Chapter One

Please review. Good things and bad things. Its my first fic, and I need to know if I should continue or not.

Special thanks to Alyssa

Authors Note: Ford is like their God

Authors Note 2: Not all the characters are introduced in this chapter.

Authors Note 3: Buffys thoughts are in italic

Los Angeles, CA - Civilization

Calm down Buffy. You shouldn't get angry because Riley cancelled our date. After all he is a gentleman. I'm the weirdo. Willow is right, I should see other men. I've only slept with one man in six months! Oh Ford, what will people say? Breathe. But I don't want many men, I'm happy with just one... If Willow would hear me she would go insane. I need soma.

When she started looking in her purpose she bumped into Riley. "Hey" he said. "Still up for our trip to the Savage Reservation?"

Moron. He just cancelled the date and now he changed plans again. Should I say yes, or just say I have a date... I need soma. Where did I leave my soma? Shit. But I want to go to the Reservations. It must be interesting to see the low life of those ... uncivilized people.

Buffy gave a bright and false smile. "Sure, I would love to" Riley just smiled and gave her a quick kiss. "Pick you at 8." Without waiting for an answer he left to meet her Sunday date, the pneumatic Cordelia Chase. He actually wanted to have her today, but Francis Doyle, the DHC got her first. Buffy was so happy. She was finally going to the Savage Reservation. She didn't really care about Riley, but having sex... a lot of sex with him made her more normal, she was still weird for not having other men, but it would be ever worse if she didn't have anyone. Her relationship with Riley lacked something, she was not sure what it lacked, but whiles they had sex she knew there had to be something more to it. She just didn't know what. See, weirdo. Stopping her trail of thoughts, she went to Willow's apartment by helicopter. She still had a couple hours until her date. Without knocking the door, she entered. "Hi" She said. She them hear moans... Oh Great! I'll just wait for them to finish. An hour later the guy left. Who was he?... as if that was important. "Hey Wills," Buffy said when Willow entered and sat down with her. "Who was he?" She knew it wasn't important, but hey, she was curious. "Don't know" Willow answered. "Are you OK?" "Yeah" Willow smiled. She knew Buffy could be strange sometimes, but she was nice. "So what about Finn?" It was Buffy's turn to smile. "We're going to the reservation!" She said excitedly. "He got permission from the DHC. We're going at 8." Willow was so excited for her friend. Although it was strange to be excited by someone but you, but Buffy and her had a strange relationship. If the DHC or a Controller knew, they would be in big trouble with a captain B, but they kept it secret. "Well" Willow smiled. "You should get dressed. I'll lend you my new dress. Its so pneumatic!!"

Buffy put on Willows dress. It was really short. You could practically see all her body, the dress just covered what it had to cover. Buffy returned to her apartment where Riley picked her up. They got a helicopter and drifted off to New Mexico where the Savage Reservation was.

New Mexico - Savage Reservation

Angel was watching how all the people his age where practicing the Full Moon Ritual. He wished he could be more like them, he wished he could mix with other people and just fit, but he couldn't. When he was about to leave, Natasha, a beautiful girl approached him. He thought this was it, maybe he would be accepted. But as soon as Natasha spoke he knew it was just a dream that would never come true. "Hi Loner, having fun?" She laughed and her friends from behind approached her. "I'm glad you are, but we're having a ritual here, celebrating the Full Moon, and losers like you shouldn't really be here. Sorry" She sweetly smiled and Angel's heart sank. He knew he wasn't accepted, but he had never felt so crushed. Without saying anything he returned to his small shelter. He was strong; he wasn't going to cry. He got the picture he had drawn of his long lost mother. He wished she were there. He didn't remember her, he just remembered she was unhappy 24/7, always talking about something called Civilization and drinking. He left the picture on its place and grabbed his Romeo & Juliet book. He then sat down in his favorite corner and started thinking how he wished he had someone to love, and someone to love him. Was he ever going to get that or was he just going to live and die alone with no one caring?

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