"Just a little tired." I said.
"Well then lets get you to bed." He said.
We went to the car and drove back to the hotel. We stopped in the lobby and hugged.
"Thank you for tonight. I had fun." I said.
"Your welcome sweetie. So I'll see you tomorrow?" He asked.
"Of course. Bye Shan." I said.
"Bye Stac," He said.
I walked to the elevator and went up to my floor. The doors opened and I walked down the hall to my door. I put the key in and slowly opened the door. I went in and saw my brother in one bed and Jeff in another. I went into the bathroom and changed clothes. When I came out of the bathroom I went to Mathew's bed and crawled in. I didn't want to sleep with Jeff because I felt guilty. I curled and cuddled into his body. He woke up and looked down at me.
"What's wrong?" He whispered.
"Please, just hold me til I fall asleep." I said.
He turned on his side and wrapped his arms around me. I closed my eyes and fell shortly asleep, as did Mathew. Jeff woke up and felt around the bed. He noticed I wasn't in the bed. He sat up and looked around. He saw I was over in Mathew's bed and wondered why I was with Mathew and not him. He would wait til I woke up to ask me. So he went and took a shower, and got dressed. Mathew woke up, slowly and gently got out of my grip, and went to take a shower and get dressed.
"Hey, what's wrong with Stacy?" Jeff asked.
"I was about to ask you the same thing."
"We'll have to ask her when she wakes up" Jeff said.
I moved in the bed.
"Spiky." I called out in a whisper.
"What ya need sis?" He asked as he sat on the bed.
"Scratch my back" I whined.
He chuckled as I turned so I was on my belly. He started to scratch my back. It felt good. So I fell back asleep. Both Jeff and Mathew chuckled. I eventually woke up an hour later. I stretched, yawn, and sat up.
"Finally you're up." Mathew teased.
"Shut up." I said tiredly as I got up and went into the bathroom.
I took a shower, did hair and make up, I came out with a towel wrapped around me so I can get my clothes. I grabbed my clothes and went back into the bathroom. I got dressed and came back out. When I was putting my dirty clothes away Jeff came behind me and wrapped his arms around me.
"Why didn't you sleep with me last night when you got back?" He asked in a whisper.
The dreaded question. Come on Stacy think fast.
"Um.....You were hogging the whole bed and I didn't feel like moving you. Plus my Spiky looked like he need a hug." I said.
Mathew and Jeff chuckled.
"I love you." Jeff said.
"I love you too." I sighed.
"What's wrong?" Jeff asked.
"Nothing's wrong." I said as I put on a fake smile.
Mathew saw all this and knew something was up and so he was going to talk to be about it.
"Stacy, let's go for a walk. I need to talk to you about the storyline." Mathew said.
"Okay, let's go."
Mathew took my hand and we walked out the door. We walked to the restaurant in the hotel. We sat down and ordered soda.
"Stacy, tell me what's wrong."
"Nothing is wrong." I said not looking at him.
"I know you Stacy. Something is wrong. Why didn't you sleep with Jeff last night and why did you seem quiet around Jeff? Did you and Jeff get into a fight?" Mathew asked.
"No we didn't." I said.
"This all happened after Shannon and you went out. So what happened between you too."
I looked down and started crying. He came over by me and held me.
"Stacy, please tell me what's wrong." Mathew cried.
He was upset because he could see I was in pain and it was killing him to know something was causing so much pain to his baby sis.
"I.....I....I'm in love with 2 men." I sobbed.
"Calm down sis and tell me everything."
I took a couple of breaths and then told him.
"You know how much I love Jeff right?"
"Yea I know." Mathew said.
"Well I love Shannon too. I love Jeff a lot more, but I still love Shannon. Last night when we were dancing, Shannon kissed me."
"WHAT?!?"
"I felt like we were connected in a way. God I'm so confused. I love 2 men and I know I have to break someone's heart including part of mine." I cried.
"Oh babygurl, no wonder why you're upset."
"What am I sapposto do?"
"Follow your heart sweetie. What is your heart saying?" Mathew asked.
"My heart says to stay with Jeff and love him." I said.
"There ya go sweetie"
"But how can I live with myself knowing I also love Shannon and that we kissed?" I asked.
"Listen Babygurl, Its ok to love Shannon, but what's not ok is to act on that love unless you are sure you want to be with Shannon and not Jeff. You understand?" He asked.
"I understand. Thanks bro." I said as I hugged him.
"No problem sis. Anytime."
I stayed curled up to my Spiky as we drank our soda and talked some more. Afterward, we went upstairs and I saw Jeff sleeping in the bed. I looked and Mathew and he smiled and nodded. I walked over to the bed and laid down next to him. I gently stroked his hair and gently kissed his lips. He wiggled his toes and moved his hand a little bit, but didn't wake up. I cuddled into his body and then I felt him pull me into his body. I looked up and he was looking at me and smiled. I looked into his eyes and nothing else mattered. That's when I knew I loved him with all my heart.
"Have a nice nap?" I grinned.
"It would have been better with you next to me." He smiled as he kissed me.
"Well I am here now." I said
"Mmm......you sure are." He said as he kissed me again.
I wrapped my arms around him and held him tight and he did the same thing.
"I hate to interrupt you 2 love birds, but we have to get to the arena." Mathew said.
"No.....I wanna stay here with my Jeffy." I whined.
"You can be with your Jeffy at the arena." Mathew laughed.
"Fine." I groaned.
He kissed me and said something that made me laugh.
"Well then lets get you to bed." He said.
We went to the car and drove back to the hotel. We stopped in the lobby and hugged.
"Thank you for tonight. I had fun." I said.
"Your welcome sweetie. So I'll see you tomorrow?" He asked.
"Of course. Bye Shan." I said.
"Bye Stac," He said.
I walked to the elevator and went up to my floor. The doors opened and I walked down the hall to my door. I put the key in and slowly opened the door. I went in and saw my brother in one bed and Jeff in another. I went into the bathroom and changed clothes. When I came out of the bathroom I went to Mathew's bed and crawled in. I didn't want to sleep with Jeff because I felt guilty. I curled and cuddled into his body. He woke up and looked down at me.
"What's wrong?" He whispered.
"Please, just hold me til I fall asleep." I said.
He turned on his side and wrapped his arms around me. I closed my eyes and fell shortly asleep, as did Mathew. Jeff woke up and felt around the bed. He noticed I wasn't in the bed. He sat up and looked around. He saw I was over in Mathew's bed and wondered why I was with Mathew and not him. He would wait til I woke up to ask me. So he went and took a shower, and got dressed. Mathew woke up, slowly and gently got out of my grip, and went to take a shower and get dressed.
"Hey, what's wrong with Stacy?" Jeff asked.
"I was about to ask you the same thing."
"We'll have to ask her when she wakes up" Jeff said.
I moved in the bed.
"Spiky." I called out in a whisper.
"What ya need sis?" He asked as he sat on the bed.
"Scratch my back" I whined.
He chuckled as I turned so I was on my belly. He started to scratch my back. It felt good. So I fell back asleep. Both Jeff and Mathew chuckled. I eventually woke up an hour later. I stretched, yawn, and sat up.
"Finally you're up." Mathew teased.
"Shut up." I said tiredly as I got up and went into the bathroom.
I took a shower, did hair and make up, I came out with a towel wrapped around me so I can get my clothes. I grabbed my clothes and went back into the bathroom. I got dressed and came back out. When I was putting my dirty clothes away Jeff came behind me and wrapped his arms around me.
"Why didn't you sleep with me last night when you got back?" He asked in a whisper.
The dreaded question. Come on Stacy think fast.
"Um.....You were hogging the whole bed and I didn't feel like moving you. Plus my Spiky looked like he need a hug." I said.
Mathew and Jeff chuckled.
"I love you." Jeff said.
"I love you too." I sighed.
"What's wrong?" Jeff asked.
"Nothing's wrong." I said as I put on a fake smile.
Mathew saw all this and knew something was up and so he was going to talk to be about it.
"Stacy, let's go for a walk. I need to talk to you about the storyline." Mathew said.
"Okay, let's go."
Mathew took my hand and we walked out the door. We walked to the restaurant in the hotel. We sat down and ordered soda.
"Stacy, tell me what's wrong."
"Nothing is wrong." I said not looking at him.
"I know you Stacy. Something is wrong. Why didn't you sleep with Jeff last night and why did you seem quiet around Jeff? Did you and Jeff get into a fight?" Mathew asked.
"No we didn't." I said.
"This all happened after Shannon and you went out. So what happened between you too."
I looked down and started crying. He came over by me and held me.
"Stacy, please tell me what's wrong." Mathew cried.
He was upset because he could see I was in pain and it was killing him to know something was causing so much pain to his baby sis.
"I.....I....I'm in love with 2 men." I sobbed.
"Calm down sis and tell me everything."
I took a couple of breaths and then told him.
"You know how much I love Jeff right?"
"Yea I know." Mathew said.
"Well I love Shannon too. I love Jeff a lot more, but I still love Shannon. Last night when we were dancing, Shannon kissed me."
"WHAT?!?"
"I felt like we were connected in a way. God I'm so confused. I love 2 men and I know I have to break someone's heart including part of mine." I cried.
"Oh babygurl, no wonder why you're upset."
"What am I sapposto do?"
"Follow your heart sweetie. What is your heart saying?" Mathew asked.
"My heart says to stay with Jeff and love him." I said.
"There ya go sweetie"
"But how can I live with myself knowing I also love Shannon and that we kissed?" I asked.
"Listen Babygurl, Its ok to love Shannon, but what's not ok is to act on that love unless you are sure you want to be with Shannon and not Jeff. You understand?" He asked.
"I understand. Thanks bro." I said as I hugged him.
"No problem sis. Anytime."
I stayed curled up to my Spiky as we drank our soda and talked some more. Afterward, we went upstairs and I saw Jeff sleeping in the bed. I looked and Mathew and he smiled and nodded. I walked over to the bed and laid down next to him. I gently stroked his hair and gently kissed his lips. He wiggled his toes and moved his hand a little bit, but didn't wake up. I cuddled into his body and then I felt him pull me into his body. I looked up and he was looking at me and smiled. I looked into his eyes and nothing else mattered. That's when I knew I loved him with all my heart.
"Have a nice nap?" I grinned.
"It would have been better with you next to me." He smiled as he kissed me.
"Well I am here now." I said
"Mmm......you sure are." He said as he kissed me again.
I wrapped my arms around him and held him tight and he did the same thing.
"I hate to interrupt you 2 love birds, but we have to get to the arena." Mathew said.
"No.....I wanna stay here with my Jeffy." I whined.
"You can be with your Jeffy at the arena." Mathew laughed.
"Fine." I groaned.
He kissed me and said something that made me laugh.