Ok... I just read a REALLY depressing fanfiction and a whole lot of ideas for a story came pouring into my head... Not to mention I haven't posted anything in quite a long time! Well... Anyway it's pretty depressing so if you dont like that stuff....

WHY THE HELL DID YOU PICK THIS DAMN THING TO READ?!?!?!

Well anyway guess who it is and about and I DON'T OWN THE SONG ISN'T IT BEAUTIFUL BY RIKKI CAUSE I HAVE NO TALENT!!!

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Alone he sat in the dark of the apartment sitting on the balcony in the rose wire chair and staring blankly into the stars. The only thing that wouldn't leave him.

He chuckled slightly sounding hallow like a porcelin doll. His pale fingers wrapped around the arm of the chair that Yuki had bought him months ago.

"kaze ga yoseta kotoba ni

oyoida kokoro

kumo ga hakobu ashita ni

hazunda koe...."

His words were soft and smooth. They came slowly just as the next words that spilled from his lips.

"tsuki ga yureru kagami ni

furueta kokoro

hoshi ga nagare koboreta

yawarakai namida..."

His voice grew just a little bit and came out a tiny bit faster than the other verses.

"suteki da ne

futari te wo tori aruketa nara

ikitai yo

kimi no machi ie ude no naka"

His voice dropped and slowed down again.

"sono mune

karada azuke

yoi ni magire

yumemiru

kaze wa tomari kotoba wa

yasashii maboroshi

kumo wa yabure ashita wa

tooku no koe

tsuki ga nijimu kagami wo

nagareta kokoro

hoshi ga yurete koboreta

kakusenai namida...."

Once again his voice was raised as he reached the chorus and closed his eyes.

"suteki da ne

futari te wo tori aruketa nara

ikitai yo

kimi no machi ie ude no naka

*softly&slowly* sono kao

sotto furete

asa ni tokeru

yumemiru...."

And at the end of the song a dagger was wedged into his heart...

~*~*~At the Feuneral...~*~*~

Everyon was there. Hiro was crying his eyes out pounding the ground repeatedly asking why. Suguru cried looking away. Toma didn't have a smiled and was trying to comfort Ryuichi who was crying his eyes out and clutching to Toma. Everyone was crying except for one Yuki Eiri. He was on the brink of tears as he watched the rose casket be buried.

He shouldn't have kicked him out and said all those words to him. He shouldn't have gotten drunk and practically rape him. He shouldn't even be worthy of his love.

And now... Because of him... The one he found love in is gone...

So now... There is no point in living. Because...

Love is GONE...

~Fin~

Did you figure out yet? Starts with an S and looks like Ryu-chan. Yet? If you didn't it's Shuichi! Well... The song is from FFX for all you non Final Fantasy lovers! Well ja ne for now this is Black Dios signing off!