Chapter 7
I didn't know what the hell to do. I had to find a sanctuary or something. I just wanted this memories to disappear. This was so stupid! This was just so stupid! I was going to end up hurting myself and Kurama if I didn't do something fast.
But as I tried to think of things to help me,I was starting to give up. I knew I shouldn't give up. Not now at least. I just didn't want to remember anymore. I was with Kurama now,not Sakyou.
The next morning I got up around 9:00. Kurama wasn't by my side and I was starting to get worried after about 15 minutes. Where is he,I thought. He would be here by now. I hope this didn't get to his head. I hope he doesn't hate me. I would never want him to hate me.
I decided to get out of bed anyways. I knew that he wasn't coming. Something had probably come up. I couldn't blame him for that. He was a spirit detective after all. I had to except that,even though I already did. Kurama,please come back,I thought. I don't want you to leave. Not now at least. I love you too much.
I waited and waited. He never showed up. And I was starting to lose hope. I was starting to lose all sense of hope. So I decided to take a walk to see if I could find him. I needed to find him. I needed him to help me. I needed him to be by my side.
He wasn't at Genkai's. That made me worry the most. I knew something was wrong then. He would have to be at Genkai's or at Spirit World. Now I was starting to get scared. I had to find him. And I had to find him quick.
I decided that it was going to be a waste of time if I stayed at Genkai's. I knew that he wasn't going to come here. So I decided to just go back home. Hopefully he'll be there,I thought. Yes. And he'll be waiting for me with open arms. Everything will be just like the way it was. Before all this had happened.
He wasn't there when I got home either. Now I knew that something was wrong. I was starting to get scared too. Where are you,I thought. Why aren't you here with me? Why aren't you by my side Kurama? What happened? Did you leave me without telling me? Why did you leave me in the first place? Do you hate me?
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I waited and waited...but he never seemed to show up. As I sat on my bed I hung my head in shame. I then started talking out loud to take out my frustration.
"He's mad at me. He wouldn't do this if he wasn't mad at me."
I didn't know it,but there was someone standing at the door who was being very quiet. "Who said I was mad at you?"asked the voice. I turned to the figure in the doorway. It was no other than Kurama. I ran over to him and hugged him.
"Where have you been? Oh god I missed you."
He kissed me. "Shhhhhh...It's all right. I've been trying to find out answers."
"About what happened?"
"Yes."
"Oh. Why didn't you tell me?"
"I'm sorry. But I had to leave. I had to talk to Koenma."
"I thought you were going to talk to him."
"It's all right now."
"Did he find out anything?"
"No. Not really."
"I see."
"At least I'm back though. I missed you too."
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I didn't know what the hell to do. I had to find a sanctuary or something. I just wanted this memories to disappear. This was so stupid! This was just so stupid! I was going to end up hurting myself and Kurama if I didn't do something fast.
But as I tried to think of things to help me,I was starting to give up. I knew I shouldn't give up. Not now at least. I just didn't want to remember anymore. I was with Kurama now,not Sakyou.
The next morning I got up around 9:00. Kurama wasn't by my side and I was starting to get worried after about 15 minutes. Where is he,I thought. He would be here by now. I hope this didn't get to his head. I hope he doesn't hate me. I would never want him to hate me.
I decided to get out of bed anyways. I knew that he wasn't coming. Something had probably come up. I couldn't blame him for that. He was a spirit detective after all. I had to except that,even though I already did. Kurama,please come back,I thought. I don't want you to leave. Not now at least. I love you too much.
I waited and waited. He never showed up. And I was starting to lose hope. I was starting to lose all sense of hope. So I decided to take a walk to see if I could find him. I needed to find him. I needed him to help me. I needed him to be by my side.
He wasn't at Genkai's. That made me worry the most. I knew something was wrong then. He would have to be at Genkai's or at Spirit World. Now I was starting to get scared. I had to find him. And I had to find him quick.
I decided that it was going to be a waste of time if I stayed at Genkai's. I knew that he wasn't going to come here. So I decided to just go back home. Hopefully he'll be there,I thought. Yes. And he'll be waiting for me with open arms. Everything will be just like the way it was. Before all this had happened.
He wasn't there when I got home either. Now I knew that something was wrong. I was starting to get scared too. Where are you,I thought. Why aren't you here with me? Why aren't you by my side Kurama? What happened? Did you leave me without telling me? Why did you leave me in the first place? Do you hate me?
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I waited and waited...but he never seemed to show up. As I sat on my bed I hung my head in shame. I then started talking out loud to take out my frustration.
"He's mad at me. He wouldn't do this if he wasn't mad at me."
I didn't know it,but there was someone standing at the door who was being very quiet. "Who said I was mad at you?"asked the voice. I turned to the figure in the doorway. It was no other than Kurama. I ran over to him and hugged him.
"Where have you been? Oh god I missed you."
He kissed me. "Shhhhhh...It's all right. I've been trying to find out answers."
"About what happened?"
"Yes."
"Oh. Why didn't you tell me?"
"I'm sorry. But I had to leave. I had to talk to Koenma."
"I thought you were going to talk to him."
"It's all right now."
"Did he find out anything?"
"No. Not really."
"I see."
"At least I'm back though. I missed you too."
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