This Pain Becomes Me
Loneliness. Sorrow. Rage.
Three emotions that beat within this fragile heart of mine.
Always alone and forever wandering.
Never there when needed
Always there when unwanted.
Eternal Sorrow.
Pining for one out of reach.
Yet finding myself drawn to another.
I find that my only solace from the war of my heart
In a curse not of my choosing.
Blinding Crimson Fury
The fires burn deep within my soul
Asking, begging, commanding me to release it.
To destroy the one that has crushed my happiness.
And when the flames burn low, and my mind is cleared.
I find myself once again lost in the world.
Left to dwell on the faults of my own.
And so do I wander, ever walking.
Searching for a cure to my curses.
Perhaps then I will my peace.
Perhaps then I can forgive the one who has caused me this pain.
Perhaps then you and
I shall see eye to eye.
Until then, I can only trudge my weary way.
Until then, this pain shall always be borne in my heart.
Until then, this pain shall become me.
And so...do I lash out at the world.