Disclaimer: don't own, never claimed to.
Yet another break up fic, from my pen, charming eh? Don't worry all I will write something new wild and different 1 day, but you'll jus have to deal with my angst for now, terribly sorry all.
I found this in an old note pad of mine and I thought I'd share it with you; it's about the contradicting emotions you feel when someone you love leaves you. Very short, very very short actually, I think I might write more to it one day but not right now. Please enjoy.
Duo's P.O.V. 1x2 break up.
Not because I need you.
It breaks my heart every time you leave me, not that I care you left at all. Because I don't miss you at all. At night I sleep on your side of the bed, because it smells like you. Not that I need you or anything.
When I go out in the pouring rain, you can't tell if I'm crying or not. Maybe someone else is crying for me, I wonder if it's you. Not that I worry if you cry or not. When I'm cold, wet, and tired, worn down from the plaguing emotions in my head, I put on your clothes cause mine suddenly seem so small. Not that I miss you.
You've been gone 7hrs and 14days, not that I'm keeping count, because as you know I don't care. I've even forgotten what you look like, with your messy dark brown hair, and bright blue eyes that tore through my soul. Not like your beautiful or anything.
The house is to quiet, more than it ever been, because I don't have the heart to make a sound, specially when no ones there to listen. Not that you ever did. After having a shower, I look for you to brush my hair, for me to remember you're gone. It doesn't matter though because you couldn't do it properly anyway.
I guess it was easy for you to walk away; you could always detach yourself from things. But I thought, I'd seen it in your eyes, the love you always said you felt for me. I'd look into them and believe you; I must've been imagining things. You know that whole, seeing what you want to see. I'm gonna carry on as I am, confirming and denying, it's easier to live like this.
Come back to me, only because you want to, not because I need you.
Thank you all, told you it was short, but in a mild way I like it. Please r+r, I would be most grateful, thank you again.