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Cho-Chang: Thanks for the review, and about the Chinese thing, I put it in the A/N.

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Cozboz: Hum... well...

lil´angel: Sorry, Harry's drunk again, but I needed him to, sorry, hope it won't happen again.

Silver-MoonStar: Ok, I did.

A/N: Since some one asked, the Chinese (Pin-Yin) I posted in the fourth chapter, 'Ni wei shen mo bu ai we', it means 'why don't you love me.' Thanks for reading.

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Recap: Even she thought that Harry didn't like her, still, she wanted to be with him, like last night. She knew it was a mistake, but it was a beautiful mistake…
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~Chapter Six: A Little Comfort~

"Miss Chang?" Cho's boss called her, bringing her back to reality.

"Yes sir?" Cho stood up.

"I was just wondering, do you wanna do the International Cooperation Department's taxes as well? Robert left."

"Permanently?" Cho asked, she seriously did not want to accept his boss's 'offer', it meant that he would double her salary, but it also meant more work.

"Yes, so?"

Cho hesitated for a moment, then, she answered, "I'll take it."

He smiled, "Great, here it is, they wanted it before next Friday. Thanks." He handed Cho a pile of paper, she took the paper back to her office and started working.

Cho never liked to waste time, but in her friends' eyes, her type of wasting time wasn't quite like theirs. She never sat around and doing nothing, if she finished everything she had to, she would find something else. Except for one condition-- when Harry was flying, she would watch. But that was only when she was in school.

And now, she had, again, made herself very busy. No one knew the reason why she would do that, only she did. She didn't want to think, she didn't want to have time to think. All her life, she felt half miserable, the only thing that could cheer her up was Quidditch. The minute she held the Snitch in her first real Quidditch game against Hufflepuff in her fourth year, was her most magnificent moment. She felt she had no personality, no individuality, just an empty shall, filled with responsibilities, burdens, and pressure. She felt lonely, sure, she had loads of friends, but she never had a real friend that she could share her secrets with. All her life, she kept all her secrets inside herself, not telling anyone.

She seemed to have a perfect life, but only she knew that it was a just façade. She covered herself up with a beautiful cover, but only she knew what was inside that cover: a pathetic little girl who got nothing she really wanted. Her desire wasn't something that an ordinary person couldn't have. She just wanted two parents who wouldn't expect her to get 100% on every single test; she just wanted a friend who could really understand her, not think her as a no-worry girl; she just wanted the only boy she had ever loved to love her…

Cho worked with her bloody headache, unfortunately, she forgot to bring the medicine, and so, she had to wait till she got back. Today, she left work when everyone else did. She went directly home, she needed to relax, she needed to sleep, she thought she could cope with the physically pain, but it turned out that couldn't, anymore.

She lay on her bed, staring at the night sky. The starts shone so bright; the full moon's silvery light illuminated her body; her long, midnight black hair looked like silk on her pillow. She was dead tired, and she couldn't sleep. She thought things over, not her pass, not the her present, but her future. She wondered if she would be like this forever. Most of her friends were married, they all had found their prince. She did, too, but that prince didn't belong to her.

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Harry, on the other hand, was too, lying on his bed with eyes widely opened. He had always loved to look at the night sky. The darkness of the sky reminded him of the wildness of his heart. When he was young, he wanted to do so many things: to get better grades, to kill Voldemort, to play professional Quidditch… There were so many, he accomplished every single one of them, except for one. He wanted to be with Cho, sure, he loved Ginny also, but he wanted Cho way more than he ever wanted Ginny. He was guilty, and maybe that was why Ginny left him, he thought she might knew.

He sighed, Cho, why don't you love me? He whispered to the night sky. He thought about the previous night, he couldn't remember what exactly what had happened. He knew, he kissed her, but did she kiss him back? He wanted to know. So many times, he wanted to ask Cho what did she felt about him, but he didn't have the courage. He had the courage to go against Voldemort, but not to ask Cho a simple question. He didn't want to experience the same pain, the same humiliation, and the smae lost again, like eight years ago, when he asked her to the Yule Ball. He didn't want to be turned down like that, again. At least now, they are still friends, even if he wanted more, but he could not risk that precious friendship they had shared between them.

He looked at his alarm clock: 2:25 a.m., he knew he need to sleep. He closed his eyes, tried to sleep and failed, he looked up again: 2:55 a.m. He didn't move his eyes from the clock, watching the red numbers changing from 2:56 to 2:57... 2:78... 2:59... 3:00...

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Cho stared at her clock: 3:01... 3:02... 3:03... 3:04... She got down, wnet to the dinning room. She couldn't sleep, couldn't stop her headache, couldn't get Harry's face out of her mind… Finally, she knew, she wanted Harry, she needed Harry. Only Harry, could make her forget all her miseries; only Harry could solve all her problems without a word; only Harry could give the care she desired, the warmth she needed, and the loved wished.

She poured herself a cup of water, drinking it slowly. Never too late, it's never too late… Tell him, tell him! I've got to tell him, no matter what he feels, I have to tell him… Cho thought. She knew, she could likely to kill this thought as she woke up tomorrow morning, but these thought comforted her, maybe just for a little while, it comforted her...

A/N: Inner feelings, like it? If you do, please REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks a lot!