Luna: Well look, I finally got a small amount of inspiration to update!

Veron: You were just lazy.

Luna: *glare* that too…

Veron: And your birthday

Luna: Me ish 14 now! March 3rd peoples! Kickassness ^^

NOTICE: I HAVE A PIECE OF FANART! IF YOU WISH TO SEE IT E-MAIL ME AND I SHALL SEND YOU A COPY! ONLY IF YOU GIVE ME THE SUBJECT "TSATL FANART" OTHER THEN THAT I SHALL DELETE IT FOR FEAR OF VIRUS! thanks! ^_^

WARNING: RATHER SUGGESTIVE MATERIAL BUT NO LEMONS OR LIMES! JUST TO CONFIRM THAT FOR YOU! AND YES ITS PART OF THE PLOT!

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Enjoy!

Dislclaimer: I don't own chobits or inuyasha. But I own Jareth!

Yummy….*devil horns*

*gets thrown into a foul smellin bog*

Luna: Dammit…so much for me ownin the sexy goblin king. XP

~Chapter 18: If only…~

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Freya stretched and yawned, the short hem of her black slip sliding up mid thigh. A click alerted her of someone's presence behind her. With a soft smile, she turned to see Sesshomaru lounging against the door, his gold eyes glowing in the darkness of the bedroom. His silver hair glittered in the moonlight in contrast the tanned complexion of his bare chest.

Freya's amber eyes took in the sight before her and a slight tinge of red flushed across her pale skin. She hid her eyes beneath the cover of her bangs, peeking out from them. She tensed slightly as she heard his steps fall softly on the plush carpeting.

Looking up, she found herself a few mere centimeters from the demon, his eyes looking down at her with a glow that she had never seen before. Her eyes traveled down his body before slowly returning to his face. She licked her lips, her eyes wide and nervous.

Sesshomaru cupped her face and closed his eyes, resting his forehead against her own. She let a small sigh escape her lips before biting her lip.

" Sesshomaru-" She would've continued if he hadn't taken her lips with his in a gentle kiss that Freya couldn't help but return.

His arm snaked around her waist and pulled her close, as his prosthetic arm ran over her back. Freya shivered slightly as her hands clung to his broad shoulders.

He deepened the kiss when her eyes snapped open as he nudged her slightly to the edge of the bed. With a tiny cry, she pushed against his chest and pulled away.

"Sesshomaru!" She whispered, distancing herself from him, her hand on her chest trying to calm her irregular breathing.

Sesshomaru's desire filled eyes grew confused and worried, he looked over at her.

"Yes?"

"We…we can't do…that" She finished lamely, her hand limply gesturing to the alluring shadow of the bed.

" I'm not built for that…" Freya admitted. " My reset switch is…" She gestured to the place between her legs and looked down at the carpet forlornly.

Freya didn't dare look at him, would he discard her now because they couldn't go all the way? She could feel his gold eyes piercing her flesh as he contemplated this new obstacle, she shivered despite herself.

That was a problem. A curse for her.

She could feel everything, sadness and happiness. But she couldn't cry.

And love, but couldn't return it fully.

She would desire, but would never have it vanquished because of…

Freya bit her lips and dared herself to gaze up at the features of his face, more detailed in the clear bathing of moonlight from the window. Instead of seeing disgust and contempt, she saw understanding and longing. She allowed herself a small smile as she stepped forward timidly. Her hair becoming a shield around her.

Sesshomaru crossed the distance between them and held her, burying his face in her hair.

No words needed to be spoken. Both understood and wouldn't cross the line.

If only there was a way…

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Chii had started maturing more and understood that she was unable to do things that humans could and vice versa. She still held the innocence and child-like wonder that she did when she was first activated but now she knew more. Understood why she had boundaries and why they couldn't be crossed.

Like how she could not shed tears.

And how she couldn't be one with her someone just her.

Chii bit her lip as she nestled in the corner of the library, surrounded by various books. She was helpless at this. She would do anything for Hideki even going so far as willingly dying for his safety. Chii loved him with everything she had, but she could only show him in the simplest ways. She could only embrace him and kiss him, go any further then that and she would have to say farewell to Hideki and her memories of him and all her friends. Even her own sister.

Because…

Chii crossed her legs and buried herself in the book, to forget her own limits and what she couldn't do.

She didn't desire to have a someone just for her. She had found him.

Now she desired to fully be his someone.

If only…

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Kagome buried herself deeper into Inuyasha's embrace. As she did so, his arms impulsively tightened around her waist and brought her closer to his chest. She sighed happily and let her eyes drift closed, listening to his breathing. Turning, she propped her head on her hand and looked down at his slumbering features. Kagome had only seen him look this calm once before when he had fallen asleep on her bed.

Smiling softly to herself, she gently ran her fingers through his hair and sighed contentedly. When a shimmer caught her eye. Looking down, her eyes widened at the marble nestled in the valley between her breasts. The Shikon no Tama was glowing. It hadn't done this for so long…why now?

She lie back down and nestled her back against Inuyasha's chest, her hands cupping the jewel and holding it close to her.

The magic had returned in full.

But why?

Kagome's grey blue eyes glowed in the moonlight as she bit her lip in thought. Maybe it was because Inuyasha had come back. He had used all the magic in the jewel for his dying wish. But since it was a different kind of wish and he returned from the dead, the magic returned. Her eyes snapped open, demons would be able to sense it now! And since Inuyasha was only hanyou one night a month…she had to do this on her own. With only Sango, Rin, and Sesshomaru to help her since Miroku's kazanna dissapated along with Naraku's remains.

But the question was, what was she to do with it now? She could easily wish upon it, but she had nothing to wish for. She had Inuyasha, and her friends and her new found ones. She had no desire for anything else.

Turning she laid her head on Inuyasha's shoulder. Oh yeah she had him allright. She blushed darkly at the remembered thought of her audacity. But it was okay, he was hers and she was his. Bliss in one of its many forms.

Her eyes turned half lidded, but Chii and Freya would never be able too. She frowned and felt her heart drop to her stomach before she sighed.

If only…

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Luna: Whatcha think?

Veron: Review minna-san!

Ja-ne!

~Review Responses~

I have reviews to respond to from…*looks* chappie 16 after Merea-chan! So if you don't remember…look from page 4 of my review on and you should be okay ^_^;;

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SunsetSeve: Good to know!

Moonlit-Miko: *grins*

SakuraLuna: *blinks and watches in morbid fascination as she strangles Arrowhead* Anyway, thank you ^_^

Yami's-Girl: I enjoy a good romance too and thanks for the compliments ^_^

iNiGmA: Awww…I'm glad you liked the prezzie! Luv ya! ^_^ And arigatou!

xxx*KagomeHigurashi*xxx: *blinks and hands her tissues* Sowwy I made you cry but you deserve Mint flavored fried monkeys because you AGREED with my idea of killing Inu-chan off for the story. Awww….I LOVE YOU! *hugs her* ^_^ thanks for reviewin!

Ayame13 aka Tina-Chan: Aw….*blush and ducks beneath her hair* You making me blush! Your always so energetic with your reviews! Thanks for all the encouragement! *hugs*

Super Super Holy Mango: lol. *hands her a dime and pulls up her sleeve to get her Spirited Away shot* I could use some bishie's at my school. *devil horns* And since so many people wanted me to continue it or were too dense to realize it was a two-shot and begged me to continue I shall do so. Because I'm starting to see what I could do with that story…AFTER this one is done anyway. I don't multitask very well when it comes to my stories…^^;; Ty for the review!

Super Super Holy Mango: YAY! FA list! ^_^ Ty!

fetchyboy84: lol. Nice tail! A bit odd that it can speak though…O_O But I digress. I'll miss his doggie ears too…lol ty for reviewing!

Demeter, Goddess of Protection: Oh! Gomen Nasai! I never emailed you! I should get on that once my muse stops beating me with a plastic spork for my insolence. *wince* lol. anyway! Thank you for the props!

Dragon Tears Wing: lol I wanna join in! *mosh pits with her Yue plushie and Dragon-Chan munchin on pocky* WEE! ^_^

Brooke aka Shippo-Chan: Aww! You reviewed my story! Thanks Shippo! Luv ya! *hugs her* See you at school!

Eating Kogepan: Thank you! And I know I often ignore the Chobits-gumi. Bad me. But I'm rather new at Chobits fiction, since I came from the Inuyasha section and Chobits stories never do so well with Inuyasha normally in the inu section and are normally frowned upon. So I made it in this section. Does that clear that up? ^_^;;

Nightswift: *evil grin* Was Freya/Sess's lil escapade enough for you? lol, ty for reviewin!

CosmicMoon: ty!

BlackyGirl: I've seen Kikaider and he is hot! But it doesn't grip me the same way Chobits does. *pouts* I thought that Inu and Kag's lil moment in the second movie was cute! But I'm a romantic at heart so that's just me. That and my other thought was FINALLY! God that took forever…lol. Sorry, merely my opinion, ty for reviewin!

Dan-Chan: Aw..ty!

Star-Ruby: Thanks!

KitsuneNeko: Arigatou!

Anime_Angle101: lol. I'd rather not have it become a movie. Not my style, but thanks for the offer ^_^

Ryguy5387: Aw…thank you! A SEQUEL? It's not even done yet! I MAY consider one, if I ever get an idea for one. But I promised my Mekura no Renai fans that I'd make that into a full fledged story so if I do decide to make a sequel of this story it'll be AFTER Mekura is done. Thanks for the encouragement!

Saiyajin-Neko: Hope you liked!

Rei Kitsunekage: lol ^_^

Kitsune on Prozac: Thank you oh loyal fan! *hands her a bunch of fried monkeys* for your collection! Dan-Chan: Yes you have been with me throughout this tale since the beginning and I fully appreciate it! Thank you so much for your support! And I'm glad I could surprise you with Kag's lil behavior epsiode. Heh heh. Arigatou! *hugs him and hands him pocky*

Lost Darkness: Your wish is my command. ^^

BlackyGirl: Thanks!

IMPROVED Uber Rei Model 06: lol, yes go lil miko-sama go!

Super Super Holy Mango: No it was just a bit of citrus aroma to go around. Just for fun. And not ALL lemons are bad, I happen to like them. *gets looks* Hey a girl has to have her guilty pleasures! XP lol. thanks for reviewing! fetchboy84: lol!

Nightswift: Entertaining ideas! I may on the side…who knows? lol thanks for reviewin!

PuNkRoCkBuNnY182: apparently my writer's block dissapated for a moment. And Kag does like to play doesn't she? Kagome: Caramel sauce or whip cream…decisions decisions…. LOL!

bunny: *stare* I do believe I have found another long lost sibling! You act like ME! *laughs* I shall have to email you sometime. WATCH LABYRINTH IT'S A KICK ASS MOVIE AND THE GOBLIN KING IS HOT AND- well….he is but not the actor..David Bowie scares me…but I digress. And hey after fighting demons why WOULDN'T Kag have some pent up sexual energy. ……………I imagine that Inuyasha is very tired now *snicker*

SunsetSeve: lookie I continued!

Saiyajin-Neko: *snicker* Not for a loooooong while. lol

Rei Kitsunekage: Thanks for the correction! I shall deem to keep that in mind in the future! ^_^ INUYASHA WA ATSUI! Inuyasha is hot. I think that's how you say it….

SakuraLuna: Thanks for trying the incantation! But I rather like my kitchen intact ^^;; And I like iceskating too! Tho I haven't been skating in like 4 years ;;

StarRuby: Thanks!

Eating Kogepan: lol, everyone is happy the sexy puppy is back!

spirited-dreamer: I know about the chii/hideki thing….bad me…I have too many characters to play with -_-

Moonlit-Miko: heh heh…ebil kagome!

Ayame13 aka Tina-Chan: I'd stay if I could but I'm not gunna FAIL! Besides, you'll see me the year after! thanks for the review! luv ya! *hugs* Ryguy5387: Hey! *hugs* Your not a bad reviewer! I loved your review! ^_^ Akeranai: *whimpers in defeat at her big gold eyes* You bear waaay to big a resembelence to your brother..his eyes get me the same way everytime…*sigh* here ya go! *gives her pocky and special batch of cherry/strawberry fried monkey just for her* happy? ^_^ inu's_twin_sis: *blinks at all her questions till she has a brain collapse* Um…GREEN!

AquaMoon: Ty!

Inu-Angel25: good to hear I made you happy! ^_^

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Luna: *falls over from review tiredness*

Veron: *covers her with blanket*

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