"She really cannot have this baby! I mean, look at me. I'm not exactly normal, am I?" Jake lay next to Hamilton, her head on his stomach, and gazed out of the window as she whispered to him.
"Normal you may not be, but beautiful you are." He said softly back, looking gorgeously romantic as he spoke those poetic words. He sat up and leaned forward, covering her with his arms and chest. "You are the sweetest, most beautiful, foxiest, fantastic girl that ever lived, and you're mine." His entire sentence was punctuated by kisses on her forehead, nose and lips, and she felt herself melting under his deep blue gaze.
"Ok ok, so I'm all those things." She smiled then shook her head, determined to get back to the subject. "But I had 8 years of relative normalcy when my dad was around, before he left and Mom gave up me for her career. This kid ain't even gonna get a chance of that!!!"
Hamilton smiled gently. "Look, maybe you could work something out with her. I mean, I'm not saying this because I want you to leave, because I never ever want you to go far away from me, but you could look after it or find someone nearby who could…" he trailed off as she sat straight up, her greeny eyes boring deep into his own.
"You're saying I should leave? Just for some poor kid my mother happens to bring into the world? I…I thought you loved me!" Jake glared accusingly at him as he tried to avoid her eyes.
"NO! That's not what I'm saying. You know I love you, I can't even live without you you're beautiful. It's just you could…I don't know…arrange something for the kid. When it's born it isn't gonna know anything, you should at least get your mother to give it to someone who'll love it and care for it properly without running off when something bad happens. And ok you'll be 15 years older than it, but you could be like his mother!" Hammie was getting all excited, and Jake knew she'd have to stop that…and fast!
She lay back down next to him, wrapping her arms around his stomach and holding him tight. "I love you" she whispered "but that's never gonna happen. I just hope she wont fuck up this any more than she did with me…" she kissed her boyfriends' nose, and settled down into a turbulent slumber.