Chapter 9 Inuyasha was hanging out at Kagome's house and the two were lying on her bed, his arm around her waist, her head on his shoulder. "I'm sorry," she said softly. "Why?" he asked completely confused. 'awww he's so cute when he's confused' a dreamy look crossing her face " for doubting you" "You have nothing to be sorry for" 'damn she's hot when she gets all dreamy like that' "I should be the sorry one" "I forgive you" "I would forgive you but like I said you have nothing to be sorry for" "You're so cute!" she blushed deeply 'Shit did I just say that out loud?' "Umm... thanks? You're being really random today aren't you?" "I guess so, but one last random question and I'll stop" she smiled "you have to answer ok?" "Sure" "Why do you let people beat you up like that? I know you're strong enough to fight back and win." Her eyes held a deep look of sincere curiosity and concern. "You promise you won't be scared and hate me if I tell you? I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I made you hate me," He asked genuinely afraid she would be. "I promise" she smiled "I could never hate you" "I'm half youkai, I was afraid if I fought back, I would lose control of my youkai side and really hurt someone I care about like you. I would take a million beatings to keep you safe." Kagome rolled over on the bed and kissed Inuyasha on the cheek "You really did all that for those you care about?" "So you don't care that I'm a lousy hanyou?" he said bitterly. "Don't say that! You are not lousy and you are my hanyou!" Inuyasha was happy he had found Kagome, she knew what he was and yet she still loved him. "Ever since I was a little kid I was always labeled a freak because I was afraid to be friends with anyone, I was afraid that they would find out I was hanyou and be afraid of me like every one else who knew my secret. Miroku was the only friend I ever had and it was only because he was labeled a freak tot because he was too friendly with the girls if you know what I mean" Kagome just hugged him tightly "You won't be alone ever again!" "Thanks" "....Inuyasha don't hanyous have two forms?" "Yeah, so?" "I wanna see, please?" "Feh but you're not allowed to be scared" "Me? Scared? No way!" "Feh" he said as his hair faded from midnight black to shimmering silver, his violet eyes slowly melted to amber, his eye teeth lengthened to fangs, his nails becoming claws, finally a pair of mashiro (snow white) dog ears sprouted from the top of his head." Kagome sat there, shock written all over her face. "I'm sorry I'll change back" he said ears drooping. "...no...They're so KAWAII!" she said rubbing one of his ears gently as he began to... purr? "You really think so?" he asked enjoying the ear massage "Yeah" she said petting his ears more. "Everyone else who I've showed thought they were scary or gross." He said looking down dejectedly. Kagome tipped his chin up "How could anyone find these ears 'gross'?" she asked kissing his nose softly. Inuyasha shrugged. "I have secrets too..." Kagome sighed 'he's really will hate me now' "I'm a fake a fraud, all that popularity I had it was all a lie I bought it! I would buy them expensive gifts in the hopes that it would make them like me, it worked. When I saw you getting beat up I could almost see myself in your place, it could have just as easily been me in that ally..." she looked down ashamed "now you have every right to hate me" "No I don't, and besides even if I did I could never hate you Kagome" he hugged her closer to him "don't ever think I could hate you because truthfully I can't" She hugged him tightly. "I love you" ~NOTE~ I'm not sure I want to continue this fanfic I've sort of lost interest and I think in kinda sucks in general, one it's "plot-less" two the characters are wayyyyyy too OOC and three there's ZERO conflict if u want me to continue please review and tell me so, if I get at least 5 reviews telling me they want me to continue I will, so please review and tell me what u think. Thank you so much to my faithful readers.