TITLE: Nothing lasts forever
RATING: G
AUTHOR: Crimson Regret 177
EMAIL: Jeeves177@yahoo.co.uk
STATUS: Complete
CATEGORY: Angst
SERIES: 7
SPOILERS: Singularity, Heroes.
DISCLAIMERS: Star gate isn't mine:: sob sob:: it belongs to those fabulous people at MGM, Gekko Corp, blah, blah, blah.
A/N: Just a little fic that I was thinking about at school when I should have been working, lol. Another angsty one I'm afraid, I'm in that frame of mind at the moment. The sentiment in the story is straight from the heart. I will eventually get round to the sequel for 'don't leave me this way' but at the moment my muse is deciding otherwise, lol.
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Nothing lasts forever
There's no such thing as a happy ending. Everyone leaves, eventually. When you watch some dumb ass movie, where the guy and girl ride off in to the sunset, they don't tell you, that eventually, one will die, and the other will be left alone.
When my mother left, it hurt so much. I was only very small, and from then on, I was always terrified of being left alone. Having no one. And for a long time, I was alone. And then, just when I'd given up hope, along came SG1 to save the day. I made friends, family. I wasn't alone anymore. I had a mother, of all things. Janet Fraser. She was warm, and loving, and for the first time in my short life, I felt like had a home, a real home, with a real family. It didn't matter to me that we weren't blood relatives; all that mattered was that I loved them dearly. I loved my mother dearly.
But then she had to go away as well. And once again, I was on my own. People crowded round me, I was never actually left alone. But that didn't stop me being alone. Does that even make sense? I don't know, maybe it does.
But then the more I thought about it, the more I realized. Everyone ends up alone. Everyone leaves, in the end. One day, I will lose them. Maybe not all at once, but eventually I will lose all of them – Sam, Jack, Daniel, Teal'c, General Hammond. All of them. And if I ever get married, which I might, that won't make any difference. Because I will lose him as well.
Because everyone leaves eventually. If you're lucky, you might get thirty, forty, maybe even fifty years together. But you will still lose them, in the end. The only way you can escape this, is by dying. Leaving them on their own instead.
What a great choice. Die, or be alone. Because no matter how many friends you make, or kids you have, or people you meet, you'll end up on your own. Eventually.
Because nothing lasts forever.
FIN.
RATING: G
AUTHOR: Crimson Regret 177
EMAIL: Jeeves177@yahoo.co.uk
STATUS: Complete
CATEGORY: Angst
SERIES: 7
SPOILERS: Singularity, Heroes.
DISCLAIMERS: Star gate isn't mine:: sob sob:: it belongs to those fabulous people at MGM, Gekko Corp, blah, blah, blah.
A/N: Just a little fic that I was thinking about at school when I should have been working, lol. Another angsty one I'm afraid, I'm in that frame of mind at the moment. The sentiment in the story is straight from the heart. I will eventually get round to the sequel for 'don't leave me this way' but at the moment my muse is deciding otherwise, lol.
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Nothing lasts forever
There's no such thing as a happy ending. Everyone leaves, eventually. When you watch some dumb ass movie, where the guy and girl ride off in to the sunset, they don't tell you, that eventually, one will die, and the other will be left alone.
When my mother left, it hurt so much. I was only very small, and from then on, I was always terrified of being left alone. Having no one. And for a long time, I was alone. And then, just when I'd given up hope, along came SG1 to save the day. I made friends, family. I wasn't alone anymore. I had a mother, of all things. Janet Fraser. She was warm, and loving, and for the first time in my short life, I felt like had a home, a real home, with a real family. It didn't matter to me that we weren't blood relatives; all that mattered was that I loved them dearly. I loved my mother dearly.
But then she had to go away as well. And once again, I was on my own. People crowded round me, I was never actually left alone. But that didn't stop me being alone. Does that even make sense? I don't know, maybe it does.
But then the more I thought about it, the more I realized. Everyone ends up alone. Everyone leaves, in the end. One day, I will lose them. Maybe not all at once, but eventually I will lose all of them – Sam, Jack, Daniel, Teal'c, General Hammond. All of them. And if I ever get married, which I might, that won't make any difference. Because I will lose him as well.
Because everyone leaves eventually. If you're lucky, you might get thirty, forty, maybe even fifty years together. But you will still lose them, in the end. The only way you can escape this, is by dying. Leaving them on their own instead.
What a great choice. Die, or be alone. Because no matter how many friends you make, or kids you have, or people you meet, you'll end up on your own. Eventually.
Because nothing lasts forever.
FIN.