Chapter 9
I went to visit my parent's gravesite today(which was about a mile away from Tokyo.). Kurama went with me. I couldn't remember where they had died, so I went to the hill where Sakyou had found me when I was 12.
"So this is where you met him?"he asked.
"I'm sorry. But I had to come back here. It's been five years now."
He hugged me and kissed me. "It's all right. I understand."
"Thank you."
"I love you."
"I love you too. I'm glad you don't hate me."
"I could never hate you Nicole. I love you too much. You mean so much to me."
"Thank you. Thank you for helping me."
"It's the least I could go."
I shook my head. "No. It's the most you could do." I put my head on his shoulder and he wrapped his arm around him. I was just so happy that he was with me. I knew this wasn't easy for him. This wasn't easy for both of us.
"Are you ok?"he asked.
I nodded. "I'm fine." I just don't want you to leave me,I thought. I can't do this without you. It's just so hard.
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We didn't say there very long. Kurama wanted to go somewhere. I asked him if he wanted me to come with him. When he said no I didn't even ask. He just came straight out and told me.
"I need to get some more answers all right?"
"How long will you be gone this time."
He sighed. "I don't know. I really don't."
"Oh."
"Are you going to be ok?"
I wanted to say no. I wanted to tell him that I didn't want him to leave me. I got the feeling that if he did then I would start having memories about Sakyou again. But instead,I lied. "Yeah. I'll be fine."
He hugged me and kissed me. "I promise I'll come back ok?"
I nodded without saying anything. I didn't want to. I just couldn't. I wanted to cry. This wasn't easy. I didn't want to have memories of Sakyou again.
"What? Now you're giving me the silent treatment?"
"I'm sorry."
"You don't want me to leave. I know. I promised you that I'd come back all right?"
I nodded. "Ok."
He kissed me again. "I love you."
"I love you too."
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I went to visit my parent's gravesite today(which was about a mile away from Tokyo.). Kurama went with me. I couldn't remember where they had died, so I went to the hill where Sakyou had found me when I was 12.
"So this is where you met him?"he asked.
"I'm sorry. But I had to come back here. It's been five years now."
He hugged me and kissed me. "It's all right. I understand."
"Thank you."
"I love you."
"I love you too. I'm glad you don't hate me."
"I could never hate you Nicole. I love you too much. You mean so much to me."
"Thank you. Thank you for helping me."
"It's the least I could go."
I shook my head. "No. It's the most you could do." I put my head on his shoulder and he wrapped his arm around him. I was just so happy that he was with me. I knew this wasn't easy for him. This wasn't easy for both of us.
"Are you ok?"he asked.
I nodded. "I'm fine." I just don't want you to leave me,I thought. I can't do this without you. It's just so hard.
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We didn't say there very long. Kurama wanted to go somewhere. I asked him if he wanted me to come with him. When he said no I didn't even ask. He just came straight out and told me.
"I need to get some more answers all right?"
"How long will you be gone this time."
He sighed. "I don't know. I really don't."
"Oh."
"Are you going to be ok?"
I wanted to say no. I wanted to tell him that I didn't want him to leave me. I got the feeling that if he did then I would start having memories about Sakyou again. But instead,I lied. "Yeah. I'll be fine."
He hugged me and kissed me. "I promise I'll come back ok?"
I nodded without saying anything. I didn't want to. I just couldn't. I wanted to cry. This wasn't easy. I didn't want to have memories of Sakyou again.
"What? Now you're giving me the silent treatment?"
"I'm sorry."
"You don't want me to leave. I know. I promised you that I'd come back all right?"
I nodded. "Ok."
He kissed me again. "I love you."
"I love you too."
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