Am I wrong?
By me
Draco quickly made his way down to his spacious kitchen to catch a quick breakfast before his lovely bride came down to annoy the hell out of him. It had only been four months into his marriage and he was already seriously thinking about divorce.
Though Pansy was a beautiful woman; in a obvious way. He never really was attracted to her. He thought he was in the beginning. She was just… there. So he knew no better.
But after graduating from school and on his way to becoming a Auror, he realized he never really wanted Pansy. In the beginning she was just a convenience, now she was just a nuisance.
Well I talk
Too much
to myself
and I turn my back on my faith
It's like glass
When we Break
I wish no one in my place
The truth is, Draco
hated being in a loveless marriage. But he couldn't complain about it. He had a beautiful home, on the way to
becoming a prestigious auror and a beautiful
wife. He shouldn't complain because his life could be so much worse. After the
war, he saw so much death and destruction that it made him numb over time. The
more men and women he killed, the less he felt like himself.
And I've seen
you don't need their seeds
when their dirt goes in deep
and I'm lost in sleep
He truly hated himself for the sins he had done. But that was in the past, and it did not help to dwell on matters that had happened long ago. So after a short breakfast; Draco apparated to the office. Today was the first day of physical training. For the past couple of months they went through the rules and the basics. Draco was very excited to show his true worth. This is what he was looking forward to all along.
I can't stay
in this place
I can't stand
when the room turns round
on my fate
you give no guarantees
there's no promise
I can keep
When he checked in, Draco made his way to the locker room. He sneered at the sight of sweaty men all around. He quickly got dressed and made his way out to the training area. There were a number of recognizable faces around him. Seamus Finnegan, Dean Thomas were there. The occupants of the rooms were mostly from his rival house. He saw none from Slytherine. But that wasn't much of a surprise, considering most had died in the war. He was among the lucky.
Dracos eyebrows raised when he saw another familiar face. Neville Longbottom was across the room. A very buff Neville. Draco truly hated anyone who was more toned or fit than him. What was the point of men being all muscled up? They were trying to mask something if they did. Maybe Neville had a penchant for…..
Then something in the far corner caught Dracos eye. A woman, who's back, was turned. She was the only female there, and had many men gawking at her as she bent down the stretch out her hamstrings. Her hair was brown, and she had long creamy legs. She was wearing blue workout shorts and a white tee shirt.
I can't stand
i can't see my way
i feel blind
on my feet
i can't stay too long
am i wrong?
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
The lesson goes along. Many are making mistakes, along with the wonderboy. All of them fumbled clumsily with their wands, as if it was the first time holding it. In the beginning they practiced some basic stunning spells. Soon, seeing as the teacher was a big nut on self defense, they practiced some wandless techniques.
Draco watched Hermione throw the kicks and the punches. Each she executed perfectly. Although it was just basic wandless defense, it was going to gradually get harder. And at that moment Draco worried that Hermione wouldn't be able to follow; after all she was just a woman. But that was just as fleeting emotion. She hadn't changed since school. Her legs, although pale, were long and smooth. Draco was sure that they were like that four months ago, he just didn't notice until now. Her figure, although petite and small was cute and feminine. Her hair was still somewhat bushy. But her face was pretty and simple. She didn't have any makeup on at the moment, not like she was one for it, but she was sweating extensively. The other men in their group were watching her with hungry eyes. Their eyes followed her long legs kick out. And at that moment, Draco wanted to protect her from prying eyes. But that emotion soon fled away.
After their lesson was over, everyone made their way down to the locker room. And being that Draco detested the locker room, he stayed behind to practice a bit more.A total of ten minutes later he made his way to the locker room. Draco walks down the hallway, but stops once he hears some yelling with in the girls bathroom.
"Hermione, why are you doing this?"
"Because, I can." She answered simply
"But I thought we already discussed this. You're too small to do this, I could break you in a second, not that I would-" Ron said sweetly
"Ron, I want to help my community. Is that so wrong? And so what if I'm small, that never stopped me at doing anything before! I don't need anyone to coddle me Ron. I'm a big girl"
"We know this but--."
"But what? What's the real reason? Tell me."
"Nothing Hermione. But when I see that it's getting too tough for you, you're out." Harry said
"Who the hell do you think you are? This is my career choice. My chosen path, and you're here Harry, telling me that I cant do it because you think its going to be too tough for me? Fuck that. That's not the real reason. Now tell me."
There was a whisper that Draco couldn't hear.
"I understand… I understand clearly now. Well guys, fuck you. I'm tired of you two. I really am. Go fuck your model girlys. They are threatened by me I guess. Fucking nitwits. You know, I thought you guys would support me. But no. Always the selfish ones in this fucked up friendship. I gave and gave; but when I really needed you guys, you're off fucking the local whores. So you know what, fuck you. It's not the girlfriends. Its you, you two are too embarrassed to be seen with me. Well guess what, I'm done. I'm finished with the both of you. You fucking retarded—Ouch Harry let go!
"Don't you ever talk to me like that Hermione. You always were the one for lectures; always running your mouth. But watch your tongue because next time, no one will hear you when I make you scream."
Draco watched as the men exited the bathroom. They both had a smile on their face. As soon as they were gone, he made his way to the bathroom to check on Hermione. She was at the mirror, rubbing a red patch on her arm. He saw an angry glint in her eye, that look he learned to slightly fear in school. But at the same time, her hands were shaking as she pressed the cool cloth to her face. She was scared and hurt, but he knew she would never admit it.
I'm so tired
of my mood
and sleep comes
with a knife, fork and a spoon
you're so pale
in your face
you let life
get in your way
and I've seen
you don't need their seeds
when their dirt goes in deep
and I'm lost in sleep
am I wrong?
Goodbye lay the blame on luck
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I revised this…. So how do you like the new revised section of the " Seatbelt Song"? I think it's a little better than the last
one… The lyrics are from a song called " Am I wrong"
By the wonderfully awesome band Brand New.
And seriously though, I'm making H & R assholes because I think they just… well sometimes suck… But this is not throughout the whole story. No Hermiones friendship with them will shift and shape… As does dracos…….. Hmmmm??
So review. NOW!