I pulled away from him.

"Shan, you have to stop doing this." I said softly.

"I can't stop. Can't you understand that? I love you and I'm not giving you up without a fight." He said.

I couldn't fight with him so I just held him. He seemed to melt into me. I just held him until a stagehand told us it was time for Shannon's match. I pulled away and looked at him.

"We'll talk about this later." I said.

He nodded and headed out to the ring. I watched the monitor and waited for my cue. There it was and so I ran out. The crowd cheered for me as I stepped up on the ring and distracted the ref as Shan hit Chuck with a chair. I got down and 1,2,3 Shannon won. I got into the ring and Shannon and I hugged. The moment came and we closed our eyes and kissed, but it wasn't a fast, emotionless kiss. We both were kissing slow and with passion. Our tongue dancing around in each other's mouths. The crowd erupted in cheers. We slowly pulled away and he caressed my face. I smiled and took his hand. We walked up the ramp and when we got to the back everyone surrounded us.

"Man, that kiss was bigger than mine and Matt's" Amy said.

"Thanks." I blushed.

"At first I didn't know if you guys could pull it off, but I was wrong. That kiss is going to bring our ratings up. Way to go." Vince said as everyone started to walk off.

"Thank you sir." Shannon said.

As Vince walked off I turned to Shannon. I took his hand and said, "Come on, let's go to your locker room and talk."

He nodded and we went to his locker room. I locked the door so no one would come and interrupt our talk. We sat down on the benches and I looked at him.

"Shannon....." I started to say.

"Stacy, before you start let me talk. I love you Stacy. I have loved you ever since I saw you. I wanted to tell you, but you and Jeff got together. I thought that my feelings would change after that, but they didn't. My feelings increased. Stacy can't you see that we could be so good together?" Shannon said.

I looked into his eyes and saw him pleading with me. I got on my knees in front of him and took his hands.

"Shannon, I love you too, but you have to realize that I also love Jeff. Jeff asked me to marry him and I said yes. I'm not going to break my word to Jeff. We can't be together the way you want us too."

"But we can Stacy. We can be together. Please tell me you want this too."

"Shan if I had it my way, I would be with both you and Jeff, but I can't have it my way."

"You can Stacy. You can have both of us." Shannon said as he gently pushed me on the ground.

He got me on my back as he straddled my hips.

"Shan, what are you doing?" I asked in fear.

"Shh.....just let me have this one time." He whispered.

He bent down and kissed me. I resisted and tried to fight with him, but all of a sudden he was a lot stronger than me. Right then and there he raped me. I love Jeff and I love Shannon, but I want to be with Jeff so I knew I couldn't sleep with Shannon. Anyway.....when he was done we put our clothes back on and Shannon had the most brightest smile ever. I have never seen him this happy.

"Thank you." He said.

I whimpered and cried. He ran to my side and held me tightly.

"Stacy please don't cry. Please baby, don't cry." He begged.

"How could you do this to me?" I cried.

"Stacy, how could I do what? You love me and I love you. We made passionate love. I could feel you wanted it just as much as I did. Jeff doesn't half to know we made love. I know you love Jeff and I know you wanna be with him. I just had to have this one time. That's all I wanted. I promise to leave you alone"

He smiled and wiped my tears away.

"I love you Stacy." He said.

I unlocked the door and left. I ran down the hall and ran into Jeff, literally. I fell to the ground.

"Are you ok?" He asked concernedly.

"Yea I'm fine." I said as he helped me up.

I hugged him really tight.

"Hey what's wrong?" He asked with extreme worry.

"Can we just go back to the hotel?" I asked

"Sure sweetie. Let's get your brother and then we can go." Jeff said as he stroked my hair.

We got my brother and went to the hotel where I immediately went and got into the shower. I came out in jogging shorts and a shirt.

"Spiky wanna go jogging. Come with me?" I asked.

"Sure, let me change."

After a few moments he came out of the bathroom and we left. We started jogging and I started to cry. Mathew looked at me and stopped me.

"What's wrong sis?" He asked.

"I can't tell you." I sobbed.

"Yes you can. You can tell me anything."

"Not this. You'll hate me and think bad of me."

"Stacy, I could never, ever hate you or think bad of you. You're my sister. I love you no matter what." He said as he stroked my hair.

"I......I.... I can't do this." I cried as I started to run away from him.

"Stacy! Stacy stop!" He yelled at me as he ran after me.

He finally caught up to me and stopped me. I struggled with him as he pulled me into his arms.

"Stacy, please calm down. It can't be that bad"

"It can and it is." I wailed as I stopped struggling and let him hold me.

"Please tell me what it is"

"I can't. If I do everyone will hate me and leave me cuz I'm a screw up."

"You are not Stacy. No one will know about this but you and me."

"Promise?" I asked.

"I promise."

"Shannon was upset and so I took him to his locker room to talk. I told him that I love him but I love Jeff more and I wanna be with Jeff and he started getting really upset and the next thing I knew he got me on the floor and he....."

"He what?" Mathew asked cautiously.

"He started kissing me and I fought him. I wasn't strong enough to get him off me. He raped me." I cried as I collapsed in his arms.