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A/N: This is my first baby (as for fic) so try to be sweethearts :) Thanks Kristen for beta-ing! Kisses, Ally.
Summary: Buffy Summers is young, beautiful, strong and.. blind woman. She lost her eye light three years ago, now she lives with that what she has. One day she meets William 'Spike' Walthrop, only then Buffy starts to understand what she have and what she wants.
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Chapter Seven
"So where are you taking me tonight?" Buffy asked when Spike got in the car.
"I was thinking about dinner in "Silver Spoons" and after that we could go to the beach, what do you say, luv?" Spike asked and looked at Buffy, she smiled over at him.
"Love to. Thank you."
"For what?"
"For taking me out, I understand it's strange to date a girl who can't even see you." She answered quietly and shyly.
"Hey, I'm the lucky one here, pet. You're amazing, beautiful and strong. I'm the happiest bloke in the world to take you out tonight." Spike said and Buffy blushed.
"So the "Silver Spoons", huh?" Buffy asked. Spike smiled and started to drive.
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"Wow, this place truly looks great." Spike said as he looked around the restaurant. It was big, with many amazing paintings on the walls.
"Wait till you taste the food." Buffy smiled.
"I see a free table. Come on." Spike took Buffy's hand and leaded her in the table's direction.
"Buffy!" Buffy and Spike turned in the direction of the voice. Spike saw a pretty brunette in a long light pink dress and a guy with her. *Poofter looks like he's just been in a hair gel factory explosion!* Though Spike.
"Cordy!" Buffy said happily. Spike lead her to the woman that Buffy just called 'Cordy'.
"Hey, nice to meet you here!" Cordy smiled to her friend and then turned her attention to Spike. *Wow, he's a hottie!* She thought to herself.
"Me too. You didn't call."
"Yeah, sorry. Angel's mom insisted on us staying there last night and we just got away two hours ago." Cordy said, slowly placing her hand over her boyfriend's, who stood beside her. Buffy knew Angel was there as well, she smelled his cologne.
"Angel." Buffy said polite.
"Buffy." He answered quietly.
"Luv, we're gonna lose our table." Spike broke the unpleasant silent that started to take over.
"Oh, right. Sorry. Um, Spike meet one of my best friends Cordelia Chase and her boyfriend Angel Ryan. Guy's, this is Spike." Spike smiled to Cordy and gave Angel a nonchalant look.
"Spike? What kinda name is that?" Angel asked with disbelief in his voice. Spike shrugged, this was the second time in two days when someone had asked him that.
"It's a nickname; can you say the same *Angel*?"
"Ok, we should go. Call me tomorrow, ok, Cordy?"
"Sure. Have a nice evening. Spike it was nice to meet you." Cordy gave her one-million-dollar-smile to the bleach blond.
"Mutual." Spike responded and guided Buffy to the table. He pulled out a chair for Buffy. She sat and he took a seat across Buffy. "So, tell me, luv, why the hateful look on your face for Peaches?"
"Peaches? Oh, you mean Angel. Um, well we have an unpleasant past." Buffy answered.
"You don't have to tell me anything if you don't want to, pet." Spike said noticing her get uncomfortable.
"No, no, it's ok." Buffy replied. "I dated Angel years ago. He was my first love, my first boyfriend, my first lover. We were together for three years; I gave my virginity to him. One day I came home and caught him in my bed with another woman. I kicked him out of my life. Two years ago Cordy asked me if I'd mind if she dated him. Mind? Hell, yes! But he really makes her happy, I think I was just jealous, that she could make him happy, but I couldn't." Buffy sobbed a little.
"Hey, none of that. This is our evening and you need to feel good." Spike said slowly stroking Buffy's cheek. She gave him a smile.
"Yeah, you're right."
"What can I bring you?" Asked the waitress, who just came to the table where Spike and Buffy sat.
"I'll take rissoles with mashed potatoes and French salad." Buffy answered facing the waitress.
"I'll have soup with meatballs and bring us a bottle of white wine too, pet." He smiled to waitress and turned his attention back to Buffy.
"So you know one of my fiascos in past relationships, gonna tell me some too?" Buffy asked when the waitress was gone.
"Don't have so much drama, but if you really want to know..." Spike started a bit uncomfortably. Buffy, immediately, felt the change in Spike's tone.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to pry. You don't need to tell me anything." Spike smiled. *She's so fucking perfect!*
"It's ok; I've just never really had serious relationships. Well at least never from both sides."
"How's that?"
"Well, my first love, Cecily, didn't think I was good enough for her, true I was a geek then, but... Well, I wrote poetry to her, awful poetry, but..."
"She should be grateful, if someone wrote to me I would be amazed! I think it's so sweet." Buffy said in a dreamy voice, Spike smiled to himself. *Who knows, luv, maybe I'll write you something.*
"Well anyway, I had an emotional breakdown, when Cecily rejected me. Then my sis came up with the idea that I should change my image completely. With her help I did, bleached my hair, bought black clothes, changed my whole attitude. Become a new person. And to my surprise I like this person much better."
"Wow. Guess your sis knew what she was doing." Buffy said.
"Here you go." The waitress brought their order.
"Thanks." Buffy smiled and slowly placed her plate closer to her. Spike watched as she started to eat, taking small bites of her dinner. "So your sister?" Buffy reminded Spike when he filled her glass with wine.
"Right, um, well, Dru is special."
"How'd you mean?"
"When she was born she had the umbilical cord around her neck, she lost a lot of oxygen and it affected her brain. Some people say she's crazy, I say she's special. You know she speaks with stars and usually know things that she could never know."
"Again with wow. I'd like to meet your sister." Buffy said amazed.
"I'm sure Dru would like to meet you too. I could take you to see her one day." Spike said and took a sip from his glass.
"To see her? Where is she living?" Buffy asked and drank as well.
"In a private cottage about an hour drive from Sunnyhell. She lives with three more girls and personnel that includes a doctor, two nurses and a shrink. Dru loves living there, it's a beautiful place."
"Why isn't she living with you?" Buffy asked and then started speaking before he even could give her an answer. "I-I'm sorry- that was rude, it- it's none of my business why she isn't living with you- I didn't mean it- No, I just-"
"Luv, you're babbling." Spike stopped her and softly put his hand over hers.
"I like that you show interest in my life, I'll be glad to answer any of your questions. If I don't want to I'll tell you, ok?" Buffy smiled and nodded. "So why Dru doesn't live with me, huh? I'd love if she did, but she doesn't like to live with me, she says I'm too crazy for her." He left out a laugh. Buffy smiled as well. "Our parents died when I was fifteen, Dru was twelve. We inherited lot money, well; I inherited a lot money, cos the will said that all Dru's money is in my answerability. I took care of her as much as I could, I still do, but she isn't as crazy as others thinks. She's smart, Buffy, really smart, and how can you convince a smart, 22 year old woman you're true?" Spike smiled. His hand was still on Buffy's. She didn't mind.
"Yeah, you're right. Besides, no one ever listens to older siblings. I should know." Spike smiled.
"How old is Lil' Bit?" Spike asked.
"Ok, that's starting to freak me out; does everybody in your life have a pet name?"
"No, mostly just people I like."
"Oh, so are you sure you're out with the right Summers sister?"
"Yeah, I'm more than sure." Spike smiled and took Buffy's hand to his mouth. He placed a small kiss on it and put it back on the table. Buffy smiled at his action. He was amazing and a real gentleman. Obviously her first impression was wrong.
"So, tell me Spike, what are you doing for a living?"
"Well, I guess I could not do anything, but I write." Spike answered, it was true with so much money he didn't have to ever work, but he loved writing.
"Write? What are you writing?"
"Um, I have a book called "Fool for love", it's about-"
"A guy who thinks that he is beneath the love of his life. Wow. It's really your book? I finished reading it three week ago. Fascinating." Buffy said when she interrupted Spike. He blushed a little.
"Uh, thanks. You read it?"
"Yeah, it's published in Braille. I really liked it. You're talented."
"I didn't even know it was published in Braille." Spike said more to himself than Buffy.
"So are you writing a new book?" Buffy asked interested, "Fool for love" was one of her favorite books, and now she was dining with the author of it. *Yay!*
"Um, yeah. It's almost finished, I just need an epilogue. It will be published the month after the next one. And I already have a few ideas for the next one." It was true; he got an idea for the new book yesterday, after meeting this amazing, young, beautiful and sexy woman. His pants became a little painful. *God, what's this woman doing to me?*
"Oh, that's great." Buffy said with a little sadness in her voice.
"Hey, what's wrong, luv?" Spike asked as he caught her sadness. Buffy smiled.
"Just, well, I'll probably won't get to read your book until next Christmas."
"Why is that?"
"Braille. It'll be published in Braille next year."
"I could read it for you, pet." *Where the fuck did that come from?* Spike asked himself.
"Oh... Um, thanks, but I don't want to bother you." Buffy said shyly.
"You won't, I'd love to do it."
"Ok." Buffy smiled.
"So tell me, luv, what're you doing for a living?"
"I own the gallery. Well actually my mom owns it, but I do everything there. I took care of it while mom was in the hospital, five years ago, she had a tumor in her head, but after the operation it's ok. We decided that she should live at home and you know, help there." Spike nodded. Buffy smiled when she felt him nodding, but still said. "Spike, honey, I understand that you're new with being in a blind person's company, but I'd be really grateful if you didn't nod, but answer my questions."
"Oh, sorry. Forgot." Spike smiled. His pants became even tighter when Buffy called him 'honey'.
"That's ok. So where was I?" Buffy took a deep breath. "Right, I took over the gallery. Um mom came back to it when I lost my eyesight, but a year later I was back in my full ability to do everything there. So in a few months it will be two years since I started fully working there."
"Lost your eyesight? I thought that you were blind from birth." Spike said distracted.
"Cos of my abilities?" Spike nodded and then immediately said.
"Yes, you do everything so- so-" Spike couldn't find the right word.
"Normal?" Buffy offered.
"Easy, luv."
"Well, I'm a fast learner." Spike smiled at that one. "I lost my eyesight in a car accident three years ago. Actually yesterday was exactly three years."
"And I screwed up your day even more." Spike said quietly.
"Well the morning, yeah, but I'm really not the morning person type. But you made my day better in the evening." Buffy said with a smile and Spike blushed again. *Shit, this girl is making me blush even more then I blushed as little William for Cecily.*
"I'm glad."
"Can I take this?" The waitress asked pointing to their empty dishes.
"Sure, pet." Spike answered and again turned to Buffy when the waitress was gone. "So, luv, do you wanna go?"
"To the beach?"
"If you want to."
"Love to." Buffy answered and Spike helped her get up. They both leaf the restaurant.
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A/N: The next chappie is on its way to you (the day after tomorrow, I promise). And leave reviews so I know you're reading my story (this part is for those readers who like JUST read and NOT to share in their option :) ) :) Kisses, Ally.
A/N: This is my first baby (as for fic) so try to be sweethearts :) Thanks Kristen for beta-ing! Kisses, Ally.
Summary: Buffy Summers is young, beautiful, strong and.. blind woman. She lost her eye light three years ago, now she lives with that what she has. One day she meets William 'Spike' Walthrop, only then Buffy starts to understand what she have and what she wants.
A/N: Thanks for reviews they really brings smile on my face.
To Lindz: No worries, I feel good to read reviews even the ones where's showed on my errors :) That's how I can know you're reading my story and you just want it to be written with out errors (that's good wish :)).
To DestinysFate: I appraise your offer of help; I may some day use it :) Just send me your e-mail address.
To Low - life: Ya know, sweet heart, what's the biggest different between you and Spuffy fan? You're just MY and MY writings fan, so you really do not understand the 'Spuffy sooner, Spuffy better' thing, but no worries the BIG problem in this story you WILL love. Oh, and I love the kissing part! (It's my story I do what I want) :)
Chapter Seven
"So where are you taking me tonight?" Buffy asked when Spike got in the car.
"I was thinking about dinner in "Silver Spoons" and after that we could go to the beach, what do you say, luv?" Spike asked and looked at Buffy, she smiled over at him.
"Love to. Thank you."
"For what?"
"For taking me out, I understand it's strange to date a girl who can't even see you." She answered quietly and shyly.
"Hey, I'm the lucky one here, pet. You're amazing, beautiful and strong. I'm the happiest bloke in the world to take you out tonight." Spike said and Buffy blushed.
"So the "Silver Spoons", huh?" Buffy asked. Spike smiled and started to drive.
***
"Wow, this place truly looks great." Spike said as he looked around the restaurant. It was big, with many amazing paintings on the walls.
"Wait till you taste the food." Buffy smiled.
"I see a free table. Come on." Spike took Buffy's hand and leaded her in the table's direction.
"Buffy!" Buffy and Spike turned in the direction of the voice. Spike saw a pretty brunette in a long light pink dress and a guy with her. *Poofter looks like he's just been in a hair gel factory explosion!* Though Spike.
"Cordy!" Buffy said happily. Spike lead her to the woman that Buffy just called 'Cordy'.
"Hey, nice to meet you here!" Cordy smiled to her friend and then turned her attention to Spike. *Wow, he's a hottie!* She thought to herself.
"Me too. You didn't call."
"Yeah, sorry. Angel's mom insisted on us staying there last night and we just got away two hours ago." Cordy said, slowly placing her hand over her boyfriend's, who stood beside her. Buffy knew Angel was there as well, she smelled his cologne.
"Angel." Buffy said polite.
"Buffy." He answered quietly.
"Luv, we're gonna lose our table." Spike broke the unpleasant silent that started to take over.
"Oh, right. Sorry. Um, Spike meet one of my best friends Cordelia Chase and her boyfriend Angel Ryan. Guy's, this is Spike." Spike smiled to Cordy and gave Angel a nonchalant look.
"Spike? What kinda name is that?" Angel asked with disbelief in his voice. Spike shrugged, this was the second time in two days when someone had asked him that.
"It's a nickname; can you say the same *Angel*?"
"Ok, we should go. Call me tomorrow, ok, Cordy?"
"Sure. Have a nice evening. Spike it was nice to meet you." Cordy gave her one-million-dollar-smile to the bleach blond.
"Mutual." Spike responded and guided Buffy to the table. He pulled out a chair for Buffy. She sat and he took a seat across Buffy. "So, tell me, luv, why the hateful look on your face for Peaches?"
"Peaches? Oh, you mean Angel. Um, well we have an unpleasant past." Buffy answered.
"You don't have to tell me anything if you don't want to, pet." Spike said noticing her get uncomfortable.
"No, no, it's ok." Buffy replied. "I dated Angel years ago. He was my first love, my first boyfriend, my first lover. We were together for three years; I gave my virginity to him. One day I came home and caught him in my bed with another woman. I kicked him out of my life. Two years ago Cordy asked me if I'd mind if she dated him. Mind? Hell, yes! But he really makes her happy, I think I was just jealous, that she could make him happy, but I couldn't." Buffy sobbed a little.
"Hey, none of that. This is our evening and you need to feel good." Spike said slowly stroking Buffy's cheek. She gave him a smile.
"Yeah, you're right."
"What can I bring you?" Asked the waitress, who just came to the table where Spike and Buffy sat.
"I'll take rissoles with mashed potatoes and French salad." Buffy answered facing the waitress.
"I'll have soup with meatballs and bring us a bottle of white wine too, pet." He smiled to waitress and turned his attention back to Buffy.
"So you know one of my fiascos in past relationships, gonna tell me some too?" Buffy asked when the waitress was gone.
"Don't have so much drama, but if you really want to know..." Spike started a bit uncomfortably. Buffy, immediately, felt the change in Spike's tone.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to pry. You don't need to tell me anything." Spike smiled. *She's so fucking perfect!*
"It's ok; I've just never really had serious relationships. Well at least never from both sides."
"How's that?"
"Well, my first love, Cecily, didn't think I was good enough for her, true I was a geek then, but... Well, I wrote poetry to her, awful poetry, but..."
"She should be grateful, if someone wrote to me I would be amazed! I think it's so sweet." Buffy said in a dreamy voice, Spike smiled to himself. *Who knows, luv, maybe I'll write you something.*
"Well anyway, I had an emotional breakdown, when Cecily rejected me. Then my sis came up with the idea that I should change my image completely. With her help I did, bleached my hair, bought black clothes, changed my whole attitude. Become a new person. And to my surprise I like this person much better."
"Wow. Guess your sis knew what she was doing." Buffy said.
"Here you go." The waitress brought their order.
"Thanks." Buffy smiled and slowly placed her plate closer to her. Spike watched as she started to eat, taking small bites of her dinner. "So your sister?" Buffy reminded Spike when he filled her glass with wine.
"Right, um, well, Dru is special."
"How'd you mean?"
"When she was born she had the umbilical cord around her neck, she lost a lot of oxygen and it affected her brain. Some people say she's crazy, I say she's special. You know she speaks with stars and usually know things that she could never know."
"Again with wow. I'd like to meet your sister." Buffy said amazed.
"I'm sure Dru would like to meet you too. I could take you to see her one day." Spike said and took a sip from his glass.
"To see her? Where is she living?" Buffy asked and drank as well.
"In a private cottage about an hour drive from Sunnyhell. She lives with three more girls and personnel that includes a doctor, two nurses and a shrink. Dru loves living there, it's a beautiful place."
"Why isn't she living with you?" Buffy asked and then started speaking before he even could give her an answer. "I-I'm sorry- that was rude, it- it's none of my business why she isn't living with you- I didn't mean it- No, I just-"
"Luv, you're babbling." Spike stopped her and softly put his hand over hers.
"I like that you show interest in my life, I'll be glad to answer any of your questions. If I don't want to I'll tell you, ok?" Buffy smiled and nodded. "So why Dru doesn't live with me, huh? I'd love if she did, but she doesn't like to live with me, she says I'm too crazy for her." He left out a laugh. Buffy smiled as well. "Our parents died when I was fifteen, Dru was twelve. We inherited lot money, well; I inherited a lot money, cos the will said that all Dru's money is in my answerability. I took care of her as much as I could, I still do, but she isn't as crazy as others thinks. She's smart, Buffy, really smart, and how can you convince a smart, 22 year old woman you're true?" Spike smiled. His hand was still on Buffy's. She didn't mind.
"Yeah, you're right. Besides, no one ever listens to older siblings. I should know." Spike smiled.
"How old is Lil' Bit?" Spike asked.
"Ok, that's starting to freak me out; does everybody in your life have a pet name?"
"No, mostly just people I like."
"Oh, so are you sure you're out with the right Summers sister?"
"Yeah, I'm more than sure." Spike smiled and took Buffy's hand to his mouth. He placed a small kiss on it and put it back on the table. Buffy smiled at his action. He was amazing and a real gentleman. Obviously her first impression was wrong.
"So, tell me Spike, what are you doing for a living?"
"Well, I guess I could not do anything, but I write." Spike answered, it was true with so much money he didn't have to ever work, but he loved writing.
"Write? What are you writing?"
"Um, I have a book called "Fool for love", it's about-"
"A guy who thinks that he is beneath the love of his life. Wow. It's really your book? I finished reading it three week ago. Fascinating." Buffy said when she interrupted Spike. He blushed a little.
"Uh, thanks. You read it?"
"Yeah, it's published in Braille. I really liked it. You're talented."
"I didn't even know it was published in Braille." Spike said more to himself than Buffy.
"So are you writing a new book?" Buffy asked interested, "Fool for love" was one of her favorite books, and now she was dining with the author of it. *Yay!*
"Um, yeah. It's almost finished, I just need an epilogue. It will be published the month after the next one. And I already have a few ideas for the next one." It was true; he got an idea for the new book yesterday, after meeting this amazing, young, beautiful and sexy woman. His pants became a little painful. *God, what's this woman doing to me?*
"Oh, that's great." Buffy said with a little sadness in her voice.
"Hey, what's wrong, luv?" Spike asked as he caught her sadness. Buffy smiled.
"Just, well, I'll probably won't get to read your book until next Christmas."
"Why is that?"
"Braille. It'll be published in Braille next year."
"I could read it for you, pet." *Where the fuck did that come from?* Spike asked himself.
"Oh... Um, thanks, but I don't want to bother you." Buffy said shyly.
"You won't, I'd love to do it."
"Ok." Buffy smiled.
"So tell me, luv, what're you doing for a living?"
"I own the gallery. Well actually my mom owns it, but I do everything there. I took care of it while mom was in the hospital, five years ago, she had a tumor in her head, but after the operation it's ok. We decided that she should live at home and you know, help there." Spike nodded. Buffy smiled when she felt him nodding, but still said. "Spike, honey, I understand that you're new with being in a blind person's company, but I'd be really grateful if you didn't nod, but answer my questions."
"Oh, sorry. Forgot." Spike smiled. His pants became even tighter when Buffy called him 'honey'.
"That's ok. So where was I?" Buffy took a deep breath. "Right, I took over the gallery. Um mom came back to it when I lost my eyesight, but a year later I was back in my full ability to do everything there. So in a few months it will be two years since I started fully working there."
"Lost your eyesight? I thought that you were blind from birth." Spike said distracted.
"Cos of my abilities?" Spike nodded and then immediately said.
"Yes, you do everything so- so-" Spike couldn't find the right word.
"Normal?" Buffy offered.
"Easy, luv."
"Well, I'm a fast learner." Spike smiled at that one. "I lost my eyesight in a car accident three years ago. Actually yesterday was exactly three years."
"And I screwed up your day even more." Spike said quietly.
"Well the morning, yeah, but I'm really not the morning person type. But you made my day better in the evening." Buffy said with a smile and Spike blushed again. *Shit, this girl is making me blush even more then I blushed as little William for Cecily.*
"I'm glad."
"Can I take this?" The waitress asked pointing to their empty dishes.
"Sure, pet." Spike answered and again turned to Buffy when the waitress was gone. "So, luv, do you wanna go?"
"To the beach?"
"If you want to."
"Love to." Buffy answered and Spike helped her get up. They both leaf the restaurant.
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A/N: The next chappie is on its way to you (the day after tomorrow, I promise). And leave reviews so I know you're reading my story (this part is for those readers who like JUST read and NOT to share in their option :) ) :) Kisses, Ally.