PAN SON'S DIARY 5

Author's Notes: I know it's been too long. Please forgive me. I had a lot of things on my plate, and it was just too much for me to handle. I took a three-month vacation, then I moved, and lastly I had a lot of personal issues that needed to be settled before I wrote another story. While these issues of mine are still present, I will try to balance that and writing just for you guys. Here's the latest chapter in the diary saga. I hope you enjoy. Let's also remember that I haven't written anything in about six or seven months, so my writing may not be at it's best. I hope I'm wrong. Just review and let me know what you think. Also I want to dedicate this chapter to all my loyal fans who have stuck with this story and me. Thank you guys.

Disclaimer: I claim that none of these characters belong to me. What's the point in dreaming when they take away your dreams by forcing you to write these silly disclaimers? Can't I dream that these characters are all mine? It's not fair I tell you.



Videl was sitting in front of her father's television set, and was thinking about the big fight that she had with her husband. She regretted the fact that she had deceived him, and lied to him for as long as she did. She had lost both her husband and her daughter, and she had no one to blame but herself. She could've said no to Goku that night, but for some reason she decided not to. That night he made her feel loved, and that night had been one of the best nights of her life. Goku was able to give her something that Gohan could never give her, and that was a child. She reasoned that Goku was sent to her in order that she could have a child. She reasoned that Dende was aware that both she and Gohan would never conceive a child, and therefore he sent Goku in order for him to impregnate her with a child. Then she reasoned that she had drunk way too much alcohol, and was now trying to think of an excuse for her behavior.

She glanced down towards the floor, and noticed the empty bottles of beer that lay scattered beneath her feet. She noticed that there were at least twelve empty bottles of beer on the floor. Her mind had been so focused on her problems that she didn't even acknowledge the fact that she had consumed so much alcohol in her system.

She decided to clean up the mess before her father decided to come back home. The last thing that she wanted was to hear another lecture about the effects alcohol had on the body. She hated that her father was such a hypocrite. She was well aware of the fact that Hercule didn't really believe that nonsense about your body being your temple, not when he had a bottle of whisky hiding inside his room. He was such a liar, and Videl now knew where she inherited that trait to lie as well as she did.

So she began picking up the empty bottles, and stumbled her way into the kitchen. Once she threw away all the beer bottles, she slumped down on the cold kitchen floor and began to cry.

*It was my entire fault



Goku walked around with tears in his eyes, and he had a heavy heart. He was well aware of the fact that the truth about his affair was out. He hated that he was so weak, but it was too late to do anything about that now. For his sins, Dende sent him to a place where he could reflect on his actions. Dende didn't want him to send him to HFIL, because he really didn't deserve to be in such a place. He had done too many good deeds to be sent there, and so Dende decided to send him to Limbo until he was needed.

Goku was to spend time alone in Limbo, which was a place between heaven and HFIL. There he had no companionship, food, or even villains to fight. There he was alone, with nothing but a vast array of nothingness surrounding him. He was truly alone there, and he couldn't think of a more suitable punishment for his actions.

Being in Limbo also forced him to grow up a great deal. He was no longer the carefree man that he used to be. He acknowledged the fact that he had hurt his own son, and his wife. Not only that but Pan was also hurt in the process, and he had no one to blame but himself. He wondered if there was a way that he could make things right, but he knew that there was no escaping this place, until Dende was ready for you to leave it. It was a fit punishment for his crimes, and Goku was going to take it like a man. He just hoped that things would turn around for the better. That's all he could do at that point anyway. He could only hope and pray.



Pan walked into the gravity room, and watched on as Trunks and Vegeta fought a heavy battle. Vegeta seemed almost ruthless in his attacks. He didn't even give Trunks time to land a decent punch. She felt sorry for the lavender haired young man, but at the same time she knew that he deserved every lick that he received. She was momentarily shocked when one of Vegeta's punches sent Trunks crashing down to the ground right near her feet. She was able to get out of the way before Trunks made a sudden impact on the ground.

"You're late!" Vegeta shouted.

"I know and I'm sorry sensei."

"Why aren't you dressed? That material won't hold up for very long, and you know it."

"I didn't have enough time to change, and I didn't want keep you waiting sir.

"Sir? That one's new. Do you mean to tell me that you're going to kiss up to me whenever you're in trouble? If that's the case you might as well forget about it, because that crap won't work on me. Now if you're ready to begin, let's fight."

Pan took her battle stance, and faced towards Vegeta while at the same time powering up.

"I see that you've grown stronger. It's good to know that you're still training brat."

"I never stopped, unlike some people I know."

Pan charged up and flew towards Vegeta's directions. She tried to land a punch in his face, but was surprised when Vegeta caught her fist in his hands.

"Anxious aren't we?"

"Will you shut up and fight!"

"Oh we'll get a chance to fight soon brat, but I want to see how you fair against my brat."

"Oh come on sensei. I need a challenge, and he's defiantly not what I would consider a challenge." Pan said while she snatched her hand away from his grasp.

"Oh. You'll get your challenge soon enough brat, but just humor me and fight him. Don't tell me that you're scared." Vegeta said.

"Ha! Of him please."

"Then why are you stalling? Quit running your mouth, and let's get this over with. I have a date to get to, unlike some people." Trunks shouted out.

"Well at least I don't have to buy my dates. I mean where'd you get Christy from, 24th street?"

"No I do believe that's your corner."

In a bout of anger Pan charged towards Trunks, and she quickly started throwing out punches left and right. Trunks was able to block many of her attacks, but she was still able to land a few punches in here and there from time to time. After three hours of sparring the two began to get a little tired. They were both busted up pretty badly, and they were ready to end their little spar. As soon as Pan began powering down, Trunks took the opportunity to talk down to her.

"Giving up already? I guess this means I win, right dad?"

"Who said that I was giving up, you prick!" Pan shouted out loud.

"Well it's obvious that you're quitting. I mean who powered down first?"

"Go to hell Trunks." Pan said as she brought her fist to his face.

"You first kid." Trunks reverted back.

Trunks was able to block another punch aimed at his head, and then with one swift swing of his hand he was able to backhand her in the face. Her lip was busted open, and she was suddenly shocked at the way her face stung with pain. As far as she could recall, Trunks had never hit her that hard before.

She tried punching the young man down again, but was ruthlessly punched in the stomach. She coughed up some blood, and before she could even recover he punched her in the back, which sent her crashing down to the ground.

She tried to regain her sense, but she was in too much pain to move. Off in the distance she could feel a source of energy headed her way, and she knew in that instance that Trunks had fired a kai blast. She tried to use IT, but before she knew it she suddenly felt a stinging pain in her back. Her back felt as if it was on fire, and she cried out until she blacked out. What she didn't know was that Vegeta stood up against his son for her, and it was with this battle that things were about to change drastically between the Briefs and the Sons.



Pan woke up to find that she was floating in some type of green liquid. She turned her head and noticed that Trunks was occupying the other tank next to her. She remembered the Kai blast that managed to take her out, and she silently cursed Trunks for putting her in such a condition. It was a known fact that when someone's down for the count you don't use a kai attack against him. That was the way that it always was. However, Trunks broke the number one rule.

She was hurt that Trunks would resort to something like that. He had been her friend at one time, and now it seemed as if he wanted her dead. Wasn't that the reason that he had tried to take her out? She was well aware of the fact that they hadn't been sparring. That was a full out battle between the two. The punches were too hard, and the kicks were too swift. The hatred was in his eyes, and even during the fight she realized that she couldn't concentrate on what she was doing. Why? It was all because of that nagging little voice in the back of her head, telling her that Trunk's really does hate you.

Suddenly she felt the liquid draining from the tank, and soon she was being lifted out of her tank. She stood there shivering from the cold, and soon Bulma handed her a towel. Bulma checked her over once again to make sure that there were no more injuries that didn't get healed.

"There's some clothes in the bathroom. You can take a bath, and once you're done you can come downstairs to get something to eat."

"What happened to Trunks?"

"Vegeta decided to teach him a lesson."

"Was it because he attacked me while I was down?"

"My guess would be yes. I still can't believe that Trunks would do something like that to you, but what Vegeta did was no better."

"What do you mean? What did he do?"

"Ever heard of the Galik gun attack?"

"Yeah. Didn't he use that attack on Radditz or Cell before?"

"Yeah I think so."

"That's one of his most powerful attacks right?"

"Yeah, but that still didn't stop him from using it on his own son."

Pan gasped loudly at the news that Vegeta had used such a deadly attack on his son. She knew that the Galik gun attack could have easily killed Trunks.

"How is he doing?" Pan asked.

"He's going to be fine, but he's going to have to stay in there a little longer than you have."

"How's Vegeta?"

"I wouldn't know since I kicked him out."

"Is he in the gravity room?"

"No dear. I kicked him off my property. My guess would be that he's either in the mountains or at your parents house."

"I'm so sorry Bulma. I feel like this is all my fault."

"Now don't you go blaming yourself for this. You had no idea that Vegeta was going to do something as stupid as this. I always knew that he hated Trunks." Bulma said as she broke down in tears.

"Vegeta doesn't hate Trunks Bulma. He just wants him to be a strong warrior like himself. If I knew any better I would say that Vegeta regrets everything that he has done, and is trying to think of a way where he could fix this big mess." She said pulling Bulma into a tight hug.

"I guess that you're right, but I still don't think that I can easily forgive him for what he has done. Trunk's is our little boy. How could he hurt him like that?"

"I'm sure that it wasn't intentional."

"I don't know Pan. Look why don't you go and get ready. The food will be ready when you get through, and then you should rest up for Monday morning. I want you at the office at seven sharp. Got it?" She said pulling away from the embrace.

"Yeah. I guess I'll see you later then."

Without another word Bulma walked out of the room, and headed towards the kitchen to fix dinner. Pan took this opportunity to walk towards Trunks regeneration tank. She placed a shaky hand on the glass, and stared at Trunks face. She felt hot tears fall down her face, and she didn't bother with trying to stop them. She remembered the time when he was turned into a sheet of rusty metal for her, when they went on the mission for the black star dragon balls. He willingly risked his life to protect her, and now it seems as if he wanted to take it all back.

The pain in her heart intensified, and she broke down and cried even harder than before. She leaned her head on the tank, as her tears continued to fall. She shut her eyes tightly to get the image of Trunks lying there unconscious out of her head, and still the tears fell from her eyes. What she didn't see was that Trunks hand instinctively rose from his side, and sought to find hers. His hand stopped and rested on the spot where her hands were. For a moment his hand rested there, before it fell back down to his side slowly.

Pan caught the brief movement of his hand, and quickly glanced towards his face. She noticed that he was still asleep, and that his face showed no signs of him being awake. Pan dried her tears, and headed the showers with the hopes of getting Trunks off of her mind.

After her shower she went into the dining room to eat her dinner. The dinner went by quietly, and Pan noticed that Bra was sending her evil glares. Bulma on the other hand was quiet and kept to herself. After she was finished with her dinner she decided to pay Bra a little visit.

"Bra, is it okay if I had a word with you?"

"I have nothing that I want to say to you Pan."

"Bra what's wrong?"

"My dad is out there somewhere, doing who knows what, and the only two people I blame for that are you and my brother."

"Look I'm sorry that you think that I am to blame here, but I didn't mean for things to turn out this way."

"Well they did, and until my daddy is back home where he's supposed to be, I don't want to talk to you or my brother ever again!"

"Can't we just talk it over Bra? Come on don't be like this."

"Goodbye Pan!"

Bra walked into her room, and slammed the door in Pan's face. Pan decided that she had enough drama for one day, and decided to head to her room for the night. Once she was in the room, she pulled her diary from out of her purse and began writing.

Dear Diary.

Let's see Trunks tried to kill me. Vegeta tried to kill Trunks, and Bulma threw Vegeta out. Bra hates and blames me, and once again I feel like everything's my fault. Why didn't I just accept that offer of money from Bulma, when she first offered it? Maybe now I wouldn't be stuck in this predicament. Everybody hates me now. Trunks. Bra. I'm sure that even Vegeta hates me now too. I just want to go home, and leave all this behind. Make no mistake; once I leave here I'm never coming back. The only good thing that has come out of this trip was that I got the chance to meet Adam. I'm curious to see where things between us heads. He is so cute. No cute is for little boys. This man and I do mean MAN, is sexy. I can't wait to see him Monday. I have to make sure that I wear something revealing when I go into the office. I want to knock his socks off. Diary I'm really not in the mood to write anything. I just want to go to sleep, and forget this night ever happened. Later.

Pan closed her book and laid down on the bed. In a matter of minutes she was fast asleep.



Monday Morning

Adam Moran was sitting in his office, when he heard a soft knock on his door. He answered the knock, and announced to his visitor that it was all right for them to enter. He was surprised to see that his visitor was none other than the beautiful woman that he met the other day.

"Pan Son. You're early. I like that."

"I aim to please Mr. Moran." Pan said seductively.

"Please call me Adam. Could you close the door behind you please?"

"Sure thing Adam."

Pan closed the door quickly, and walked up towards his desk. She watched as Adams eyes swept up and down her body. She noticed that he had a pleased look on his face, and she couldn't help the smirk that crossed her face.

"I must say that you look absolutely stunning today."

Pan turned around in a little circle and modeled her outfit for him. She had chosen a two-piece suit that showed off her curves, and was cut low enough to tease him with a peek of her cleavage. The dress also had two tiny slits that showed off a bit of her thighs.

"I'm glad that you like it." Pan stated.

"It does wonders for you. Would you like a seat?"

"Sure thing."

As Pan took a seat in the chair across from him, Adam stood up from his chair, and sat on top of his desk. He turned around on the desk so that he was now facing her. He wasn't sitting directly in front of her, but he was seated off to her side. Pan couldn't help but feel turned on, and she wanted to do noting but jump him where he sat. Still she reserved her calm demeanor, and listened to him as he began to talk.

"Well today we're going to take it easy. I just need you do some light filing, until we get this office settled. That's pretty much all I have for you to do today. If you need any help then don't hesitate to call me. I'll be there for you in the blink of an eye. Are there any questions that you want to ask me before we get started?"

Pan was feeling pretty bold, and so she asked her question without any hesitation.

"Actually I do have one question for you."

"Go on."

"Are you single?" Pan purred out.

Adam leaned closer to Pan, and their lips were only centimeters apart. Pan could feel his hot breath caress her lips, and she fought off the urge to kiss those luscious lips that were before her.

"Yes I'm single. How about you?" He said as his eyebrow shot up.

"Yeah. Definitely single."

"Good."

Adam leaned even more closer, and now they were an inch apart. They both closed their eyes, and anticipated the moment where their lips would connect, and their mouths joined together in a heated embraced. However, before they had a chance to make that move, a strong knock on the door interrupted them both. Adam quickly stood up from the desk, and walked over to the door. He noticed at once that Bulma was standing there with a bunch of paperwork in her hands.

"Adam. There you are. I wanted to see if you could spare me a few minutes of your time, to fill out this paperwork. I have some papers to go over with you, and I wanted to discuss our insurance coverage. It shouldn't take no more than two to three hours at the most."

"Sure. Let's go. Oh and Pan we can finish our little project that we were starting on when I get back. It's something that I'm really looking forward to. In the meantime, you can start by filing those folders away on my desk. If I'm not back before then, you can type in the information from my Rolodex into the computer. The codes for the computer are posted on the monitor. I guess I'll see you later."

With that Adam walked out of the room, and Pan wanted to do nothing but scream. They had almost kissed, and now she anticipated his kiss even more so than she did at first. She was confused about how one man could rattle her brains this much, but he was definitely worth it.



That's it for this chapter.

Arghhhh!! Don't you just hate me? Adam and Pan almost kissed, but Bulma had to ruin things didn't she. Anyway I hope you liked it. It took me four long hours to write this story, but I liked the outcome. How'd you like the fact that Goku was stuck in Limbo? I liked that idea myself.

Next Chapter. Trunk's is back on the scene, and he makes Pan's life a living hell. Especially when he finds Pan and Adam in a compromising position, and threatens to fire him. How will Adam get out of this sticky situation? Also Bra is still resentful of Pan. Somebody gets hurt, and is on life support, and just where in the HFIL is Vegeta? Stay tuned for another exciting adventure of this saga. Man my hands hurt from so much typing, but the update won't take as long as it did. Love ya guys.