Disclaimer: I own Drika, Disney owns the rest

I am so alone. My heart is ripped in two - or nearly. I want to go home. I'm so close to the sea. It's torture! Where can they be? What could have happened to them? I miss them so much. And yet, I feel in my heart that they are gone from me forever. They will never come back for me it seems. My only hope lies in Will, I fear. He's always been like an older brother to me, but I don't think he'll be coming home. it's just . . . a feeling. I feel as though Will is gone from my life. Sure, he may come home to Port Royal someday, but not soon. And if he does, I know I won't see him. Should I risk the navy? Could I possibly make it in? And if so, how long can I hide my identity? Women aren't allowed in the Navy. My heart is falling to pieces and I'm not sure how long it will be until there's nothing left.