I found Yakul not to far away from where Will and I were. I went over to
him and started to stroke his nose.
"I'm sorry about that Yakul. I guess I need to get out more. C'mon let's go."
As I Yakul and I rode down to the other end of the island,I started singing a song to cheer me up.
Fukai fukai mori no oku ni ima mo kitto
okizari ni shita kokoro kakushite'ru yo
sagasu hodo no chikara mo naku tsukarehateta
hitobito wa eien no yami ni kieru
chisai mama nara kitto ima demo mieta ka na
* boku-tachi wa ikiru hodo ni
nakushite'ku sukoshi zutsu
itsuwari ya uso wo matoi
tachisukumu koe mo naku
aoi aoi sora no iro mo kidzukanai mama
sugite yuku mainichi ga kawatte yuku
tsukurareta wakugumi wo koe ima wo ikite
sabitsuita kokoro mata ugokidasu yo
toki no RIZUMU wo shireba mo ichido toberu darou
boku-tachi wa samayoi nagara
ikite yuku doko made mo
shinjite'ru hikari motome
arukidasu kimi to ima
* Repeat
boku-tachi wa samayoi nagara
ikite yuku doko made mo
furikaeru
michi wo tozashi
aruite'ku eien ni
tachisukumu koe mo naku
ikite yuku eien ni
fukai fukai mori no oku ni ima mo kitto
okizari ni shita kokoro kakushite'ru yo
sagasu hodo no chikara mo naku tsukarehateta
hitobito wa eien no yami ni kieru
chisai mama nara kitto ima demo mieta ka na
* boku-tachi wa ikiru hodo ni
nakushite'ku sukoshi zutsu
itsuwari ya uso wo matoi
tachisukumu koe mo naku
aoi aoi sora no iro mo kidzukanai mama
sugite yuku mainichi ga kawatte yuku
tsukurareta wakugumi wo koe ima wo ikite
sabitsuita kokoro mata ugokidasu yo
toki no RIZUMU wo shireba mo ichido toberu darou
boku-tachi wa samayoi nagara
ikite yuku doko made mo
shinjite'ru hikari motome
arukidasu kimi to ima
* Repeat
boku-tachi wa samayoi nagara
ikite yuku doko made mo
furikaeru
michi wo tozashi
aruite'ku eien ni
tachisukumu koe mo naku
ikite yuku eien ni
English Translations:
I'm sure that the heart I left behind
still lies hidden in the heart of the deep, deep forest.
Exhausted, without the strength to search
people vanish into the infinite darkness.
If it's so small, I wonder if I can see it even now?
* As we live on,
we lose a little bit more.
Shrouded in falsehoods and lies,
we stand frozen to the spot, unable to cry out
The days pass by and change,
without us even realizing how blue the sky really is.
Overcoming that made-up scheme, we live the present,
and our rusted hearts begin to beat again!
If we can find the rhythm of time, we can fly once again
We live our lives
wandering to the ends of the earth.
Believing (in you?), now I begin my journey with you,
in search of the light.
* Repeat
We live our lives
wandering to the ends of the earth.
Closing off
the way back,
we walk on for eternity.
We live our lives standing frozen to the spot,
unable to cry out, for eternity...
I'm sure that the heart I left behind
still lies hidden in the heart of the deep, deep forest.
Exhausted, without the strength to search
people vanish into the infinite darkness.
If it's so small, I wonder if I can see it even now?
* As we live on,
we lose a little bit more.
Shrouded in falsehoods and lies,
we stand frozen to the spot, unable to cry out
The days pass by and change,
without us even realizing how blue the sky really is.
Overcoming that made-up scheme, we live the present,
and our rusted hearts begin to beat again!
If we can find the rhythm of time, we can fly once again
We live our lives
wandering to the ends of the earth.
Believing (in you?), now I begin my journey with you,
in search of the light.
* Repeat
We live our lives
wandering to the ends of the earth.
Closing off
the way back,
we walk on for eternity.
We live our lives standing frozen to the spot,
unable to cry out, for eternity...
As we got down to the shore,I stopped a bit. I thought something was wrong,but then Yakul came over to me and acted like everything was ok.
"Good boy,"I whispered into his ear. "I know I shouldn't be down here. But I have to get away from everything. I just want to fly away you know. I want to fly away from this miserable island. There isn't anything to do here. Everyone's gone and everything is dead. What am I supposed to do? Is Jack going to stay with me? Or are we going to leave here? I wish I knew."
"You want to know what I think?"it was Will!
"Did you follow me here?"
"Yes and no. I want to help you."
I sighed and smiled. "Alright."
"I think you should decided."
"About what?"
"About what you and Jack are going to do after you get married." "You heard my conversation with Yakul didn't you?"
"Sorry. But I couldn't help it."
"That's fine. But why do you want to help me?"
"Because I think it would be for the best."
Will and I talked for some time. And I'm glad that we did. I don't know what it was that stopped making me think so much,but I'm glad he did help me. It kind of gave me a little sigh of relief.
"Listen,"I started. "I want to say that I'm sorry."
"About what?"
"About what happened a year ago. I'm sorry I had to drag you and Jack into that mess."
"Don't worry about it. It wasn't your fault. At least you're still alive. You know,I didn't actually think you were going to do that at first."
"Me neither. But I knew I had to do something."
"But I'm still not happy you did it."
I sighed. "Yes I know. But you did save my life."
"That was nothing."
"It was something to me. At least I didn't leave my little sister."
"That's right. Jack would have been heartbroken you know."
"Yes I know. I'm just glad..."I trailed off.
"What?"
"That you found Elizabeth."
"Thank you."
"She is very kind." Ok,I thought. What the hell is wrong with me? Do I know how some feeling for Will or something? I thought I loved Jack. I guess my emotions are trying to take over me now.
"Are you alright?"
"Hmm? Yes. I'm fine."
"Are you sure?"
I nodded.
"There you are!"it was Jack with Yakul. "I've been looking for you."
"Sorry. I was talking to Will."
"Its fine."
I went over to him. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was here,"I whispered.
"Its ok. Don't worry about it."
"Thank you. Come on Yakul!" I took him by the reigns and rode off. I knew Jack wanted some time alone with Will. I didn't say much for the rest of the day. I guess I couldn't help thinking about what Will had said to me. There were a few times when I wanted to lean over and kiss him. But I knew that wasn't going to happen. I could never love him anyways. He was just my friend,even though he had saved my life a year ago. I didn't want to tell anyone that I liked him. No,I thought. I can't tell anyone. Esepcially not Jack. It would ruin his heart. He would never forgive me if I did such a thing. I know him. He would probably try to kill me.
"I'm sorry about that Yakul. I guess I need to get out more. C'mon let's go."
As I Yakul and I rode down to the other end of the island,I started singing a song to cheer me up.
Fukai fukai mori no oku ni ima mo kitto
okizari ni shita kokoro kakushite'ru yo
sagasu hodo no chikara mo naku tsukarehateta
hitobito wa eien no yami ni kieru
chisai mama nara kitto ima demo mieta ka na
* boku-tachi wa ikiru hodo ni
nakushite'ku sukoshi zutsu
itsuwari ya uso wo matoi
tachisukumu koe mo naku
aoi aoi sora no iro mo kidzukanai mama
sugite yuku mainichi ga kawatte yuku
tsukurareta wakugumi wo koe ima wo ikite
sabitsuita kokoro mata ugokidasu yo
toki no RIZUMU wo shireba mo ichido toberu darou
boku-tachi wa samayoi nagara
ikite yuku doko made mo
shinjite'ru hikari motome
arukidasu kimi to ima
* Repeat
boku-tachi wa samayoi nagara
ikite yuku doko made mo
furikaeru
michi wo tozashi
aruite'ku eien ni
tachisukumu koe mo naku
ikite yuku eien ni
fukai fukai mori no oku ni ima mo kitto
okizari ni shita kokoro kakushite'ru yo
sagasu hodo no chikara mo naku tsukarehateta
hitobito wa eien no yami ni kieru
chisai mama nara kitto ima demo mieta ka na
* boku-tachi wa ikiru hodo ni
nakushite'ku sukoshi zutsu
itsuwari ya uso wo matoi
tachisukumu koe mo naku
aoi aoi sora no iro mo kidzukanai mama
sugite yuku mainichi ga kawatte yuku
tsukurareta wakugumi wo koe ima wo ikite
sabitsuita kokoro mata ugokidasu yo
toki no RIZUMU wo shireba mo ichido toberu darou
boku-tachi wa samayoi nagara
ikite yuku doko made mo
shinjite'ru hikari motome
arukidasu kimi to ima
* Repeat
boku-tachi wa samayoi nagara
ikite yuku doko made mo
furikaeru
michi wo tozashi
aruite'ku eien ni
tachisukumu koe mo naku
ikite yuku eien ni
English Translations:
I'm sure that the heart I left behind
still lies hidden in the heart of the deep, deep forest.
Exhausted, without the strength to search
people vanish into the infinite darkness.
If it's so small, I wonder if I can see it even now?
* As we live on,
we lose a little bit more.
Shrouded in falsehoods and lies,
we stand frozen to the spot, unable to cry out
The days pass by and change,
without us even realizing how blue the sky really is.
Overcoming that made-up scheme, we live the present,
and our rusted hearts begin to beat again!
If we can find the rhythm of time, we can fly once again
We live our lives
wandering to the ends of the earth.
Believing (in you?), now I begin my journey with you,
in search of the light.
* Repeat
We live our lives
wandering to the ends of the earth.
Closing off
the way back,
we walk on for eternity.
We live our lives standing frozen to the spot,
unable to cry out, for eternity...
I'm sure that the heart I left behind
still lies hidden in the heart of the deep, deep forest.
Exhausted, without the strength to search
people vanish into the infinite darkness.
If it's so small, I wonder if I can see it even now?
* As we live on,
we lose a little bit more.
Shrouded in falsehoods and lies,
we stand frozen to the spot, unable to cry out
The days pass by and change,
without us even realizing how blue the sky really is.
Overcoming that made-up scheme, we live the present,
and our rusted hearts begin to beat again!
If we can find the rhythm of time, we can fly once again
We live our lives
wandering to the ends of the earth.
Believing (in you?), now I begin my journey with you,
in search of the light.
* Repeat
We live our lives
wandering to the ends of the earth.
Closing off
the way back,
we walk on for eternity.
We live our lives standing frozen to the spot,
unable to cry out, for eternity...
As we got down to the shore,I stopped a bit. I thought something was wrong,but then Yakul came over to me and acted like everything was ok.
"Good boy,"I whispered into his ear. "I know I shouldn't be down here. But I have to get away from everything. I just want to fly away you know. I want to fly away from this miserable island. There isn't anything to do here. Everyone's gone and everything is dead. What am I supposed to do? Is Jack going to stay with me? Or are we going to leave here? I wish I knew."
"You want to know what I think?"it was Will!
"Did you follow me here?"
"Yes and no. I want to help you."
I sighed and smiled. "Alright."
"I think you should decided."
"About what?"
"About what you and Jack are going to do after you get married." "You heard my conversation with Yakul didn't you?"
"Sorry. But I couldn't help it."
"That's fine. But why do you want to help me?"
"Because I think it would be for the best."
Will and I talked for some time. And I'm glad that we did. I don't know what it was that stopped making me think so much,but I'm glad he did help me. It kind of gave me a little sigh of relief.
"Listen,"I started. "I want to say that I'm sorry."
"About what?"
"About what happened a year ago. I'm sorry I had to drag you and Jack into that mess."
"Don't worry about it. It wasn't your fault. At least you're still alive. You know,I didn't actually think you were going to do that at first."
"Me neither. But I knew I had to do something."
"But I'm still not happy you did it."
I sighed. "Yes I know. But you did save my life."
"That was nothing."
"It was something to me. At least I didn't leave my little sister."
"That's right. Jack would have been heartbroken you know."
"Yes I know. I'm just glad..."I trailed off.
"What?"
"That you found Elizabeth."
"Thank you."
"She is very kind." Ok,I thought. What the hell is wrong with me? Do I know how some feeling for Will or something? I thought I loved Jack. I guess my emotions are trying to take over me now.
"Are you alright?"
"Hmm? Yes. I'm fine."
"Are you sure?"
I nodded.
"There you are!"it was Jack with Yakul. "I've been looking for you."
"Sorry. I was talking to Will."
"Its fine."
I went over to him. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was here,"I whispered.
"Its ok. Don't worry about it."
"Thank you. Come on Yakul!" I took him by the reigns and rode off. I knew Jack wanted some time alone with Will. I didn't say much for the rest of the day. I guess I couldn't help thinking about what Will had said to me. There were a few times when I wanted to lean over and kiss him. But I knew that wasn't going to happen. I could never love him anyways. He was just my friend,even though he had saved my life a year ago. I didn't want to tell anyone that I liked him. No,I thought. I can't tell anyone. Esepcially not Jack. It would ruin his heart. He would never forgive me if I did such a thing. I know him. He would probably try to kill me.