Eyes on Me

by faerydoll k

Say, when they’re in love, does everyone get this lonely? Say, do they embrace the pain that is even deeper than darkness? Say, would you try to fall in love with me so we both could know? ExT, SxS

1. language of our own

A.N.: Hello everyone! If ever you have read this story before well I kinda edit it. And for those who just read this the first time well I hope that you would like my story! Its an E+T with some S+S but I might put a lot S+S because I do love that couple very much so please tell me if ya don't like that idea very much. And this one is an AU (Alternative Universe). And this story is STILL dedicated to CEP!!! One of my friends who was craving like a pregnant woman ugh---more like a MAD pregnant woman (lol) for some E+T fanfics back on that time when we were second year high school. ~ah the memories ne??? Can't believe were gonna be fourth year high school awready!. AH just read on~~~

 Disclaimer: WAI! I didn't forget to put one! YaY! Ahem—well to tell you all the truth I'm the owner of CCS and I'm the one who sang "Eyes on Me" of Final Fantasy 8. Yeah believe me about that! **hears police sirens** ACK!!! Okay! I admit it I lie! I don't own CCS and Eyes on Me! But wait I do sing that song!

SUMMARY: Say, when they're in love, does everyone get this lonely? Say, do they embrace the pain that is even deeper than darkness? Say, would you try to fall in love with me so we both could know?

EYES ON ME

~Li-yingfa1

Prologue: "Language of our Own"    

One red balloon

Floats to the moon

Just let it fly away

I only know

That I'm longing to go

Back to my lazy day

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        I know this is only the beginning, but I'm going to welcome him with open arms. Maybe we couldn't even really actually talk but we speak in a different language, far too different from the normal but it's the only way for me to reach him.

        It's like an art that I master. With only subtle movements of fingers is needed. I use the speech that has no words yet but maybe if I had gathered a lot of courage to even ask his name then probably my language would have a set of words for me to say. But right now it isn't invented so far, therefore I'll wait and sit awhile doing the art of my very own. I'll play the piano . . .

~*~

 "Oh NOOOO!!! I'm lost again! Damn it! Why did that Li choose me to patrol this area! He is so mean!" he whined while scratching his head by his two hands. And his voice actually echoed throughout the empty greenly, dark, scary forest. 

"MAN! I'm gonna kill that Li if I miss Tomoyo's show! And this stupid map is not helping me since I came here. Why couldn't you just speak you stupid creature and get the hell out of me here!? Work you useless piece of ugh—PEPPER!"

"Who are you going to kill again?" said a voice from behind Eriol. Ooohh--- the single voice he's dreading to hear! He manages to turn around to face this "dreadful" creature.

"Oops… ehehehe…"

"You miss patrolling again" his cold amber eyes glowering down on his faltering figure. "C-Captain Li? Ughhh … t-this map is way too difficult to 

u-understand … a-and I-I get lost… ahahahaha…"

          Li put his arms cross on his chest and continued glaring at the poor soldier who might actually be suffering from dehydration by the loss of water because of his ultimate non-stop sweating.

"Y-your not mad right capt'n?"

"Oh, of course not! I'm just very, very MAD!" he grab Eriol's collar and pull it upwards. "C-CAPTAIN! P-PLEASE C-CALM D--""C-CAPTAIN! P-PLEASE C-CALM D--"

"Will you quit calling me captain?! It's 'Major' you moron! How stupid could you be? I told you to patrol FOSTER village and use a map so you won't get lost but look what you did!? You patrol the entire FOREST! And just a lil' bit information to put on you pea-size brain that map is a PAPER! Not a PEPPER!!!"

"S-sorry… next time I won't get the wrong map and I'll keep in mind that this map is made of paper.  . . Umm . . . ano . . .cap—major what are those flowers for?"

"It's none of your business lieutenant."

"Geez… why do you always have to be so serious?"

"Quit talking, or I'll leave you here" Li said as he started to walk and Eriol following him. "M-major? Did you buy those flowers from the flower shop near the seashore?" Li just nod and kept walking without looking at his back.

"You always go there right? So you love flowers…?"

"No…"

"Umm… you don't love flowers but you always go there hmmm…

Sooo… perhaps you like the lady owner? What's the name again?… oh!

That's right Sakura! That's her name, heard she got lots of admirers and everyday she had soo many male customer who just go there to see her." 

"Shut up!"

"AWWW!!! You're no fun!"

"Finally were in the town again." Li muttered now taking big step to get away from Eriol. "Oh no! I've got to go now! I don't want to miss Tomoyo's show! Bye Captain!"

"Its major! You moron!"

Hehe… sorry! By the way I always see Sakura on the bar, heard she's Tomoyo's best friend! Why don't you go with me?!"

"Why should I?!"

"Oh come on! Don't be shy Mr. Macho-man!"

"W-wait!"

          Somehow Eriol manages to make Li come. Both arrive inside the bar and got to their own sit in a little corner. The night is growing deeper and people began to fill the room and mostly are men, soldiers who just came from their hard day work.

          A few minutes later a beautiful woman came out of the stage. She was wearing a deep purple cocktail dress and a simple silver string tied up her long wavy hair.  She scans the faces of the people and looked straightly at Eriol.

          All the people were sitting, patiently waiting for the presentation to start. But for Eriol the show had already began the moment he saw her. Surely Tomoyo takes all of his problems away. Just by listening to the voice she silently produce.

~*~

'he's here again…I hope I would have a chance to talk to him…. Someday…

I'll gather all my courage and talk to him… even just to ask his name…'

~*~

A.N.: Finally! Finish arranging this one! Hope you'll read and review. I promise that I'll put the next chapter soon. Maybe I'll post it tomorrow or the very next day! I'm already finished with it actually and I'm currently writing the third chapter now so please leave a review so I'll put it earlier! ^__^ hehe and please do read my other stories too!

~*A Special dedication to one of my dearest friends whose name happens to be Denise Fontanilla, I don't know why I'm dedicating this to you. I've been having a major BLOCK rewriting this and HELL I've tried every method to cool my mind and release me from this stupid W-BLOCK but nothing seems to happen. Then I tried listening to this midi, which is one of my favorites it's the piano piece made by Touya's mother (hope you know that) And I continued fixing the next chapter of this story "eyes on Me" and I'm still having trouble but something urges me to write something about the incoming chapters of "Remains of a Dream" previously named as "I don't need my memory to love you" which is actually the first fanfic that I have shared with you.

I usually do that, y'know skipping few chapters and go write an idea even if it's too early for that situation. And even I'm rewitting "eyes on me" (I hope you get what I'm saying)  I even CRY! While writing it! Yeah silly me! And I got totally exited just like every time that I had made another story or have a new idea. And you know what I'm so excited about? Because the next day when I go to school I'll sit on the "flatform" (our heaven) with you, while we disregard those stupid homework that we haven't done yet pretending there is none. And then I'll hand you a print out of my work. Then you'll comment it. Remember when I told you that you are my best criticizer? That's true, no matter what comment you give me I'm always happy because I know you say the truth the one you really think. (OMG! I'M CRYING RIGHT NOW!!! Don't laugh please!)

But I just remembered that it would no longer happen cause we wouldn't be on the same "flatform" chatting, commenting each other, eating, no more golums and no more rain, and no more pretty chicken and no more one-san! No more "head-rotation" sleeping time, no more I'm late!, no more I got in first, no more "can I have your answer?", no more "teach me okay?", no more mwahz!, no more munch-munch!, no more Bien is a monkey, no more BULLY-BULLIER-BULLIEST, no more your hair looks so pretty,no more shh—I'll just pass it tomorrow ehihihihi!,  no more 'do you have food?', no more 'I love your knees can I borrow it to sleep on?', no more wish/dandelions, no more 'pinch me please I'm sleepy', no more "adargas sa ngipin", no more I hate you then go away, no more pouting all day, no more sleeping in my TKD armor, no more ahahahaas I didn't review, no more coffee! You choose! Nah~you choose! UGH! Its my treat you choose what! No you do! The vendors are laughing at us!. . . no more, no more.  Friend Goodbye, please lets call this beautiful goodbye. Why? Because the one that I've been writing as a next-next chapter of remains is about beautiful things, if ya remember it's the "winter Heartbreak I'm telling you before". It goes like this: ( I'll change some parts okay?)

"Look! There are no fireflies anymore. They're up there already and become stars—it's winter after all, and they're grave was the snow.

"Why do fireflies dies so easily?"

"Because they are beautiful, and beautiful creatures die so easily."

"Then maybe if Love isn't this beautiful, then maybe we wouldn't be like stars wherein people only make wish on the impossible. They look so near but in truth they are billion light-years apart.

"Then maybe we shall call this a beautiful goodbye, that way it would die easily."

        --Excerpts from "Remains of a Dream" by li-yingfa1 aka Kilen.

~*** I hope I make sense sorry I just get so emotional suddenly and thanks to it I'm free from this writers BLOCK!!! YaY but too bad its 12:54 awready and my mom said I have to sleep, I better go or someone might think I'm crazy crying infront of the computer! Ahahaha

P.S.: To those readers of Remains of a Dream please don't be mad if I give a little preview on the future chapters (I just think that some maybe mad for spoiling the surprise) hehe. Go and blame Denise aka Reverie!!!! Ahahaha!!!!

P.S.S: TO DENISE!!!! I'm sorry if I place my letter for you here! Ehehe you might want to read this in private but ehehehe just to tell you of the significance of why I place your letter here well

1st: you are one of my inspirations in making fanfics

2nd: In case you didn't get the meaning why I rewrite the whole story of "Eyes on Me" well I did it to be somewhat related to us, specially this chapter! "Our very own Language" isn't ff.net our language? Ahh—just a proof the real ME is coming back. I'm talking about non-sense again! Yay! I'm really back!

3rd: I know we would still meet this next school year, and we could still hang out with each other but I know it would never be the same again.

P.S.S.S.: CEP!!! You are still one of the people who I dedicate this fic!!! But now you share it with DEN! Ahahaha ugh--- what the hell does that mean???

P.S.S.S.S.: Clare, Maris LOVE YA!

P.S.S.S.S.S: TO everyone!!! Can you tell me what the hell does "P.S.' stands for!? @__@

                                                Truly yours,

                                                                Kilen aka li-yingfa1