REREAD CHAPTER 5- I really really really changed it! I unkilled the 2nd
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Disclaimer: I don't own any ccs shtufs I only own Hiraki, random other rapper, and Makoto.
(Syaoran's POV)
"So," our Language Arts teacher began. I wasn't paying attention to him; I couldn't get my mind off Sakura.
I raised my hand.
"Nani, Syaoran?" he asked me irritably
"I'm not feeling well; may I go to the nurse?"
"Agh, if you must. *mutters* kids these days, always trying to get out of class *mutters*"
I didn't really care if he was upset with me, I didn't really care about anything. The world was nothing, there was only Sakura. She had filled my heart, and now that she was gone it was empty.
I started wandering the corridors, just meandering, not really knowing where I was going.
"Hey, you!"
I turned around to see who was calling me. It was a hall monitor.
"Oh, it's you, Syaoran. Never mind then." It was of course a girl, and girl hall monitors never get mad at me. Eriol says it's because I'm his cute little offspring, and any of his offspring would turn girls on.
The girl blushed and ran away giggling. I wasn't in the mood to be flirted with, especially by a girl that wasn't Sakura.
A door of a classroom opened. Eriol came out. "I heard another hall monitor hit on you from inside my classroom." Eriol pinched Syaoran's cheek affectionately. "You're too cute for your own good. So, anyway on more serious matters, why are you roaming the hallway?"
"A girl"
"Ah, my little dumpling has girl problems. Girls are trouble; they are, don't get involved with them. However, you already have and there is no escape, so tell me anyway,"
"No, Eriol. I don't want to talk about this, I just want to forget about this, forget about her."
"It's that Sakura chick isn't it?"
"Go back to class Eriol."
"Fine, but you'll want to talk about later, I know you."
Eriol walked back towards his class. I left the school without ever going to the nurse. I walked along for a while, being bitter. I could still almost feel her lips on mine. "DAMN YOU SAKURA! Damn you." I shouted on my way home. A tear ran down my cheek.
I couldn't stand it; no girl should be able to hurt me like that. If I had stuck to the plan, if I had only wanted her body, and not cared about her, then I would have at least had her before Makoto did. Even if it was only for an hour or two, its better then never having her at all.
I hit the door my front door with my hand, and began to cry silently. It just wasn't fair, I saved her from those horrible people, I told her the hardest three words to say. She was the only girl I had ever truly loved, and this is how she repays me? By leading me on to think that she likes me back, and then having sex with Makoto?! It's not right, it's not fair.
I began weeping harder, I longed for her touch, her embrace, her lips on mine. However, I would never caress her lips, or with that fact, any other part of her body. She was Makoto's girl, not mine.
I fumbled with the key, until it finally went into the key hole. I fell into my house as I opened the door. I got rid of the tears on my sleeve, and returned my breathing to normal. "Oh, Sakura!" I cried out, one last time, nonverbally promising myself I would never think of her again.
Just then I heard someone crying, though I had stopped. "Ok, who the hell is in this house?" I asked, now straitening up. No one replied. I walked upstairs and into my room, locking the door behind me. I was too depressed to be able to fight back if Makoto was in my house ready to attack me.
I lay down on my bed, and couldn't help but think about Sakura again. I really wanted her to lay underneath me, as I tease her pussy and play with her breast. Thinking about this made me wet. Very wet.
"Damn it" I cursed. I got up, and took off my pants, and my boxer shorts, to change, and then I heard a muffled moan from the corner, and turned swiftly around to see what had moaned.
(Sakura's POV)
Makoto had done it, he had taken my virginity. There was nothing I could do about it now. Only pray that he didn't get my pregnant. He had burned all my clothes before leaving, and had locked me out of my own house. Laughing at me the whole time.
I had no clue what to do. However I couldn't just stand outside my house naked. I took the only possible route Syaoran's house. His front door had been locked, but the back door was open. I slipped in, and began to cry. I felt dirty, diseased, and contaminated. I looked down at my body and was disgusted, how could something so precious be taken from me like that? I couldn't stand it. I went upstairs, put on one of Syaoran's long shirts, and sat in a corner of his room, underneath his desk, sobbing for the death of my virginity.
I heard someone come in, and sobbed louder. I didn't want anyone to see me in this state. 'Quiet!' a voice in the back of my mind 'if someone hears you, if someone comes up and sees you like this, what if it's someone bad? What if it's someone good and they get an impression of you from this?' I slowed my sobs, and continued to cry, though it was silently this time.
"Ok, who the hell is in this house?" Demanded a familiar voice from downstairs. Then I remembered something horrible, Syaoran still thinks that I did it with Makoto by my own will! He thinks that I'm some sort of player or a whore or something, what if he doesn't understand? What if he doesn't believe me? What if I never get him back? These thoughts raced through my mind.
However he soon entered the room and lay on his bed, not noticing me. "Damn it!" he cursed under his breath, A saw that his pants were getting wet near the crotch. He's so hot when he's horney. He began to take off his pants; I stifled a moan of desire. He then slid off his boxers, I couldn't stop myself this time, I moaned with complete longing.
He turned around to face me, giving me a clean view of his manhood. "SAKURA?!?!?" I blushed, then gave him a weak smile, "Let me explain." I said quickly as I saw his glee turn to anger as he remembered what I had done to him. He glared at me, "I don't need you to play with me again, Sakura. OUT!" "What?! No! you have to let me explain, it's not what it looked like, he raped me!" "Sure" he said sarcastically. "Now give me my shirt and get out!"
"You don't understand, Syaoran, I love you!"
(Syaoran's POV)
Tears wheeled up in my eyes. How I wanted it to be true, how I wanted her to love me. "Oh, Sakura!" I said, and took her up in my arms. "My Sakura, my beautiful Sakura!" I hugged Sakura, never wanting to let go. "If only I could believe you." She wrapped her arms around me and began to sob on my shoulder.
"I do love you, I do, You have to believe me Syaoran!" Sakura said to me
"I'm sorry, but I got a girlfriend, and unlike you, she's not a lying whore, I pushed her away. She began sobbing on the floor. I almost felt sorry for her.
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Yesh, and that's the end of the chappie! I know its not too nifty, but whatever. You gotta feel bad for Sakura! Inuking give me advice, it totally sucks!!!! My email address is kimsweird@netscape.net so email me and give me advise or review and give me advise!!! Ks bye!!!
Disclaimer: I don't own any ccs shtufs I only own Hiraki, random other rapper, and Makoto.
(Syaoran's POV)
"So," our Language Arts teacher began. I wasn't paying attention to him; I couldn't get my mind off Sakura.
I raised my hand.
"Nani, Syaoran?" he asked me irritably
"I'm not feeling well; may I go to the nurse?"
"Agh, if you must. *mutters* kids these days, always trying to get out of class *mutters*"
I didn't really care if he was upset with me, I didn't really care about anything. The world was nothing, there was only Sakura. She had filled my heart, and now that she was gone it was empty.
I started wandering the corridors, just meandering, not really knowing where I was going.
"Hey, you!"
I turned around to see who was calling me. It was a hall monitor.
"Oh, it's you, Syaoran. Never mind then." It was of course a girl, and girl hall monitors never get mad at me. Eriol says it's because I'm his cute little offspring, and any of his offspring would turn girls on.
The girl blushed and ran away giggling. I wasn't in the mood to be flirted with, especially by a girl that wasn't Sakura.
A door of a classroom opened. Eriol came out. "I heard another hall monitor hit on you from inside my classroom." Eriol pinched Syaoran's cheek affectionately. "You're too cute for your own good. So, anyway on more serious matters, why are you roaming the hallway?"
"A girl"
"Ah, my little dumpling has girl problems. Girls are trouble; they are, don't get involved with them. However, you already have and there is no escape, so tell me anyway,"
"No, Eriol. I don't want to talk about this, I just want to forget about this, forget about her."
"It's that Sakura chick isn't it?"
"Go back to class Eriol."
"Fine, but you'll want to talk about later, I know you."
Eriol walked back towards his class. I left the school without ever going to the nurse. I walked along for a while, being bitter. I could still almost feel her lips on mine. "DAMN YOU SAKURA! Damn you." I shouted on my way home. A tear ran down my cheek.
I couldn't stand it; no girl should be able to hurt me like that. If I had stuck to the plan, if I had only wanted her body, and not cared about her, then I would have at least had her before Makoto did. Even if it was only for an hour or two, its better then never having her at all.
I hit the door my front door with my hand, and began to cry silently. It just wasn't fair, I saved her from those horrible people, I told her the hardest three words to say. She was the only girl I had ever truly loved, and this is how she repays me? By leading me on to think that she likes me back, and then having sex with Makoto?! It's not right, it's not fair.
I began weeping harder, I longed for her touch, her embrace, her lips on mine. However, I would never caress her lips, or with that fact, any other part of her body. She was Makoto's girl, not mine.
I fumbled with the key, until it finally went into the key hole. I fell into my house as I opened the door. I got rid of the tears on my sleeve, and returned my breathing to normal. "Oh, Sakura!" I cried out, one last time, nonverbally promising myself I would never think of her again.
Just then I heard someone crying, though I had stopped. "Ok, who the hell is in this house?" I asked, now straitening up. No one replied. I walked upstairs and into my room, locking the door behind me. I was too depressed to be able to fight back if Makoto was in my house ready to attack me.
I lay down on my bed, and couldn't help but think about Sakura again. I really wanted her to lay underneath me, as I tease her pussy and play with her breast. Thinking about this made me wet. Very wet.
"Damn it" I cursed. I got up, and took off my pants, and my boxer shorts, to change, and then I heard a muffled moan from the corner, and turned swiftly around to see what had moaned.
(Sakura's POV)
Makoto had done it, he had taken my virginity. There was nothing I could do about it now. Only pray that he didn't get my pregnant. He had burned all my clothes before leaving, and had locked me out of my own house. Laughing at me the whole time.
I had no clue what to do. However I couldn't just stand outside my house naked. I took the only possible route Syaoran's house. His front door had been locked, but the back door was open. I slipped in, and began to cry. I felt dirty, diseased, and contaminated. I looked down at my body and was disgusted, how could something so precious be taken from me like that? I couldn't stand it. I went upstairs, put on one of Syaoran's long shirts, and sat in a corner of his room, underneath his desk, sobbing for the death of my virginity.
I heard someone come in, and sobbed louder. I didn't want anyone to see me in this state. 'Quiet!' a voice in the back of my mind 'if someone hears you, if someone comes up and sees you like this, what if it's someone bad? What if it's someone good and they get an impression of you from this?' I slowed my sobs, and continued to cry, though it was silently this time.
"Ok, who the hell is in this house?" Demanded a familiar voice from downstairs. Then I remembered something horrible, Syaoran still thinks that I did it with Makoto by my own will! He thinks that I'm some sort of player or a whore or something, what if he doesn't understand? What if he doesn't believe me? What if I never get him back? These thoughts raced through my mind.
However he soon entered the room and lay on his bed, not noticing me. "Damn it!" he cursed under his breath, A saw that his pants were getting wet near the crotch. He's so hot when he's horney. He began to take off his pants; I stifled a moan of desire. He then slid off his boxers, I couldn't stop myself this time, I moaned with complete longing.
He turned around to face me, giving me a clean view of his manhood. "SAKURA?!?!?" I blushed, then gave him a weak smile, "Let me explain." I said quickly as I saw his glee turn to anger as he remembered what I had done to him. He glared at me, "I don't need you to play with me again, Sakura. OUT!" "What?! No! you have to let me explain, it's not what it looked like, he raped me!" "Sure" he said sarcastically. "Now give me my shirt and get out!"
"You don't understand, Syaoran, I love you!"
(Syaoran's POV)
Tears wheeled up in my eyes. How I wanted it to be true, how I wanted her to love me. "Oh, Sakura!" I said, and took her up in my arms. "My Sakura, my beautiful Sakura!" I hugged Sakura, never wanting to let go. "If only I could believe you." She wrapped her arms around me and began to sob on my shoulder.
"I do love you, I do, You have to believe me Syaoran!" Sakura said to me
"I'm sorry, but I got a girlfriend, and unlike you, she's not a lying whore, I pushed her away. She began sobbing on the floor. I almost felt sorry for her.
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Yesh, and that's the end of the chappie! I know its not too nifty, but whatever. You gotta feel bad for Sakura! Inuking give me advice, it totally sucks!!!! My email address is kimsweird@netscape.net so email me and give me advise or review and give me advise!!! Ks bye!!!