"It's ok," I whimpered as I held him.
"I'm sorry I hurt you. I love you so very much." He cried.
"I love you too." I sobbed.
We both cried together and when we calmed down a bit, he pulled back and kissed me. I kissed back. It was then I noticed my brother was standing next to the bed.
"Spiky, when did you get here?" I asked.
"I've been here the whole time." Mathew chuckled.
"Oppsssss" I giggled.
"I see how it's going to be. You don't love me no more." He pouted.
"I love you very much Spiky." I said. "Can I get a hug from you?" I asked
"You never have to ask me for a hug sweetie." He smiled as he hugged me.
I hugged him tightly as he kissed the side of my head.
"I'm going to go back to the hotel, but as soon as they let me back in I will be back here okay?" Mathew said.
"Okay bro. I love you." I said.
"Love you too." He said hugging me goodbye.
As soon as he left Jeff sat on my bed and took my hand.
"Now that he is gone I think we should talk." He said gently.
I nodded and squeezed his hand.
"Why didn't you tell me about Shannon raping you?"
"I was embarrassed and scared." I cried.
"Why would you feel that way?"
"Because I should've did more to get him off and I thought if I had told you that you would blame me and not want me anymore." I cried.
"Baby, I would never blame you for what Shannon did to you. You were violated and hurt by Shannon. You trusted him and he broke that trust. This is not your fault. I love you babygurl and I will always want you." He said as he stroked my cheek.
"What are we going to do about this baby?" I asked.
"This is our baby. Yours and mine. This baby is going to be loved and spoiled." Jeff smiled before kissing me with lots of love and passion.
We smiled and he crawled in and held me close. I fell asleep right away and so did he. I woke up at 4 in the morning and watched Jeff as he slept. I stroked his hair and kissed his forehead. He wiggled his toes and shifted his weight, but did not wake up. He was so cute. I love this man so much. I should have told him about Shannon. Now that he know and he still loves and wants me, I feel a lot better. I think I can over come any obstacle now. I look at him again and lean in once more. I kissed his lips and he pulled me in for a deeper, more passionate kiss. I moaned into his mouth and ran my hands up and down his chest. He groaned and arched his back. The next thing I knew we were making love and it felt great. When we were done he put my gown back on and he put his clothes back on. We cuddled into one another.
"I love you." I whispered.
"I love you more babygurl."
We both fell back asleep. My door opening awoke me. I saw Mathew and smiled.
"Hey." I whispered.
"Hey sis. How are you feeling?"
"I feel a lot better physically, but emotionally I am not ok." I said.
"Why what's wrong?"
"I'm afraid that Shannon might take this baby away. I know he will. When I got into a fight with Jeff, I ran out of the hotel and Shannon ran after me. He grabbed my arm and what he said scared me."
"What did he say?" Mathew asked.
"He said he knows he is my baby's father and he wants to be apart of his or her life. He's not letting this go. He also said that we will be together and this baby is his and mine. He use to be so sweet and now he's evil and scary. Why won't he leave me alone?" I cried.
"Oh sis. He just loves you very much and will do anything to make you go with him."
"I keep telling him to stay away. I tell him I love Jeff with all my heart and I wanna be with him."
"Since he isn't listen maybe you should press charges."
"I can't. I have no proof he raped me." I said.
"We can try and if they don't get him on that then we can get a restraining order and press charges of sexual harassment."
"Listen to your brother Stacy." Jeff said as he wrapped an arm around me.
"Jeff, you're awake." I said with surprise. "How much of it did you hear?"
"Enough to know Shannon has to be stopped." Jeff said angrily.
"I just don't wanna hurt him." I said.
"How could you say that after he hurt you?" Jeff asked.
"I know he hurt me, but in all fairness he didn't think he was doing anything wrong. In his mind he thought I wanted it. I think he just in confused right now. I just want him to get help because I know if he doesn't he is going to do something to me and this baby" I said.
I felt Jeff pull me closer into his body and rub my belly.
"I'm going to love you and this baby. I'm also going to make sure he stays away from you. This is our baby not his and he will find that out real soon" Jeff said with assurance in his voice.
"I believe you Jeffy." I said as I placed my hand on his, which was on my belly.
Well later that day, Jeff and Mathew went to a WWE meeting. So I just laid on my hospital bed and slept until I felt my mouth being covered by a hand. My eyes shot open and I saw Shannon. I trying to scream and get away, but he made sure I didn't do any of that.
"Stacy, stop it." He said angrily.
I've never seen him this evil, scary, and strong. What happened to my innocent, sweet Shannon?
"You've caused me a lot of trouble. Why can't you just admit you love me and that you want to be with me? Do I have to get rid of Jeff to show you that you belong with me? I didn't rape you that night....you wanted it. I could feel it. That night we made this baby. THIS IS MY BABY STACY! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TRY TO TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME. NOW ARE YOU GOING TO COME WITH ME PEACEFULLY OR DO I HAVE TO MAKE YOU COME WITH ME?" Shannon said roughly.
~~~Meanwhile~~~
At the meeting, Mathew looked around and saw Shannon was missing.
"Jeff, Shannon isn't here."
"What?" Jeff said.
Jeff looked around.
"You don't think......" Jeff started out.
"Stacy!" They both said with worry in their voices.
"I'm sorry I hurt you. I love you so very much." He cried.
"I love you too." I sobbed.
We both cried together and when we calmed down a bit, he pulled back and kissed me. I kissed back. It was then I noticed my brother was standing next to the bed.
"Spiky, when did you get here?" I asked.
"I've been here the whole time." Mathew chuckled.
"Oppsssss" I giggled.
"I see how it's going to be. You don't love me no more." He pouted.
"I love you very much Spiky." I said. "Can I get a hug from you?" I asked
"You never have to ask me for a hug sweetie." He smiled as he hugged me.
I hugged him tightly as he kissed the side of my head.
"I'm going to go back to the hotel, but as soon as they let me back in I will be back here okay?" Mathew said.
"Okay bro. I love you." I said.
"Love you too." He said hugging me goodbye.
As soon as he left Jeff sat on my bed and took my hand.
"Now that he is gone I think we should talk." He said gently.
I nodded and squeezed his hand.
"Why didn't you tell me about Shannon raping you?"
"I was embarrassed and scared." I cried.
"Why would you feel that way?"
"Because I should've did more to get him off and I thought if I had told you that you would blame me and not want me anymore." I cried.
"Baby, I would never blame you for what Shannon did to you. You were violated and hurt by Shannon. You trusted him and he broke that trust. This is not your fault. I love you babygurl and I will always want you." He said as he stroked my cheek.
"What are we going to do about this baby?" I asked.
"This is our baby. Yours and mine. This baby is going to be loved and spoiled." Jeff smiled before kissing me with lots of love and passion.
We smiled and he crawled in and held me close. I fell asleep right away and so did he. I woke up at 4 in the morning and watched Jeff as he slept. I stroked his hair and kissed his forehead. He wiggled his toes and shifted his weight, but did not wake up. He was so cute. I love this man so much. I should have told him about Shannon. Now that he know and he still loves and wants me, I feel a lot better. I think I can over come any obstacle now. I look at him again and lean in once more. I kissed his lips and he pulled me in for a deeper, more passionate kiss. I moaned into his mouth and ran my hands up and down his chest. He groaned and arched his back. The next thing I knew we were making love and it felt great. When we were done he put my gown back on and he put his clothes back on. We cuddled into one another.
"I love you." I whispered.
"I love you more babygurl."
We both fell back asleep. My door opening awoke me. I saw Mathew and smiled.
"Hey." I whispered.
"Hey sis. How are you feeling?"
"I feel a lot better physically, but emotionally I am not ok." I said.
"Why what's wrong?"
"I'm afraid that Shannon might take this baby away. I know he will. When I got into a fight with Jeff, I ran out of the hotel and Shannon ran after me. He grabbed my arm and what he said scared me."
"What did he say?" Mathew asked.
"He said he knows he is my baby's father and he wants to be apart of his or her life. He's not letting this go. He also said that we will be together and this baby is his and mine. He use to be so sweet and now he's evil and scary. Why won't he leave me alone?" I cried.
"Oh sis. He just loves you very much and will do anything to make you go with him."
"I keep telling him to stay away. I tell him I love Jeff with all my heart and I wanna be with him."
"Since he isn't listen maybe you should press charges."
"I can't. I have no proof he raped me." I said.
"We can try and if they don't get him on that then we can get a restraining order and press charges of sexual harassment."
"Listen to your brother Stacy." Jeff said as he wrapped an arm around me.
"Jeff, you're awake." I said with surprise. "How much of it did you hear?"
"Enough to know Shannon has to be stopped." Jeff said angrily.
"I just don't wanna hurt him." I said.
"How could you say that after he hurt you?" Jeff asked.
"I know he hurt me, but in all fairness he didn't think he was doing anything wrong. In his mind he thought I wanted it. I think he just in confused right now. I just want him to get help because I know if he doesn't he is going to do something to me and this baby" I said.
I felt Jeff pull me closer into his body and rub my belly.
"I'm going to love you and this baby. I'm also going to make sure he stays away from you. This is our baby not his and he will find that out real soon" Jeff said with assurance in his voice.
"I believe you Jeffy." I said as I placed my hand on his, which was on my belly.
Well later that day, Jeff and Mathew went to a WWE meeting. So I just laid on my hospital bed and slept until I felt my mouth being covered by a hand. My eyes shot open and I saw Shannon. I trying to scream and get away, but he made sure I didn't do any of that.
"Stacy, stop it." He said angrily.
I've never seen him this evil, scary, and strong. What happened to my innocent, sweet Shannon?
"You've caused me a lot of trouble. Why can't you just admit you love me and that you want to be with me? Do I have to get rid of Jeff to show you that you belong with me? I didn't rape you that night....you wanted it. I could feel it. That night we made this baby. THIS IS MY BABY STACY! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TRY TO TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME. NOW ARE YOU GOING TO COME WITH ME PEACEFULLY OR DO I HAVE TO MAKE YOU COME WITH ME?" Shannon said roughly.
~~~Meanwhile~~~
At the meeting, Mathew looked around and saw Shannon was missing.
"Jeff, Shannon isn't here."
"What?" Jeff said.
Jeff looked around.
"You don't think......" Jeff started out.
"Stacy!" They both said with worry in their voices.