We were in the store, all three boys ran off to gather things while Lily
and Alyssa were getting milk, bread, and meat. They knew how to cook but
not a lot. Which meant that I would be cooking the most. I was getting some
lunchmeat when I heard my name.
"Ashleigh?" A female voice asked. I didn't recognize it until I turned around and saw Holly, Alex's sister standing there with Alex. My heart stopped. This was all a dream, just a dream.
"Hi." I croaked out. Alex looked me up and down.
"I thought you moved to Australia or something." Holly said in a disgusted voice. Holly and me have this huge fight before I left and I hit her.
"No, ummm, I moved to England." I said. Holly nodded slowly.
"SO what brings you back? Was it me? I know I am irresistible." Alex asked.
"Don't flatter yourself Alex. I would never come back for you." I said. The smile on his face faded and he looked at me critically.
"Oh that's right, you love losers, not winners." Alex said. He was referring to Conner. My blood was boiling. How dare he talk about Conner like that!
"You know what Alex. I hated you, I will always hate you and right now, I wish you would get out of my face, you and your little slutty sister." I said. I wanted to hurt him so bad.
"I don't care if you hated me. You surely didn't hate me when we were together." He said.
"Actually I did. I just never showed it." I said.
"You know, Ashleigh if I were you. I would get a life." Holly said.
"What the fuck does a life have to do with hating him and you being a slut? God, you're such a moron Holly!" I said leaving them and finding Sirius. He put a load of stuff inside the basket. I looked back at them and they were staring at me with daggers. Sirius walked off down the isle again and Alex came up behind me while was looking at dish soap. He grabbed my from behind and put his arms around my waist.
"I know you liked it when I gave it to you." He whispered in my ear. I thought I was going to cry.
"You forced me to do that. I hate you. Go away!" I said. I almost yelled it. But Sirius came up and tapped Alex on the shoulder.
"What are you doing?" He asked Alex. Alex let go of me and turned to Sirius.
"None of your business." Alex said. Sirius got really close to him.
"When you are touching her, it is my business." He said. Alex backed away.
"Whoa man, I was just leaving." He said walking away. I inhaled deeply to stop myself from crying.
"Who was that?" Sirius asked. I was about to tell him when everyone else came back and put all the stuff in the cart. I started to push it to the cash register. I didn't want anyone to know about Alex.
We paid for everything and went back to the condo. After we put the groceries away everyone went to get ready to go down to the beach.
"Ashleigh, tell who that was at the store." Sirius said we were the only ones in the living room.
"Why does it matter?" I asked him.
"Because I want to know." He said.
"Why? It makes no difference." I said.
"The fact that I know that you can trust me to tell me things does make a difference." Sirius said.
"You know what. I see why you are getting all worked up, he was just my ex that's all." I said. He looked at me and then he hung his head.
"Your ex? Are you planning on going with him again?" Sirius asked.
"Why would you care if I did or not?" I only said this because I wanted to know why he was acting so weird.
"I don't. I just want to know." He said in a small hurt voice.
"No I don't. He's an ass and a half." I said. He nodded. I left him standing there because I needed to get ready. I put on my orange bathing suit, bikini, and I put my light blue shawl over it. It was actually my mom's. I took the sunscreen out of my bag and applied it on my legs and stomach but I couldn't reach my back.
"Need help?" Sirius asked. I nodded. He came over and squirted some into his palm. He rubbed it on my back. Slowly and it took all my will power not to turn around and kiss him. He touched the small of my back and I stifled a moan.
"You know your hands are dangerous." I said. He laughed.
"Why's that." He asked in his very deep voice.
"Too pleasurable." I said. He continued to laugh as he was rubbing it into the small of my back.
"Can I ask you a question?" He asked.
"You just did." I said.
"Ha ha." He said.
"Really though." He said. I nodded.
"Why did you want to forget the kiss?" He asked me.
"Like you said it didn't mean anything. It was just a kiss shared by two friends. That's all." I said. He nodded.
"But what if I meant something. We would you go out with me if I asked you?" He asked me.
"Sirius, I am not looking to get hurt by you or anyone. So I don't know what my answer would have been." I said. He was being way too serious.
"Ashleigh?" A female voice asked. I didn't recognize it until I turned around and saw Holly, Alex's sister standing there with Alex. My heart stopped. This was all a dream, just a dream.
"Hi." I croaked out. Alex looked me up and down.
"I thought you moved to Australia or something." Holly said in a disgusted voice. Holly and me have this huge fight before I left and I hit her.
"No, ummm, I moved to England." I said. Holly nodded slowly.
"SO what brings you back? Was it me? I know I am irresistible." Alex asked.
"Don't flatter yourself Alex. I would never come back for you." I said. The smile on his face faded and he looked at me critically.
"Oh that's right, you love losers, not winners." Alex said. He was referring to Conner. My blood was boiling. How dare he talk about Conner like that!
"You know what Alex. I hated you, I will always hate you and right now, I wish you would get out of my face, you and your little slutty sister." I said. I wanted to hurt him so bad.
"I don't care if you hated me. You surely didn't hate me when we were together." He said.
"Actually I did. I just never showed it." I said.
"You know, Ashleigh if I were you. I would get a life." Holly said.
"What the fuck does a life have to do with hating him and you being a slut? God, you're such a moron Holly!" I said leaving them and finding Sirius. He put a load of stuff inside the basket. I looked back at them and they were staring at me with daggers. Sirius walked off down the isle again and Alex came up behind me while was looking at dish soap. He grabbed my from behind and put his arms around my waist.
"I know you liked it when I gave it to you." He whispered in my ear. I thought I was going to cry.
"You forced me to do that. I hate you. Go away!" I said. I almost yelled it. But Sirius came up and tapped Alex on the shoulder.
"What are you doing?" He asked Alex. Alex let go of me and turned to Sirius.
"None of your business." Alex said. Sirius got really close to him.
"When you are touching her, it is my business." He said. Alex backed away.
"Whoa man, I was just leaving." He said walking away. I inhaled deeply to stop myself from crying.
"Who was that?" Sirius asked. I was about to tell him when everyone else came back and put all the stuff in the cart. I started to push it to the cash register. I didn't want anyone to know about Alex.
We paid for everything and went back to the condo. After we put the groceries away everyone went to get ready to go down to the beach.
"Ashleigh, tell who that was at the store." Sirius said we were the only ones in the living room.
"Why does it matter?" I asked him.
"Because I want to know." He said.
"Why? It makes no difference." I said.
"The fact that I know that you can trust me to tell me things does make a difference." Sirius said.
"You know what. I see why you are getting all worked up, he was just my ex that's all." I said. He looked at me and then he hung his head.
"Your ex? Are you planning on going with him again?" Sirius asked.
"Why would you care if I did or not?" I only said this because I wanted to know why he was acting so weird.
"I don't. I just want to know." He said in a small hurt voice.
"No I don't. He's an ass and a half." I said. He nodded. I left him standing there because I needed to get ready. I put on my orange bathing suit, bikini, and I put my light blue shawl over it. It was actually my mom's. I took the sunscreen out of my bag and applied it on my legs and stomach but I couldn't reach my back.
"Need help?" Sirius asked. I nodded. He came over and squirted some into his palm. He rubbed it on my back. Slowly and it took all my will power not to turn around and kiss him. He touched the small of my back and I stifled a moan.
"You know your hands are dangerous." I said. He laughed.
"Why's that." He asked in his very deep voice.
"Too pleasurable." I said. He continued to laugh as he was rubbing it into the small of my back.
"Can I ask you a question?" He asked.
"You just did." I said.
"Ha ha." He said.
"Really though." He said. I nodded.
"Why did you want to forget the kiss?" He asked me.
"Like you said it didn't mean anything. It was just a kiss shared by two friends. That's all." I said. He nodded.
"But what if I meant something. We would you go out with me if I asked you?" He asked me.
"Sirius, I am not looking to get hurt by you or anyone. So I don't know what my answer would have been." I said. He was being way too serious.