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AN: uhm... yeah! This chapter will focus only on Darien! See? Darien's POV! Gomen-nasai! This chapter is kinda short compared to my other chapters.
Chapter 10
Darien's POV
I went home quickly after Serena said goodbye to me. It was so hard. I felt pain on my chest. A pain that I can't seem to forget. What's with me? I can't believe I've done that to her. I suspected her for nothing she did wrong. I even tried to make her jealous just because I was jealous. And now look how it went. It's all because of my pride. I've never really loved any women before...only her... just her. I am so sure that I love her. But I don't really know myself. There's something in me. It's... it's this fear. A fear to love any woman so deeply. A fear that she might not love me as much as I do. But, love... that's just what love is, not expecting anything in return. Gawd, what happening to me? She's making me crazy. I never really know what love means and now she's making me learn all about it. Maybe... Maybe I suspected her because I don't want the things I do to other women to come back to me. Karma, I guess. Aside of being a heartbreaker who only had a relationship with women for only 3 days as the record says, I don't really understand my feelings at all. I love her but I don't want any commitment with any women. Its just maybe... I'm not ready for a serious relationship. But, when will I be ready? When she's already gone? When she finds another man to love her as much as I did? When she already had forgotten all about me?
A lot of questions went through his mind. He puts his hand on his head and just think... think... and think... until he fell sound asleep. He dreamt about Serena. (Okay well, remember the dreams Darien had in Chapter 3? This is kinda' the reverse one.)
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Dream 1
"I'm home." Darien said. "Oh, welcome home, love." Serena answered. She was carrying a twin babies on her arms. And children were running all around the house. The house was a big mess. Serena looked ugly and pale. And... so was Darien. He saw himself. He looked pale, almost ugly and skinny. But he looked very happy. The Darien he saw never cared how he himself and Serena look like. All they need is love. The kids come to their parents and hugged both of them so relaxing and contented.
Dream 2
"Honey, I'm home, I bought pizza for..." Darien was cut off. He was sitting in the dining table and saw in front of him a glass of water on the top of the table shook, like something big is coming. He thought it was an illusion caused by stress. He rubbed his eyes to make it sure. Then, the floor started to move around and shake like it normally did when earthquakes occur. There, he saw Serena; she was a fat and ugly woman, running towards him together with their children who all look like sumo- wrestlers. He saw himself. He was smiling at Serena. He was also a very very fat man. He was hugging the fat Serena close to him and let her sit on his lap. They danced like crazy as if there'll be no tomorrow in front of their children. The house was like dancing too (um... I mean shaking ^__^). Then, they all happily ate the small pizza he bought. He was making Serena eat the pizza he was holding and vice-versa. They looked so cute together. There was no doubt that he was very happy and satisfied.
Dream 3
Darien saw himself sleeping, of course with his wife, Serena. He turned around to look at her lovely wife. This time, he wasn't shocked in what he saw. Serena, an old fat, ugly lady, her smell was that of an old lady, her hair was all white and only few are left and her skin was decaying. She was smiling at him. The Darien who was also an old fat ugly man, with no teeth, with quite a few white hair left, with a face full of wrinkles and looked like decaying too, smiled sweetly back to her. He hugged her close and kissed her on the forehead. He pulled the blanket and put it on her almost cold wife.
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He woke up. Lots of tears coming from his eyes. He realized it was all a dream, but for him, it seemed very real. He knew what he should do. He knew he just couldn't let her go like that. Because of her, he learned the meaning of love, the meaning of something he never knew all his life. He was ready to be serious; he was ready for a commitment. At last he finally found the woman he wants to grow old with and spend the rest of his life with.
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Howdy!!!! So how's that??? I still don't wanna end this story! Why? Cause this'll be the first story I will finish! Oh well... every story does have an ending right? Next chapter would be Serena's POV... or rather, it might be the last chapter... waah!! Can'r make up my mind Lah! Thanks for sticking with me guys! Ja' ne! uhm... reviews please! (I just don't forget this, ne?)
AN: uhm... yeah! This chapter will focus only on Darien! See? Darien's POV! Gomen-nasai! This chapter is kinda short compared to my other chapters.
Chapter 10
Darien's POV
I went home quickly after Serena said goodbye to me. It was so hard. I felt pain on my chest. A pain that I can't seem to forget. What's with me? I can't believe I've done that to her. I suspected her for nothing she did wrong. I even tried to make her jealous just because I was jealous. And now look how it went. It's all because of my pride. I've never really loved any women before...only her... just her. I am so sure that I love her. But I don't really know myself. There's something in me. It's... it's this fear. A fear to love any woman so deeply. A fear that she might not love me as much as I do. But, love... that's just what love is, not expecting anything in return. Gawd, what happening to me? She's making me crazy. I never really know what love means and now she's making me learn all about it. Maybe... Maybe I suspected her because I don't want the things I do to other women to come back to me. Karma, I guess. Aside of being a heartbreaker who only had a relationship with women for only 3 days as the record says, I don't really understand my feelings at all. I love her but I don't want any commitment with any women. Its just maybe... I'm not ready for a serious relationship. But, when will I be ready? When she's already gone? When she finds another man to love her as much as I did? When she already had forgotten all about me?
A lot of questions went through his mind. He puts his hand on his head and just think... think... and think... until he fell sound asleep. He dreamt about Serena. (Okay well, remember the dreams Darien had in Chapter 3? This is kinda' the reverse one.)
@-'-'-
Dream 1
"I'm home." Darien said. "Oh, welcome home, love." Serena answered. She was carrying a twin babies on her arms. And children were running all around the house. The house was a big mess. Serena looked ugly and pale. And... so was Darien. He saw himself. He looked pale, almost ugly and skinny. But he looked very happy. The Darien he saw never cared how he himself and Serena look like. All they need is love. The kids come to their parents and hugged both of them so relaxing and contented.
Dream 2
"Honey, I'm home, I bought pizza for..." Darien was cut off. He was sitting in the dining table and saw in front of him a glass of water on the top of the table shook, like something big is coming. He thought it was an illusion caused by stress. He rubbed his eyes to make it sure. Then, the floor started to move around and shake like it normally did when earthquakes occur. There, he saw Serena; she was a fat and ugly woman, running towards him together with their children who all look like sumo- wrestlers. He saw himself. He was smiling at Serena. He was also a very very fat man. He was hugging the fat Serena close to him and let her sit on his lap. They danced like crazy as if there'll be no tomorrow in front of their children. The house was like dancing too (um... I mean shaking ^__^). Then, they all happily ate the small pizza he bought. He was making Serena eat the pizza he was holding and vice-versa. They looked so cute together. There was no doubt that he was very happy and satisfied.
Dream 3
Darien saw himself sleeping, of course with his wife, Serena. He turned around to look at her lovely wife. This time, he wasn't shocked in what he saw. Serena, an old fat, ugly lady, her smell was that of an old lady, her hair was all white and only few are left and her skin was decaying. She was smiling at him. The Darien who was also an old fat ugly man, with no teeth, with quite a few white hair left, with a face full of wrinkles and looked like decaying too, smiled sweetly back to her. He hugged her close and kissed her on the forehead. He pulled the blanket and put it on her almost cold wife.
@-;-;-
He woke up. Lots of tears coming from his eyes. He realized it was all a dream, but for him, it seemed very real. He knew what he should do. He knew he just couldn't let her go like that. Because of her, he learned the meaning of love, the meaning of something he never knew all his life. He was ready to be serious; he was ready for a commitment. At last he finally found the woman he wants to grow old with and spend the rest of his life with.
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Howdy!!!! So how's that??? I still don't wanna end this story! Why? Cause this'll be the first story I will finish! Oh well... every story does have an ending right? Next chapter would be Serena's POV... or rather, it might be the last chapter... waah!! Can'r make up my mind Lah! Thanks for sticking with me guys! Ja' ne! uhm... reviews please! (I just don't forget this, ne?)