A/N: hey sry i havent updated for a long time. i've been having a lot of problems with my best friend so i havent had time b/c i was helping her with her problems that i wish she didnt have to go through. this chapter is going to have a lot of mixed feelings b/c i have mixed feelings and i write the way i feel. like if im happy i write a happy chapter. if im sad i right a sad chapter. right now im happy b/c i found my older sis who has been missing for 6 years. and im depressed b/c im slowly and painfully losing my best friend. so prepare for mixed feelings! well here's the next chapter hope u like it!

Spinelli Woods Esquire: yea im happy to be back...... hey there's 2 things i can be happy abt! yea he is really sweet huh? well glad u like. please keep reading~!!

lilvickiryan: here u go glad u like it~!!

disclaimer: i don't own recess or any characters~!!

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Spinelli stared aimlessly at the ceiling in her bedroom. How many times has she been doing that lately? Too many is what she believed. She was probably right too. She sighed and sat up to think about the past events that led to the break up. She was abused by her dad last year. Lyndsay shot him and he apparently didn't die because he was practically stalking her this year. So as soon as she felt everything was prefect he came back to ruin her life again. After many painful days and many sleepless nights, Spinelli finally met the man she wished she would never see again-- her father. The police had already shown up. TJ had called them. How sweet he had been back then. When her father showed up, after many threats from him, the police shot him. Spinelli was, of course, in shock. TJ, her boyfriend at the time, just didn't understand why so she left. She sat for a while on a bench by the river until he came. When she looked up and saw TJ standing there she was so happy. She knew she would get the chance to apologize, but she didn't know at first what events would follow. This part is the part that hurt Spinelli the most to remember. TJ and Spinelli had both apologized. A few minutes later the moment was over and they were blowing up again. After many painful words and shouts Spinelli ended it. She threw the ring he had gotten her into the river and walked away. She remembered that day clearly. More clearly than she wanted, but she knew she would never forget the day she broke up with her boyfriend. Did she still love him? Of course. But could she tell him? No! Not after what happened. She could never just crawl back to him and say she was wrong and wanted him back. Even though she knew she was partly wrong and did want him back. Spinelli sighed and sat up. She grabbed her coat. She had to talk to someone. She went outside to her car and drove to Gretchen's house. When she got there, before knocking on the door, she heard Gretchen talking to someone. She thought nothing of it until she heard her name. Spinelli knew she shouldn't be eavesdropping, but she knew that unless she did she would never know what Gretchen was saying about her because as soon as she would go in Gretchen would stop and say she had to go. So Spinelli put her ear up to the door and listened like a little six year old might do.

"No..... I know they were meant for each other but-........ No, Spinelli is my best friend. I can't-....... Listen, Vince, TJ can do whatever he wants to do to get her back but it probably won't work because--NO YOU LISTEN! It probably won't work because if Spinelli really reacted that way she would never take him back......... Well tough luck then. That's his problem.......Whatever, Vince. I gotta go." Gretchen apparently hung up the phone. Spinelli couldn't believe what she had just heard. TJ was trying to get her back? She knew she should be happy but she couldn't decide on whether she was or not. She didn't know why. She decided it would be best to forget about talking to Gretchen since she already knew what she would say. She turned to walk away. Well now she knows what Gretchen was saying. But what was Vince saying? He was still her friend. It should be easy to get him to tell her. She ran to Vince's house to talk to him about TJ.

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A/N: ok ok i know that chapter was long and boring but i had to put it in b/c without it the rest of the story just wouldnt sound right. so if u thought this one was boring then its ok b/c the next one will be better. i swear! please RR~!! btw i might not be able to update every day b/c of my best friend. its getting worse and i really need to be there for her. please RR~!!