Chapter 4 ~ the project ~
My world is now upside down. I'm having this feeling that I haven't had before. What could it be? Is it love? Or is it anger? Or is it both? What if I'm jealous about Cordelia flirting with Spike? But I never actually feel anything for Jake before. Oh my god. It is love, jealousy and hate. Help! I am lost. Next morning, I saw Spike outside my house. I opened the window and asked him "Spike what are you doing here?" I feel embarrassed because I'm still having my bunny pajamas on. "I'm picking you up to school, duh!" He said. Before closing the window I said, "Oh, ok. Just wait for a minute. Let me get ready." I took a shower as fast as possible, put on a white turtleneck top and a black mini skirt, sprayed Ralph Lauren Perfume and rushed downstairs. My mom said, "Who's that boy outside Buffy?" Then she smiled. I told her "He's just a friend of mine. Ok I got to go. See you later mom." And I closed the door. I went in the car and said, "Hi! Sorry I took so long." "Nah! It's ok I should have called first." He said while starting the engine. He looked hot in the dark green shirt with jeans he was wearing. This time he was listening to simple plan, addicted which is one of my favorite too. He is so perfect by the face, the smile and everything he's just perfect. The smell of his cologne makes me wana hug him the rest of my life. When we reached school, he grabbed my hand before I can get out of the car he said, "So what is the answer Summers?" "Umm.. Can I tell you later cause I'm kinda late for class." I told him. "Tell me during recess." He said and I just walk of. Sometimes I hate myself for doing that. Cringggg.... The bell rang. I walked out of the class and I found Spike leaning on the wall. "Hi!" I said. Then he replied "Let's go." We got our food and went and find a seat. We sat at a table under a tree. Thank god we got that seat because it's was so hot. Everyone was looking at me as if I killed someone. I knew they were talking about I can feel it. I didn't look at him, I just look at my food and eat. When I was done, he asked me "So will you try? I know you like me but you're just afraid." I replied " Alright I do like you and the reason why I don't want to be your girlfriend is I'm tired of fighting Spike. I can't take it no more." "So you're just going to give up. Is that what your going to do. And what if were meant to be you're still not going to try."he said. I told him, "Spi..." Before I could even say anything he kissed me. It was just so perfect. I wish I could just freeze this moment. Then he said "Buffy let's just try. I don't care what they think about us. All that matters is that we're together." That was the sweetest thing I didn't know what to do so I just kissed him back. Well you can't blame me it was so cute the way he said it.
He smiled and said, "So is that a yes." I just blushed I can bet my cheeks was so red that I almost popped. The bell rang and I stood up and started walking and he catched up and hold my hand. I was so happy in the inside but I didn't show it in the outside. We went in class and Cor saw me and Spike holding hands. I saw the look in her face which shows that she's angry. We sat at the back and Cor took a seat infront.
Our english teacher came in and told us that there's a project of two which she have arrange who is doing it with who. She said, "Stephanie and Mike, Lisa and Xander, Buffy and Angel,........., Cordelia and Spike,........." Cor turn around and smiled at me. "Ok class. What I want you to do is do a play from any classic movies. And the maximum time is 5 minute. I will choose the best Juliet and Romeo and the others will play the small parts."
We went and sit in our groups and start discussing what to act. Cor was flirting with my guy. When is she going to give it up. She do know that he likes me not her. God she so don't have a life of her own. I didn't pay attention at all in what I was doing. I just kept starring at Spike and what he was doing. I was actually enjoying staring at him and don't ask me why cause I too don't know. The bell have to ring and everyone rushes out but me and Spike.
My world is now upside down. I'm having this feeling that I haven't had before. What could it be? Is it love? Or is it anger? Or is it both? What if I'm jealous about Cordelia flirting with Spike? But I never actually feel anything for Jake before. Oh my god. It is love, jealousy and hate. Help! I am lost. Next morning, I saw Spike outside my house. I opened the window and asked him "Spike what are you doing here?" I feel embarrassed because I'm still having my bunny pajamas on. "I'm picking you up to school, duh!" He said. Before closing the window I said, "Oh, ok. Just wait for a minute. Let me get ready." I took a shower as fast as possible, put on a white turtleneck top and a black mini skirt, sprayed Ralph Lauren Perfume and rushed downstairs. My mom said, "Who's that boy outside Buffy?" Then she smiled. I told her "He's just a friend of mine. Ok I got to go. See you later mom." And I closed the door. I went in the car and said, "Hi! Sorry I took so long." "Nah! It's ok I should have called first." He said while starting the engine. He looked hot in the dark green shirt with jeans he was wearing. This time he was listening to simple plan, addicted which is one of my favorite too. He is so perfect by the face, the smile and everything he's just perfect. The smell of his cologne makes me wana hug him the rest of my life. When we reached school, he grabbed my hand before I can get out of the car he said, "So what is the answer Summers?" "Umm.. Can I tell you later cause I'm kinda late for class." I told him. "Tell me during recess." He said and I just walk of. Sometimes I hate myself for doing that. Cringggg.... The bell rang. I walked out of the class and I found Spike leaning on the wall. "Hi!" I said. Then he replied "Let's go." We got our food and went and find a seat. We sat at a table under a tree. Thank god we got that seat because it's was so hot. Everyone was looking at me as if I killed someone. I knew they were talking about I can feel it. I didn't look at him, I just look at my food and eat. When I was done, he asked me "So will you try? I know you like me but you're just afraid." I replied " Alright I do like you and the reason why I don't want to be your girlfriend is I'm tired of fighting Spike. I can't take it no more." "So you're just going to give up. Is that what your going to do. And what if were meant to be you're still not going to try."he said. I told him, "Spi..." Before I could even say anything he kissed me. It was just so perfect. I wish I could just freeze this moment. Then he said "Buffy let's just try. I don't care what they think about us. All that matters is that we're together." That was the sweetest thing I didn't know what to do so I just kissed him back. Well you can't blame me it was so cute the way he said it.
He smiled and said, "So is that a yes." I just blushed I can bet my cheeks was so red that I almost popped. The bell rang and I stood up and started walking and he catched up and hold my hand. I was so happy in the inside but I didn't show it in the outside. We went in class and Cor saw me and Spike holding hands. I saw the look in her face which shows that she's angry. We sat at the back and Cor took a seat infront.
Our english teacher came in and told us that there's a project of two which she have arrange who is doing it with who. She said, "Stephanie and Mike, Lisa and Xander, Buffy and Angel,........., Cordelia and Spike,........." Cor turn around and smiled at me. "Ok class. What I want you to do is do a play from any classic movies. And the maximum time is 5 minute. I will choose the best Juliet and Romeo and the others will play the small parts."
We went and sit in our groups and start discussing what to act. Cor was flirting with my guy. When is she going to give it up. She do know that he likes me not her. God she so don't have a life of her own. I didn't pay attention at all in what I was doing. I just kept starring at Spike and what he was doing. I was actually enjoying staring at him and don't ask me why cause I too don't know. The bell have to ring and everyone rushes out but me and Spike.