A/N: Well people this one is a good chapter I think. ::picks up her Draco
action figure and hugs it:: Yup it's good. Enjoy and R&R please.
Chapter 4: Determination and Ginny's Request
That night had been Draco's worse night of his life, he didn't sleep at all, he just kept tossing and turning. He couldn't stop thinking about Ginny when she broke up with him. For one thing never in his life had any girl broken up with him, he was always the one to break up the relationship. The second thing was the look she had given him; it was like it hurt her to say it. She didn't even tell him why she did it, she just said that he wouldn't understand and ran off, probably to her common room.
First his mother has to die; this is girlfriend breaks up with him. What more could happen? He thought as he walked into the Great Hall for lunch. He didn't even look at the Gryffindor table; he couldn't stand the thought of even looking at Ginny at a time like this, so he just walked to the Slytherin table and didn't even look at any food.
"Dracie, are you okay?" Asked Pansy Parkinson. Or to what everyone else had called Pug face Parkinson.
"Pansy if you aren't away from me within 5 seconds I'm going to kill you." Draco's expression was so serious Pansy ran to the opposite end of the table to get as far away from Malfoy as she could until he cooled down.
All during lunch nobody talked to Draco. He just stared at the table. He felt as if something was broken and could never be fixed again. He couldn't take just sitting back and looking stupid for any longer, he need to take a walk, he need some fresh air before he did something he was going to regret.
The first thing he saw as he walked out of the Great Hall was Potter and his people. Draco tried to walk past them but Ron stopped him, by grabbing him by the arm.
"What did you do to my sister Malfoy?" Ron asked in a slow dangerous tone, thinking that he could scare Draco but all he managed to do was piss him off. He really didn't want to talk about Ginny right now.
"I didn't do anything to you bloody sister!" Draco face remained expressionless.
"Then why was she in her dormitory crying all night?" Ron asked taking out his wand and pointing it at him.
"Hell if I know, she hasn't talked to me since she broke up with me." Draco said as he wiped the tear that fell down his face.
Ron upon seeing the tear and the hurtful look on Draco's face put his wand down. "Why did she break up with you?" He asked suspiciously.
"I don't know. She just said 'You wouldn't understand.' And then she ran off." Draco grabbed his arm from Ron's grasps. "Now if you'll excuse me, I'd like to be alone." With that said He walked off as the Potter fan club stared back at him.
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Days went by and everything stayed the same; Draco didn't eat, sleep, or talk to anyone and Ginny avoided stupid questions by her brother, cried herself to sleep at night and barely ate herself.
It was Saturday, a Hogsmeade weekend, and Draco decided to stay in the common room and just read a book and get a head start on his potions essay that was due in 2 weeks. He nearly jumped out of his skin when he heard the door to the common room open. He saw Professor Snape standing a little less then four feet in front of him.
"Draco?" Snape asked with genuine concern. "Is there something wrong?"
"When I was at home or when I came back to Hogwarts because they both effected me big time." He said as he moved over so the professor could take a seat on the couch beside him.
"Okay lets start from the beginning. What happened when you went home?"
Draco told Snape everything from the fight with his mother to Ginny breaking up with him. "That's it for right now."
Snape stayed quiet and looked at the boy curiously. He had never seen Draco so upset. He was also not that stupid to know that it wasn't just the death that effected Draco but also how much he loved Ginny (Yes, we all know Draco loves Ginny but will he ever admit it?).
Draco waited patiently for some response. He knew the way he was acting right now was idiotic but he couldn't help it. He had never liked someone as much as this and losing the only person who loved him on the same day didn't make him feel cheerful.
"I know losing a parent is upset..."
But he interrupted Snape. "A parent? Why couldn't it have been that stupid asshole, which everyone in this entire school thinks I'm like. Trust me if I was like him I would've commited suicide a long time ago to save the world the trouble to kill me."
"Draco, you're nothing like your father and as long as you know that, why should whatever anyone else say bother you? It never bothered you before."
"I know. I'm being stupid. I can't eat or sleep. It's like I'm the walking dead. It's really annoying." Draco said as he started to pace the room. "She never even told me why. She's like you won't understand. Well duh, I can't understand something she doesn't tell me." He ranted on as if he was the only person in the room.
"Have you tried talking to her?" He asked.
"Yeah, but every time I tried the last couple of days, she runs away. Do you know how annoying that is? And then Weasley had to come up to me the day after and tried to pin all of this on me, saying it's all my fault she's been crying. How was I to know she was crying? Anyway she broke up with me, aren't I suppose to be the one crying. Not saying that I would." Draco said looking around the common room to make sure everyone was gone. He really didn't want to picked on right now, he already has to much to deal with.
"I got a feeling there is more to this then we know about." Snape stood up and set a hand on his shoulder. "I'll try to talk to her. I won't make any promise's that she'll talk to me but, I'll try."
"Thanks, professor." He smiled for the first time in what seemed like decades.
"Why don't you go and get something to eat?"
He nodded and watched Snape leave. No matter how hungry he was, he couldn't eat. He had to find out why and when he did he would fix it. He was going to get what he wanted, and he wanted her, he was going to do no matter what it takes.
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Dinnertime came around and when Draco walked into the Great Hall, he was his old confident self. He walked over to the Slytherin's table and sat down and ate for the first time in days. He was really nervous but he didn't show it.
He was going to get Ginny and that's all that mattered to him right now.
He looked over at her table to notice she wasn't there. Where was she? Was she okay? He had to find out.
He walked over to the Gryffindor table and sat down in front of the savors of the school. "Is Ginny alright?" He asked trying to keep his face emotionless.
"She said she didn't want to come down today. Like she wasn't feeling well." Hermione answered. She looked at Ron and Harry.
"Did she say she was sick?" Draco could feel the panic rise within him.
"No, she just said she wasn't feeling up to eating." The boy who lived answered this time.
"Oh." Draco stood up and walked away from them and out of the Great Hall. What's wrong? He hoped she wasn't sick. If she was, why the hell wasn't she up in the Hospital wing? She can't avoid him forever.
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On the way to classes the next morning Draco saw Ginny; she was on the floor collecting the books Pansy had made her drop.
Draco started to help her pick up the books. "I can do it myself." Ginny said in a low tone that didn't even sound like her voice at all.
"I'm just trying to help." Draco stood up and offered her a hand, which she brushed away and stood up on her own.
"Please, we need to talk." Draco knew his voice sounded pleading but he couldn't help it; he really needed to talk to her, hear her voice, and see her smile again.
"I don't want to talk to you." Ginny said as she started to make her way past him.
Fine she wants to play it this way. He can be mean about it, if he had to be. "I don't care, what you want, it's what I want." He picked her up and swung her over his shoulder. He carried her as she screamed to get away. He threw on to the couch in the Slytherin common room.
"Now, I said I want to talk and I was serious." He rubbed his ears. "You know if you screamed any louder you would've popped my ear drums."
"Good." Ginny was glaring at him. She looked around to see where she was. "Where are we?" She asked suddenly feeling uncomfortable. It was a really dim lit place, and very cold too.
"We're in the Slytherin common room." Draco said to her as if it was the most natural answer.
"I'm going to get in trouble being in here."
"No you're not, everyone's in class." Draco sat down next to her.
"Oh, like where we're suppose to be?"
Draco rolled his eyes. He was getting very tired of this little game she was playing. "Ginny I said I wanted to talk." He paused he grabbed her hand. She tried and tried to pull it away but it wasn't working. "Why did you break up with me?" He knew she was probably going to say the same thing from before to stall time, and she did.
"You wouldn't understand."
Draco stood up and threw a book across the room. He wanted to scare her. If that's what it takes to get her to say it, then he would.
"I don't understand, Ginny, because you won't tell me!" He yelled.
Ginny curled up in a ball. He was definitely scaring her but she's not easily swayed. "Can't face the fact that someone broke up with you instead Draco? Is that it? Is that why your trying to get me back? Because you don't want your social status ruined."
"That's not it and you know it! What do I have to do to prove to you that I love you?" Draco suddenly fell onto the couch with a flop. Did he really say that? Is that what he feels for her? "I'll do anything."
Ginny just stared at him. "Anything?" She asked curiously.
"Yes. Anything. I'll go bow at Potter's feet if you want me to." Gross, would I really bow at Potter's feet if Ginny asked me to? He thought to himself.
"Alright." Ginny said.
"Alright, you want me to bow at Potter's feet?" Draco made a disgusting face at the thought. What would Potter think when Draco did that?
"No, I want you to tell your father your sorry for everything you've done to disrespect him and I want you to tell him, you want to be a Death Eater."
A/N: Really nice place to leave you people off isn't it? ::looks at Draco waiting for his opinion, he shakes his head and agrees:: I'll start on the next chapter after I get home from school. Bye bye people. Luv ya Please review.
Chapter 4: Determination and Ginny's Request
That night had been Draco's worse night of his life, he didn't sleep at all, he just kept tossing and turning. He couldn't stop thinking about Ginny when she broke up with him. For one thing never in his life had any girl broken up with him, he was always the one to break up the relationship. The second thing was the look she had given him; it was like it hurt her to say it. She didn't even tell him why she did it, she just said that he wouldn't understand and ran off, probably to her common room.
First his mother has to die; this is girlfriend breaks up with him. What more could happen? He thought as he walked into the Great Hall for lunch. He didn't even look at the Gryffindor table; he couldn't stand the thought of even looking at Ginny at a time like this, so he just walked to the Slytherin table and didn't even look at any food.
"Dracie, are you okay?" Asked Pansy Parkinson. Or to what everyone else had called Pug face Parkinson.
"Pansy if you aren't away from me within 5 seconds I'm going to kill you." Draco's expression was so serious Pansy ran to the opposite end of the table to get as far away from Malfoy as she could until he cooled down.
All during lunch nobody talked to Draco. He just stared at the table. He felt as if something was broken and could never be fixed again. He couldn't take just sitting back and looking stupid for any longer, he need to take a walk, he need some fresh air before he did something he was going to regret.
The first thing he saw as he walked out of the Great Hall was Potter and his people. Draco tried to walk past them but Ron stopped him, by grabbing him by the arm.
"What did you do to my sister Malfoy?" Ron asked in a slow dangerous tone, thinking that he could scare Draco but all he managed to do was piss him off. He really didn't want to talk about Ginny right now.
"I didn't do anything to you bloody sister!" Draco face remained expressionless.
"Then why was she in her dormitory crying all night?" Ron asked taking out his wand and pointing it at him.
"Hell if I know, she hasn't talked to me since she broke up with me." Draco said as he wiped the tear that fell down his face.
Ron upon seeing the tear and the hurtful look on Draco's face put his wand down. "Why did she break up with you?" He asked suspiciously.
"I don't know. She just said 'You wouldn't understand.' And then she ran off." Draco grabbed his arm from Ron's grasps. "Now if you'll excuse me, I'd like to be alone." With that said He walked off as the Potter fan club stared back at him.
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Days went by and everything stayed the same; Draco didn't eat, sleep, or talk to anyone and Ginny avoided stupid questions by her brother, cried herself to sleep at night and barely ate herself.
It was Saturday, a Hogsmeade weekend, and Draco decided to stay in the common room and just read a book and get a head start on his potions essay that was due in 2 weeks. He nearly jumped out of his skin when he heard the door to the common room open. He saw Professor Snape standing a little less then four feet in front of him.
"Draco?" Snape asked with genuine concern. "Is there something wrong?"
"When I was at home or when I came back to Hogwarts because they both effected me big time." He said as he moved over so the professor could take a seat on the couch beside him.
"Okay lets start from the beginning. What happened when you went home?"
Draco told Snape everything from the fight with his mother to Ginny breaking up with him. "That's it for right now."
Snape stayed quiet and looked at the boy curiously. He had never seen Draco so upset. He was also not that stupid to know that it wasn't just the death that effected Draco but also how much he loved Ginny (Yes, we all know Draco loves Ginny but will he ever admit it?).
Draco waited patiently for some response. He knew the way he was acting right now was idiotic but he couldn't help it. He had never liked someone as much as this and losing the only person who loved him on the same day didn't make him feel cheerful.
"I know losing a parent is upset..."
But he interrupted Snape. "A parent? Why couldn't it have been that stupid asshole, which everyone in this entire school thinks I'm like. Trust me if I was like him I would've commited suicide a long time ago to save the world the trouble to kill me."
"Draco, you're nothing like your father and as long as you know that, why should whatever anyone else say bother you? It never bothered you before."
"I know. I'm being stupid. I can't eat or sleep. It's like I'm the walking dead. It's really annoying." Draco said as he started to pace the room. "She never even told me why. She's like you won't understand. Well duh, I can't understand something she doesn't tell me." He ranted on as if he was the only person in the room.
"Have you tried talking to her?" He asked.
"Yeah, but every time I tried the last couple of days, she runs away. Do you know how annoying that is? And then Weasley had to come up to me the day after and tried to pin all of this on me, saying it's all my fault she's been crying. How was I to know she was crying? Anyway she broke up with me, aren't I suppose to be the one crying. Not saying that I would." Draco said looking around the common room to make sure everyone was gone. He really didn't want to picked on right now, he already has to much to deal with.
"I got a feeling there is more to this then we know about." Snape stood up and set a hand on his shoulder. "I'll try to talk to her. I won't make any promise's that she'll talk to me but, I'll try."
"Thanks, professor." He smiled for the first time in what seemed like decades.
"Why don't you go and get something to eat?"
He nodded and watched Snape leave. No matter how hungry he was, he couldn't eat. He had to find out why and when he did he would fix it. He was going to get what he wanted, and he wanted her, he was going to do no matter what it takes.
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Dinnertime came around and when Draco walked into the Great Hall, he was his old confident self. He walked over to the Slytherin's table and sat down and ate for the first time in days. He was really nervous but he didn't show it.
He was going to get Ginny and that's all that mattered to him right now.
He looked over at her table to notice she wasn't there. Where was she? Was she okay? He had to find out.
He walked over to the Gryffindor table and sat down in front of the savors of the school. "Is Ginny alright?" He asked trying to keep his face emotionless.
"She said she didn't want to come down today. Like she wasn't feeling well." Hermione answered. She looked at Ron and Harry.
"Did she say she was sick?" Draco could feel the panic rise within him.
"No, she just said she wasn't feeling up to eating." The boy who lived answered this time.
"Oh." Draco stood up and walked away from them and out of the Great Hall. What's wrong? He hoped she wasn't sick. If she was, why the hell wasn't she up in the Hospital wing? She can't avoid him forever.
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On the way to classes the next morning Draco saw Ginny; she was on the floor collecting the books Pansy had made her drop.
Draco started to help her pick up the books. "I can do it myself." Ginny said in a low tone that didn't even sound like her voice at all.
"I'm just trying to help." Draco stood up and offered her a hand, which she brushed away and stood up on her own.
"Please, we need to talk." Draco knew his voice sounded pleading but he couldn't help it; he really needed to talk to her, hear her voice, and see her smile again.
"I don't want to talk to you." Ginny said as she started to make her way past him.
Fine she wants to play it this way. He can be mean about it, if he had to be. "I don't care, what you want, it's what I want." He picked her up and swung her over his shoulder. He carried her as she screamed to get away. He threw on to the couch in the Slytherin common room.
"Now, I said I want to talk and I was serious." He rubbed his ears. "You know if you screamed any louder you would've popped my ear drums."
"Good." Ginny was glaring at him. She looked around to see where she was. "Where are we?" She asked suddenly feeling uncomfortable. It was a really dim lit place, and very cold too.
"We're in the Slytherin common room." Draco said to her as if it was the most natural answer.
"I'm going to get in trouble being in here."
"No you're not, everyone's in class." Draco sat down next to her.
"Oh, like where we're suppose to be?"
Draco rolled his eyes. He was getting very tired of this little game she was playing. "Ginny I said I wanted to talk." He paused he grabbed her hand. She tried and tried to pull it away but it wasn't working. "Why did you break up with me?" He knew she was probably going to say the same thing from before to stall time, and she did.
"You wouldn't understand."
Draco stood up and threw a book across the room. He wanted to scare her. If that's what it takes to get her to say it, then he would.
"I don't understand, Ginny, because you won't tell me!" He yelled.
Ginny curled up in a ball. He was definitely scaring her but she's not easily swayed. "Can't face the fact that someone broke up with you instead Draco? Is that it? Is that why your trying to get me back? Because you don't want your social status ruined."
"That's not it and you know it! What do I have to do to prove to you that I love you?" Draco suddenly fell onto the couch with a flop. Did he really say that? Is that what he feels for her? "I'll do anything."
Ginny just stared at him. "Anything?" She asked curiously.
"Yes. Anything. I'll go bow at Potter's feet if you want me to." Gross, would I really bow at Potter's feet if Ginny asked me to? He thought to himself.
"Alright." Ginny said.
"Alright, you want me to bow at Potter's feet?" Draco made a disgusting face at the thought. What would Potter think when Draco did that?
"No, I want you to tell your father your sorry for everything you've done to disrespect him and I want you to tell him, you want to be a Death Eater."
A/N: Really nice place to leave you people off isn't it? ::looks at Draco waiting for his opinion, he shakes his head and agrees:: I'll start on the next chapter after I get home from school. Bye bye people. Luv ya Please review.