Okay, I finally got off my lazy butt and er...sat down to write this next part.
I hope you guys like it!
And try to ignore the sudden change into crappy format.  I just got XP and can't quite use it yet.

To Dream a Forbidden Dream
Part 4a

He asks me what's wrong, but I can't tell him.  I can't tell him how he...my own brother, is the one I dream of every night, how he's the one I need to touch, to taste.  All I can do is wipe away my tears and tell him it was a bad dream.

God I wish that's all it was.

"You have detention AGAIN?"  Sage shakes his beautiful head, pale blond waves brushing over delicate features.  "Mom's not going to be happy." 
"Heh heh," I chuckle with a nervous tension, scratching my head, "guess I'm in for it this time."
"What did you do?"
"Daydreaming."
"Daydreaming?"  He blinks.  I should have answered differently, daydreaming not being a usual problem with me.  Sleeping or talking, yes, but not daydreaming.
"Happens to the best of us," I grin.  "I'll see you back home."  He nods.
"Try not to get back too late or dinner will be cold."
"Yeah, yeah, go on before you're late for your little flower club."  I can't help teasing him sometimes.  He gets this wonderful riled look.
"It's gardening, and I'm never late."

I sigh as my brother leaves.  I wouldn't doubt there's a deep longing in my eyes.  "Even now you don't look me in the eye..."

Heh heh, yeah, I separated this into two parts because of a POV change.  Hope you guys don't mind.

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