"Potter!" I look into your eyes, the sparking emerald that sets my heart on fire and I know I'm supposed to be mad. But your innocent beauty, the love that was never meant to be... And you look at me like I'm crazy, where's the evil blonde that's supposed to be your enemy? A silent tear drips down my face and you look at me like I'm crazy. Why?

I've been driving for an hour

Just talking to the rain

You say I've been driving you crazy

"Malfoy!" Dear God why can't I tell him to go away? What's wrong with me? He faces me and a tear falls. Malfoys aren't supposed to show emotion. Maybe he isn't what I made him out to be...but his eyes are cold and gray as slate...

Tell me why i should stay

'cause i don't want to waste

another moment in saying things

we never meant to say

I reach out and stroke his cheek, run and ice cold hand through his messy hair

And I take it just a little bit

Run a hand down his back. Why don't I just say what I mean? I love you. Or what I should say? Get away from me you bastard! But I'm sucked up in the middle and I won't rest until I'm in your arms

I hold my breath and count to ten

I've been waiting for a chance to let you in

A heart can free another, give the coldhearted the love to live. I can stretch my heart that I "wear so proudly on my sleeve" to fill Draco with warmth

If I just breathe

Let it fill the space between

A pink flush returns to my pale cheeks and I grow warm, from a love that I know was never meant to be...

I'll know everything is alright

Breath

Every little piece of me

A breath in my ear tells me everything, why can't you be meant to e?

Well it's all so overrated

But he's cheating on Hermione.

I'm not saying how you feel

But why can't you love me? You pull back and I wonder if it's real. That we were never meant to be? Cold stone and jewels don't rest together but together we could fix that. But only you walk away, leaving the place empty where someone was meant to be. Shivering...

I wonder if you realize

I've been waiting 'til

I see it in your eyes

"Harry!" you pause at your name whispered so delicately from my cold lips, and you look back and I can see it in your eyes. But you continue on wondering if it was meant to be.

So I whisper in the dark

Hoping you'll hear me

I love you and without you I am broken and will fall into the footsteps of my father and be the guilty and evil one and you fed me the heart to survive. The one that will now be led to destroy you. But I still love you.

Do you hear me?

The song is Michelle Branch's Breathe. this was just a little piece I wrote when the lights were out and I was felling down. Really a way to keep myself from making my first cut in my life. really scary, but eventually i was too scared to do it. however, now when i post this, i can't believe I even considered it.