My own fragile body plunging down
Hitting the pavement with out a sound
Pain is burning with an internal fire
As I balance my life upon a super thin wire
Thin metal blade, controlling my life
Who would have thought addiction came in a knife?
I know I'm alive, that I'm in control
Never mind that I'm losing a bit of my soul
Red crimson blood, my very heart
This is where I turn when my life falls apart
Are you happy now lord? Damning me to Hell
I know I bring this on myself, which is just as well.
You said you'd protect me lord, from all bad things that be
There's one thing you can't protect me from, guess what? Its ME.
Is suicide a sin God? A terrible, horrible thing?
I like the sound of it though, whatever Hell it may bring
All I need is a single slash
And before my eyes my life would flash
I think I'll stop being poetic now,
And end it all, my life sucks anyhow
What's that God? I can't, It's not my time to die?
Never before have you heard any of my cries
You'll be my crutch? You know that that's a joke.
I'm a sinner you know, I cut and curse, I might as well smoke
No more talking now God, me and death have a date
No longer to send me to hell, will you have to wait.