Chapter3
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She was quiet through out the whole day, never said a word. The only thing that ran through her mind was the fact that Slash had someone else to love. Around 8: 03 A.M. she walked to her P.E. class, she was very tired she didn't get much sleep cause there was too much on her mind, she stopped and looked at what she saw, she saw Slash and Janie Arnez holding hands no one told her that they had been an item. She saw them a couple times together but thought that they were just friends, it killed her inside and she was so close to his body, to his heart everything Nancy once had. As she saw them she walked really fast away from them, as she was walking her eyes were filling up with tears. She didn't feel like doing any thing in P.E. she was just too upset, her friends tried to cheer her up but didn't work
On weekends Nancy would just stay in bed and sleep all day, her mom would try to get her out of bed but Nancy would refuse. Friends would ask her if they wanna go out for pizza or go catch a movie but no matter what they would try to do she would still refuse.
RING! RING! RING! Nancy grabbed the phone and answered it.
" Hello?"
" Nancy its Wendy, hey me, Sydney, and Linda are gonna go to the skating rink do you wanna go?"
" No thanks I'm just gonna stay home."
" Oh, ok bye."
" Bye."
It was 2:00 in the afternoon and Nancy was still in her pajamas, her hair was in a messed up pony tail bun, her eyes were red and puffy from crying, plus her nose was stuffed up. She went to her bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror, she looked awful.
" God I look awful."
The phone rang again and she went and answered it.
" Hello?"
" Nancy its Slash."
" Why the fuck are you calling here?"
" I fuckin called to see if you were doing ok, cause everyone is telling me you're a wreck."
" Who the hell told you that?"
" Linda."
" Well as if I didn't fuckin know, Linda's always the one to be blabbing things to other people."
Linda was always known for one thing: her big mouth.
" Well it ain't any of your fuckin business how I'm doing cause your not with me anymore."
" I don't know why your putting all the blame on me I didn't fuckin do anything."
" YOU'RE THE ONE THAT FUCKED UP EVERYTHING!" Nancy was hoping her mom couldn't hear her shouting at him over the phone.
" You lied to me, you told me that you were just gonna be by yourself for awhile and now your with that fat-ass hoe what the hells up with that, huh?"
Slash didn't say anything to that remark.
" IF YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME THEN WHY DO YOU KEEP CALLING ME?,
IF YOU GET HURT ONE DAY DON'T COME CRAWLING BACK TO ME CAUSE I WON'T TAKE YOU BACK!" Nancy was already in heat as it is.
" YOU KNOW WHAT SLASH FUCK YOU! I DON'T NEED YOU I'M BETTER OFF ALONE!"
" FUCK YOU TOO! YOU'RE A LITTLE BITCH AND I FUCKIN HATE YOU!"
With that Nancy slammed the phone down and cried. She was already towards the edge and was about to fall, she was pushed to the maximum and would do anything crazy. Nancy went into the restroom and filled the tub with hot water, after it was filled enough she got a razor and slit her wrists. The pain shot up her arm, the feeling felt good to Nancy she did it so she can kill it all away, she laid in the tub waiting to die. She could feel the blood rush out of her slit wrists.
" Nancy! Honey where are you?"
Nancy's mom came into the bathroom just as she was about to black out.
" OH MYGOD NANCY WHAT HAPPENED!"
Nancy's mom ran to the kitchen and called the ambulance, they were here in a second and ran upstairs to her restroom, they got Nancy out of the tub, then took her to the Hospital.
Nancy awoke she was still a little woozy, she looked around confused a bit at where she was she realized that she was in a hospital. No one was in the room she was alone and scared.
Nancy laid back and looked out the window, the sky was dark and gray she could see cars and trucks go by on the highway, the room Nancy was in was pretty high. She heard a knock at her door Nancy turned around, it was Slash, she turned away cause she didn't wanna talk to him.
" Hey."
Nancy didn't answer.
" Look Nance I'm sorry for what I said, I didn't mean to call you a bitch and say that I hate you cause I don't. I still care about you, you're my friend I'm supposed to care about you."
" I still care about you too, but I cant just be your friend it doesn't work that way there's just too much emotional baggage."
" Nancy we can make it work, we can try, it wont hurt if you try."
Inside Nancy didn't want to be friends cause if she did she would just end up being sad cause she would miss being with him. But then again she wanted to so she could try to regain the love she once had.
Wassup Peepz! I hope you like this story too, hey do y'all know what yaoi means?