My light,
My sunshine,
My life,
My world.

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I hurt her. Hurt the girl. She hates me, never wants to see me again. I hurt
her.
I ruined her life. Me and my stupid feelings. She never loved me, never will.
It'd be better off if I were gone. I need her, I can take care of her................
as soon as all the voices stop.

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you [x4]

If she'd listen she could've helped..........No. NOT her fault. My fault, all
mine.
We, no, I don't deserve her. She never did anything wrong, except use me,
and treat me like a toy.
I had enough of that from Dru. And now she goes and does it...........
.......No the girl did NOT do anything wrong. All my fault.

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I will spend the rest of your life
proving it to you. Just let me.

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

Its hot, I cant breathe, everything's so evil, so dark. I can't see the light,
please bring her back,
Bring back the light. I will be good I wont hurt her like the last time.
Never Again. I wont hurt anyone ever.

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do

I will show you I can love. I will prove to you I can be good, that I can
change.
Just give me a chance.
As soon as the voices leave me I will prove to you that I am different.
They taunt me. They tell me you will kill me but I don't care. I will face Hell
for you to prove how much I love you
They say it will be torture.............I say.........Bring it on.

Just make the voices stop.

And the reason is you

The end.
A/N- I really love this song, THE REASON by HOOBASTANK. I'm still
new at this writing thing but I want to get better. Practice makes perfect. Tell
me if there's any thing I should improve.