I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY! I know...no update
in nearly a year. I am shocking! My apologies! I am so bloody sorry!
Anyway...Here is chapter 5. Which I hate, but I hate all my chapters because
I think a incoherent, rabid monkey could write better than me. I hate
everything I write. I see it all as crap. Hence the reason this took so
long...wrote it out about a million times and just kept deleting it because I
hated it. Then we moved to Australia, I lost interest in Beyblade. But
now...I am back. Enjoy the chapter and give me reviews!
This is Ray/Kai, Haven't figured out any more pairings. You don't like Ray/Kai, I don't care. If you don't like, then leave. My English is pretty shit (according to my teacher, I swear.........I'll kill her) so don't complain. I don't own Beyblade. I also don't own Audioslave or any rights to their song "Like A Stone". THANKS TO ALL WHO REVIEWED!
Kai's POV:
I step into our room and shut the door behind me. It is rather dark although there is a dim light coming from Ray's bathroom to my left. I can hear whispering and the occasional harsh grunt. Judy steps out of the bathroom and gives me a warm smile. Her face glows in the dim light.
"Kai, can I ask a favour? I have some business to attend to tonight. Would it be possible for you to look after Ray this evening?"
"Fine" I grunt...stupid Ray. Now I have to baby-sit him because he can't handle a bit of alcohol. I am going to have to listen to his retching all night. There goes my sleep.
Judy informs me of my duties, keeping his fluids up and all this other crap that I barely take in. She thanks me then leaves. I turn the lights on and head towards Rays bathroom (A/N: There are bathrooms either side of the double bed)
I step inside the bathroom and watch him with a smirk. He looks so pathetic with his eyes closed, head lying against the seat. His eyes flutter open and he gives me one long contemptuous look before turning his head the other way. So he does blame me for his drinking. Can't understand why though. I didn't do anything. Man, is that smell coming from me? Either way...I need a shower.
"Oi, sulk face. I'm gonna go have a shower. You be alright for a few minutes, yeah?" He turns his head sharply back towards me, pupils mere slits
"That's a bit rich coming from you. Me? Sulking? Look who's talk—"he can't continue, a stream of vomit comes pouring out his mouth. I can't look, it's rather repulsive. I turn on my heel and go to my bag. I retrieve my necessities and go to my bathroom. In the shower, turn the hot water on. Scalding hot...just how I like it.
After about 10 minutes of practically burning my skin off, I decide to stop. Looking in the mirror with the towel around my waist, I notice how my naturally pale skin has become bright red. I kinda look like a lobster. Hee hee. I exit the bathroom and I'm stunned to see Ray lying on our bed staring at the ceiling. I wonder how he got the energy to get up. He better not vomit in the bed...or I'll slit his throat.
"You know Kai, I know nothing about you."
"Your point being?" He startled me. I didn't expect him to be able to speak so clearly. He sobered up rather quickly. I grab another towel from my back and begin drying my hair.
"Well, I'm just saying...I've known you for about a year or so and I know a little about you. I know you were obviously born here in Russia, that you have a evil grandfather and that you were brought up in the Abbey and don't like a lot of people"
"That's really all there is to know" I reply, voice muffled by the towel.
"I was born in my village" He says quietly. Why do I sense this is gonna be a long night...
"My mothers dead and my father abandoned me not long after she died...I haven't seen him since" He whispers.
"Why are you telling me this Ray?" I sigh. I don't wanna know about this. I really don't.
"Well, you know about me...so what about you?" He says curiously
"I don't remember ever making any deal. Besides...it's none of you business" I reply coldly. "My life isn't a topic I want to discuss. Now go to sleep."
"Why are you so cold to everyone? Christ, what's your deal?"
I turn sharply towards him "Listen to me, it's non of your fucking business. Just drop it, alright?" I say lowering my voice at the end. He looks so frightened, but angry all the same. I've never spoken to him like that.
"It was just a god damn question. I can't believe how much of a tight wad you are" He says rather angrily. Fuck this, I don't have to put up with this shit
"You know what, fuck you Kon. I don't have to take this shit from a poor piece of trash like you" I snarl before walking to the door. "I'm not putting up with this, you can fucking choke on your vomit for all I care" I say before leaving. I need to get outta here.
Ray's POV:
I see his blue hair disappear and the he slams the door on the way out. Aggravating the pain throbbing in my head. How dare he speak to me like that. I never did anything to deserve that kinda treatment...or maybe. I did kinda push him a bit. No, this isn't my fault. What about the last thing he said 'you can choke'. Does he really hate me that much? No, he was just angry. Why do I love him? He's such an tosser. I hate everything about him, and I try to tell myself he's no good. It just never works. I stand up and move towards the bathroom...I need a shower too. I sobered up pretty fast, although most of it I vomited up. I still feel like shit though.
I hate this...I hate being in love with someone who I could never get along with. You can't change people like Kai. We could be together but he'd still treat my like a object. It's so frustrating knowing this... I love him so much. I don't even notice that I'm crying. Crying over him. How could I be so pathetic? I am weak, I'm ugly, nobody loves me, I'm all alone. Why do I love him if he makes me feel so bad. Crying is draining the energy out of me. A fierce throbbing pain in my head the result of all this crying. He hates me. I have to sit down, this is too much. I bring my knees up to my chest and the shower and let it all out...
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yeah, I know. Shitty! Anyway...some people may say "THIS IS OUT OF CHARACTER! RAY WOULD NEVER BE LIKE THIS" Bullshit. Being in love sucks. Minor things upset you. Like the guy I love once told me I couldn't ring him because he wasn't at home, and he had promised me he would be home that day so I could ring him. For some reason that made me so angry and then I got all these self doubts in my head. Then I cried for about 2 hours. Yes...call me a drama queen but I love that guy so much! He means so much to me. And besides...none of us have met Ray or talked to him. How would we know his character? From watching the show? Pfft...Besides...he's a cartoon and this is my story.
Oh and the 'duties' Kai has to do to look after a drunk...I would list them if I knew what to do. Only time I got seriously drunk I passed out on a school oval...then the sprinklers came on, that really sucked.
Anyway, review. Please?
This is Ray/Kai, Haven't figured out any more pairings. You don't like Ray/Kai, I don't care. If you don't like, then leave. My English is pretty shit (according to my teacher, I swear.........I'll kill her) so don't complain. I don't own Beyblade. I also don't own Audioslave or any rights to their song "Like A Stone". THANKS TO ALL WHO REVIEWED!
Kai's POV:
I step into our room and shut the door behind me. It is rather dark although there is a dim light coming from Ray's bathroom to my left. I can hear whispering and the occasional harsh grunt. Judy steps out of the bathroom and gives me a warm smile. Her face glows in the dim light.
"Kai, can I ask a favour? I have some business to attend to tonight. Would it be possible for you to look after Ray this evening?"
"Fine" I grunt...stupid Ray. Now I have to baby-sit him because he can't handle a bit of alcohol. I am going to have to listen to his retching all night. There goes my sleep.
Judy informs me of my duties, keeping his fluids up and all this other crap that I barely take in. She thanks me then leaves. I turn the lights on and head towards Rays bathroom (A/N: There are bathrooms either side of the double bed)
I step inside the bathroom and watch him with a smirk. He looks so pathetic with his eyes closed, head lying against the seat. His eyes flutter open and he gives me one long contemptuous look before turning his head the other way. So he does blame me for his drinking. Can't understand why though. I didn't do anything. Man, is that smell coming from me? Either way...I need a shower.
"Oi, sulk face. I'm gonna go have a shower. You be alright for a few minutes, yeah?" He turns his head sharply back towards me, pupils mere slits
"That's a bit rich coming from you. Me? Sulking? Look who's talk—"he can't continue, a stream of vomit comes pouring out his mouth. I can't look, it's rather repulsive. I turn on my heel and go to my bag. I retrieve my necessities and go to my bathroom. In the shower, turn the hot water on. Scalding hot...just how I like it.
After about 10 minutes of practically burning my skin off, I decide to stop. Looking in the mirror with the towel around my waist, I notice how my naturally pale skin has become bright red. I kinda look like a lobster. Hee hee. I exit the bathroom and I'm stunned to see Ray lying on our bed staring at the ceiling. I wonder how he got the energy to get up. He better not vomit in the bed...or I'll slit his throat.
"You know Kai, I know nothing about you."
"Your point being?" He startled me. I didn't expect him to be able to speak so clearly. He sobered up rather quickly. I grab another towel from my back and begin drying my hair.
"Well, I'm just saying...I've known you for about a year or so and I know a little about you. I know you were obviously born here in Russia, that you have a evil grandfather and that you were brought up in the Abbey and don't like a lot of people"
"That's really all there is to know" I reply, voice muffled by the towel.
"I was born in my village" He says quietly. Why do I sense this is gonna be a long night...
"My mothers dead and my father abandoned me not long after she died...I haven't seen him since" He whispers.
"Why are you telling me this Ray?" I sigh. I don't wanna know about this. I really don't.
"Well, you know about me...so what about you?" He says curiously
"I don't remember ever making any deal. Besides...it's none of you business" I reply coldly. "My life isn't a topic I want to discuss. Now go to sleep."
"Why are you so cold to everyone? Christ, what's your deal?"
I turn sharply towards him "Listen to me, it's non of your fucking business. Just drop it, alright?" I say lowering my voice at the end. He looks so frightened, but angry all the same. I've never spoken to him like that.
"It was just a god damn question. I can't believe how much of a tight wad you are" He says rather angrily. Fuck this, I don't have to put up with this shit
"You know what, fuck you Kon. I don't have to take this shit from a poor piece of trash like you" I snarl before walking to the door. "I'm not putting up with this, you can fucking choke on your vomit for all I care" I say before leaving. I need to get outta here.
Ray's POV:
I see his blue hair disappear and the he slams the door on the way out. Aggravating the pain throbbing in my head. How dare he speak to me like that. I never did anything to deserve that kinda treatment...or maybe. I did kinda push him a bit. No, this isn't my fault. What about the last thing he said 'you can choke'. Does he really hate me that much? No, he was just angry. Why do I love him? He's such an tosser. I hate everything about him, and I try to tell myself he's no good. It just never works. I stand up and move towards the bathroom...I need a shower too. I sobered up pretty fast, although most of it I vomited up. I still feel like shit though.
I hate this...I hate being in love with someone who I could never get along with. You can't change people like Kai. We could be together but he'd still treat my like a object. It's so frustrating knowing this... I love him so much. I don't even notice that I'm crying. Crying over him. How could I be so pathetic? I am weak, I'm ugly, nobody loves me, I'm all alone. Why do I love him if he makes me feel so bad. Crying is draining the energy out of me. A fierce throbbing pain in my head the result of all this crying. He hates me. I have to sit down, this is too much. I bring my knees up to my chest and the shower and let it all out...
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yeah, I know. Shitty! Anyway...some people may say "THIS IS OUT OF CHARACTER! RAY WOULD NEVER BE LIKE THIS" Bullshit. Being in love sucks. Minor things upset you. Like the guy I love once told me I couldn't ring him because he wasn't at home, and he had promised me he would be home that day so I could ring him. For some reason that made me so angry and then I got all these self doubts in my head. Then I cried for about 2 hours. Yes...call me a drama queen but I love that guy so much! He means so much to me. And besides...none of us have met Ray or talked to him. How would we know his character? From watching the show? Pfft...Besides...he's a cartoon and this is my story.
Oh and the 'duties' Kai has to do to look after a drunk...I would list them if I knew what to do. Only time I got seriously drunk I passed out on a school oval...then the sprinklers came on, that really sucked.
Anyway, review. Please?