Title: Looking Back

Rating: PG- 13

SPOILERS FOR RELOADED

A/N: Hello people! Chapter 12. is here!! Now, this song was given to me by. Thanks. It's by Evanescence, and the song is called My Last breath. It's for the second movie, where Trinity dies and is risen back to life :o Please R&R and keep on reading!

My Last Breath

Trinity's POV

Hold on to me love

You know I can't stay long

All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid

Can you hear me?

Can you feel me in your arms?

***

I feel myself falling down; feel the bullet shoot through me like a spear, piercing through my body. Neo. all I could do was think of him. Would he know everything? Would he know how much I cared? Know how much I needed him and loved him? And then, as if it were planned by fate, I felt warm arms reach and catch me, just before I fall into the ground. And I knew it was Neo. I just didn't know what would happen next.

***

Holding my last breath

Safe inside myself

Are all my thoughts of you

Sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

***

He brought me to a rooftop and lay me there, staring at me worriedly. I knew I promised to stay in the Neb, but when I knew that he was in danger, I had to go, no matter what. "Neo, I had to." That was the first thing I had to tell him. He might have been angry about what I did. The bullet hurt so much, but I just wanted to let him know everything. "The bullet's still inside." Neo said softly, looking slightly worried. And I knew he wasn't mad, and that he loved me just the same.

***

I'll miss the winter

A world of fragile things

Look for me in the white forest

Hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)

I know you hear me

I can taste it in your tears

***

Neo looked at my wound, concentrating. I knew what he was going to do. I felt a soft, warm feeling surround me at first, and he took my hand in his and gripped me tightly, I felt something move inside, and it stung a bit, as if he was looking at the code to rearrange everything. And then, he used his other hand and plunged it deep into my wound. I let out a scream, it hurt so much, and I knew he was doing his best to ease it.

***

Holding my last breath

Safe inside myself

Are all my thoughts of you

Sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

***

Then he took his hand out, the bullet with him. Then, I felt my resistance failing me, as if I was going to die. Suddenly I wanted to tell Neo every single thing I thought about him. "I'm sorry." That was all I could say before I closed my eyes.

***

Closing your eyes to disappear

You pray your dreams will leave you here

But still you wake and know the truth

No one's there

***

"Trinity, I know you can hear me," I heard Neo utter as I lost myself in a different world, "I can't let go," he said softly, "I love you too damn much.". Then. I felt something touch my heart. literally. Suddenly, I felt my eyes flutter open and I caught a few breaths before rising to meet Neo's lips. "I guess this makes us even." I said sarcastically and we met in another deep kiss. And I knew, just knew, I would be doing everything to show him how I feel before I go away. again.

***

Say goodnight

Don't be afraid

Calling me calling me as you fade to black

-END OF CHAPTER-

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