A/n: I'm so sorry everyone! I haven't up dated in forever! I've had exams, projects, new classes, and situations with family and friends. Lame excuses, but I needed to get away from this story for a while, it was causing some major writer's block. Blah.

Anywho…expect two one shot song fics, using unreleased Evanescence songs. (Also see shameless plug at the bottom of the story for one I betaed.)

Side note: This is just something I find amusing…The movie of GoF will be the most expensive movie EVER made. My source…the forums on checkmated…

From Mugglenet:

GoF to be most expensive movie ever made
Mike Newell has said that GoF will be the most expensive movie ever to be made, costing £170million ($308million). This is £5million more than Return of the King cost. Filming is due to begin in April and Newell, whose bigscreen successes include Four Weddings And A Funeral and Julia Roberts' hit Mona Lisa Smile, said: ''I think of myself as being really lucky. I'm going to make the most expensive film there has ever been." The article also gave this on the casting of Fleur and Madame Maxime:

Robbie's character has presented Newell with a giant sized headache finding an 8 ft tall French woman to play Hagrid's love interest, Madame Maxime. He said: ''We are casting right now. I've been in Paris, looking for giant women and French schoolgirls.''

By the way…Return of the King, ROCKED! Weeeee!

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Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, but I do now own the next best thing….Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban on CD! Wahoo! (Which by the way I am listing to while I write this)

Rating: PG (tragedy)

Dedicated to: Lauri~ I appreciate the review, but as I explain above I have been very busy lately. So you can kiss my royal dari-air, while I take my sweet time, keeping the small thread of sanity I have left in tact. (Please do not take offence to this phrase, I have nothing but respect for you, and can understand your frustration)

Chapter 17: Aftermath

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Harry lifted Ginny up into his arms and carried her to the hospital wing. He met Draco along the way, which was fortunate, as he was more than willing to help carry her.  Although he was in very good shape it was a long walk from Ginny's chambers to the hospital wing carrying a pregnant woman.

"What happened Harry?!?" Draco said in panic.

Harry thought about how to tell him without reveling that Ginny had been raped. No matter how much he persuaded her to tell people, she still refused. "Ginny's pregnant." Harry said, he figured that if Draco asked any questions he could make something up, but he didn't Draco just looked shocked, and nodded his head. "And she's been vomiting and having pains for a long time now, and I've begged her to see Poppy or Evalynn. She was going to go tomorrow. But when we go back here tonight she grabbed her stomach and screamed in pain, before blacking out." He explained.

He pushed the door open with is foot, and they set her on a bed, before leaving Draco with Ginny, and running across the room to find Poppy and Eva in the office area having a tea.

"Poppy, Evalynn!" he said panting slightly. "Something is wrong with Ginny, she pregnant and we just got back from shopping and she just fainted!" he finished as they both got up and rushed over to Ginny.

Poppy and Evalynn curtained off Ginny on her bed telling Harry, and Draco to wait on the bed next to her. They took so long that Harry fell asleep. Draco followed soon after, on the next bed over.

The two men didn't awaken until the next morning. Harry's eyes fluttered open, and squinted at the bright light that met his eyes, wondering where he was. When the realization swam into his still sleepy brain, he sat bolt up right and looked around. Ginny lay sleeping in her bed. She looked so peaceful that he just sat and watched her. Moments later he heard footsteps behind him. He spun his head around noticing that Draco was gone. The person walking toward him was Evalynn.

"Draco had to leave I'm afraid. Early this morning. Didn't say why." She said answering his question before it was even asked.

"Oh." was his only response.

Evalynn began checking Ginny's vital signs. As she wrote things down on the clipboard, which hung at the foot of the bed, Harry spoke.

"Do you know what happened?" he asked running his hand through his hair.

"Yes, but do you want to wait until she wakes up to find out?" she asked, looking up from her clipboard with a sympathetic look.

Harry shook his head to indicate no. "No, I want to know, and I think whatever it is, I should tell her." He said gesturing to Ginny.

Evalynn nodded her head once before speaking, "Harry, did you know Ginny was pregnant?" She asked.

"Yeah. About four months right?" Harry said worriedly.

"Yes, almost to the day." Evalynn confirmed.

"Is she going to be alright?" He asked.

"I'm happy to say yes. But I'm afraid the babies won't be."

"Babies?" Harry asked confused.

"Didn't you know she was having twins?" she asked puzzled.

"No. I didn't" he paused, then, "They aren't going to be ok?" He asked blankly.

"No Harry, I'm afraid she miscarried." Evalynn said sadly.

 "How?"

"Nobody really knows why these things happen. There maybe several reasons. But I think Ginny's was because of stress to the fetuses. Was she under a lot of stress?"

Not now, Harry thought, but at the time of conception yes. "Bloody muggle bastard!" Harry cursed under his breath.

"What was that?" Evalynn asked, making sure Harry was ok.

"No, nothing. Just taking it all in." He said to her. He needed time alone.

"I'll leave you alone now. Let me know if I can do anything." She said before exiting to the office area.

Harry thought she must be part seer. Harry decided he needed time to think. He left the hospital wing, but not before plating a kiss on Ginny's softly kissing lips, to find somewhere to think.

As Harry wandered the near empty halls of Hogwarts, he thought to himself about life, death, love, the usual things one thinks about after a death. How was he going to tell Ginny. She would be devastated. She once told him the only good thing that came out of being raped (or as Ginny always said "umm…it…") was having a baby. She always wanted a child, "Just not this soon."

As he thought he walked around a corner and ran head long into Draco.

"Oof. Sorry mate." Harry said helping Draco up.

"Don't worry about it. I was just going to see you and Ginny. Why aren't you with her?" He asked, concerned.

"I needed to think" Harry said.

"About what? Is she ok?" Draco asked, eyes going wide.

"Yeah. She's fine. But the babies aren't." Harry replied sadly

"Babies? As in plural?" Draco asked, in the same tone Harry had used with Evalynn.

"Yeah. Twins. Ginny miscarried. Evalynn says there's no way to determine the exact reason why." Harry answered.

"Wow I'm sorry. How'd Ginny take it, mate?" Draco asked as they started walking back to the hospital wing together.

"She doesn't know. She's not awake yet." Harry explained.

They walked the rest of the way in silence. When they reached the doorway, Harry saw that Ginny was sitting up in bed. He paused, and gathered his thoughts.

"Do you want me to go with you?" Draco asked, seeing Harry thinking of what to say.

"Na, actually I'd rather do this alone if its ok? He said apologetically.

"No, no. I completely understand. I'll come see you guys later." Draco said, before turning to leave.

Harry pushed the door to the Hospital Wing open, and walked in. Ginny looked up after hearing the noise. She smiled at him.

"You're awake." He said simply, kissing her gently on the lips.

"Yeah, and I feel fine. Not a bit sick." She said smiling, cheerfully. All he could think about was how much he was going to hate breaking her heart.

Harry pulled up a chair. "Ginny, did Evalynn tell you what happened?" He asked her sadly.

"No. She hasn't been in to see me yet. I don't even think she knows I'm awake." Ginny explained.

"Oh. Ginny I have some bad news." Harry said after trying to figure how to word it.

"What is it?" She asked puzzled.

"Ginny you miscarried." He decided to do it quickly, get it over with.

Instantly she started to cry. "I knew something was wrong…I knew it. The minute I woke up, I felt really empty. If that makes sense." She sobbed.

"There's something else." Harry paused, "It was twins."

She sobbed harder.

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A/n: Yeah. I've been thinking this story over, and it seems kind of marry sue. Let me know what you think. Blah.

Bit of shameless advertising: Go read Where Will You Go by Kneh13! It's a very, very good song fic, from the song Where Will You Go; by Evanescence. It's one of them many unreleased songs.

Also…I just saw The Butterfly Effect today. It freaking rocked! Go see it!

Beta Note: Nice plug. :D Just fixed the kinda's and fixed missed letters.