Chapter 4
::Flashback::
::Nicole around 12 years old::
There was a little girl running in the ran,screaming. Screaming for her parents. Hoping that they would come back. But she knew that wouldn't. They were dead. She didn't want to go to her aunt's. She hated her aunt's.
She trips on the grass and stops sobbing,but grabs the grass and tries to calm her self.
"Why are you crying?"asked a voice behind her.
"Everything...Everything is gone... My mother...my father...everything is gone..."
"You shouldn't cry."
"Why not?"
He shook his head. "Nevermind. I'll take you."
"You will?"
"Get up. Let's go."
::End Flashback::
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I woke up and started gasping for air. Luckily Kurama was there by my side to comfort me.
"NICOLE!"Kurama said as he hugged me and kissed me. "Calm down...it's ok...I'm here...Shhhh...... Just calm down"
"I'm so sorry Kurama..."I said as I started crying again.
He kissed her forehead. "Shhhh....It's all right."
"I just can't stop Kurama...I just can't get him out of my head!"
"What happened this time?"
"I had a dream of when I was little. It was when my parents died...and when he took me in. I was only 12. Kurama..."
He kissed me again. "I love you."
"I love you too."
"I'm going to stay here as long as I have to ok?"
I nodded. "Ok."
"Tell me when something like that happens again ok?"
"Ok."
The only thing I wanted was that not to happen again. Oh god,I thought. What has come over me? Why am I getting this flashbacks of me and Sakyou? Why can't I get him out of my head?!
"Can you tell me what happened yesterday?"
"I had the memory of when I tried to save me. And then Shizuru came into the woods and started talking to me."
"Oh god."
"Kurama..."
"Hmmm?"
"I'm so sorry."
"It's ok. I understand all right?"
I nodded. I just didn't know what the hell to do. I was so scared. I wanted this memories to just go away! I didn't want to remember anymore! I just wanted all of this to go away! As much as I hated to think about it,I may still love Sakyou. He saved me. He took me in when I didn't even know Kurama. And what did I do? I ran away...because I was just too stupid.
"I was so stupid..."
"What?"
"To think I could save him..." I shook my head. I wanted to cry,but I held back the angry tears. "How could I have been so stupid."
"Nicole...please stop. You're going to end up hurting yourself if you don't stop." He kissed my forehead.
"I just want this memories to go away Kurama. Help me! Please!"
"I'm trying Nicole."
I sighed. "I was so stupid..."
"Shhhhhhhhh...It's all right. Just calm down ok?"
"I'm sorry..."
"You need some rest. Go back to sleep. I'm not going to leave you."
But I didn't want to go back to sleep. I feared that if I did,I would have another dream about me and Sakyou. I was just so scared. I just didn't want to remember anymore.
"Nicole?"
"Yeah?"
"Go back to sleep."
But I didn't want to argue with him so I fell back to sleep.
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::Flashback::
::Nicole around 12 years old::
There was a little girl running in the ran,screaming. Screaming for her parents. Hoping that they would come back. But she knew that wouldn't. They were dead. She didn't want to go to her aunt's. She hated her aunt's.
She trips on the grass and stops sobbing,but grabs the grass and tries to calm her self.
"Why are you crying?"asked a voice behind her.
"Everything...Everything is gone... My mother...my father...everything is gone..."
"You shouldn't cry."
"Why not?"
He shook his head. "Nevermind. I'll take you."
"You will?"
"Get up. Let's go."
::End Flashback::
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I woke up and started gasping for air. Luckily Kurama was there by my side to comfort me.
"NICOLE!"Kurama said as he hugged me and kissed me. "Calm down...it's ok...I'm here...Shhhh...... Just calm down"
"I'm so sorry Kurama..."I said as I started crying again.
He kissed her forehead. "Shhhh....It's all right."
"I just can't stop Kurama...I just can't get him out of my head!"
"What happened this time?"
"I had a dream of when I was little. It was when my parents died...and when he took me in. I was only 12. Kurama..."
He kissed me again. "I love you."
"I love you too."
"I'm going to stay here as long as I have to ok?"
I nodded. "Ok."
"Tell me when something like that happens again ok?"
"Ok."
The only thing I wanted was that not to happen again. Oh god,I thought. What has come over me? Why am I getting this flashbacks of me and Sakyou? Why can't I get him out of my head?!
"Can you tell me what happened yesterday?"
"I had the memory of when I tried to save me. And then Shizuru came into the woods and started talking to me."
"Oh god."
"Kurama..."
"Hmmm?"
"I'm so sorry."
"It's ok. I understand all right?"
I nodded. I just didn't know what the hell to do. I was so scared. I wanted this memories to just go away! I didn't want to remember anymore! I just wanted all of this to go away! As much as I hated to think about it,I may still love Sakyou. He saved me. He took me in when I didn't even know Kurama. And what did I do? I ran away...because I was just too stupid.
"I was so stupid..."
"What?"
"To think I could save him..." I shook my head. I wanted to cry,but I held back the angry tears. "How could I have been so stupid."
"Nicole...please stop. You're going to end up hurting yourself if you don't stop." He kissed my forehead.
"I just want this memories to go away Kurama. Help me! Please!"
"I'm trying Nicole."
I sighed. "I was so stupid..."
"Shhhhhhhhh...It's all right. Just calm down ok?"
"I'm sorry..."
"You need some rest. Go back to sleep. I'm not going to leave you."
But I didn't want to go back to sleep. I feared that if I did,I would have another dream about me and Sakyou. I was just so scared. I just didn't want to remember anymore.
"Nicole?"
"Yeah?"
"Go back to sleep."
But I didn't want to argue with him so I fell back to sleep.
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