From Draco's point of view, the song is "everywhere' by Michelle Branch (tell me i'm obsessed, but i'm not. its just the stuff I can actually write too) i own nothing but my ideas. this is just another way of looking at things.

WARNING: MY THOUGHTS (OR DRACO'S) MAY BE EXTREMLY CONFUSING!! YOUR ADVICE IS WELCOMED AND WANTED!!

Crabbe and Goyle are being annoying again. How many times do i have to tell them things? Sighing i look over to the Gryffindor table. My cold gray eyes rest on a dark-haired beauty...wait did I just think beauty? NO what's happening to me?...Saint Potter, and his stupid grin he has on as he watches Weasley stuff his mouth with food. Disgusting, doesn't he have manners? Why is harry smiling? Why is my heart wrenching in two when he smiles?

Turn it inside out so i can see

The part of you that's drifting over me

The glow of warmth and love that travels with him...some say he's as cold as me, but how, when he has a heart? They look at him with pity, fear, and what? Wait why am i thinking about him? Grumbling I force myself to look away, but in another minute my gaze is back on him. The weight of his heart that he drags with both courage and fear surrounds me, so heavy i can hardly bear it. I shut my eyes, almost longing for him to pass me, to put his burden on me, I can't stand to see my noble enemy suffer when it's not from my hands. and yet i long for him to come up to me, except he'll never by free will, i know.

And when I wake you're never there

But when sleep you're everywhere

You're everywhere

In the hearts of others and hurting everyone with your sadness and anger. I hardly know you anymore. you used to pick fights with me, but now you can't even to e bothered to throw one insult in my direction. Was i really never that important to you? Or is it only until recently?

Just tell how I got this far

Without you noticing me

Just tell me why

I'm here and who you are

Who did this to you? You're someone completely different.

'Cause everytime I look

and each time I look back at the Gryffindor table, longing for the old Harry to come back, to pay me any kind of attention...

you're never there

And everytime

I sleep you're always there

The Gryffindor who sits there watching the rest of the Dream team, isn't the boy in my dreams, the leader I want to beat. Or do i want to beat him?

'Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you

I see

You're everything

I know that makes me believe



That there is some hope, some way for me to succeed, some way for me to defeat my father and everything around me. that...

I'm not alone

You...

I'm not alone

...should be here next to me, had you only taken my hand on the first day, had you not chosen a different path. What did you do? to yourself? to your future? Why was my blood not good enough for you?

I recognize the way you make me feel

Jealous, angry, loving (no i couldn't have said that), the way you look down at your plate sends shivers through my ice-cold veins.

It's hard to think that you might not be real

I sense it now, the water's getting deep

Father says you will die, he says that in every letter, it's supposed to make me laugh, to make me happy. But I sense the dread that surrounds you...

I try to wash the pain away from me

it's too much to bear....when I'm not supposed to feel your sadness, or any feelings at all.

Away from me

And when I touch your hand

It's when I understand

What? that I'm not important to you? Or that I know how you feel? Or the duty that's entrusted to you? No, but that how you're heart' s getting heavy, with the love that's missing. And I hate to think I have some part in it. In making you collapse in your seat of weariness and doom. And I understand

The beauty that's within

And...

It's now that we begin

Together..

You always light my way

With your warm glow...leading me through the darkness of the tunnel, and all I have to face to get to you...

I hope there never comes a day

No matter where I go

...on the grounds, History of Magic, potions....

I always feel you so

hanging over my head, reminding me of what I can't become, of what I need to do...

Cause you're everywhere to me

And when I close my eyes it's you

I see

You're everything i know that makes me believe

I'm not alone

'Cause you're everywhere to me and when

I catch my breath it's you

I breathe

if only that was literal...wait am I actually admitting that?

You're everything

I know that makes me believe

I'm not alone...

to live up to people's expectations and to bear the burden, for you of saving the world, and me of destroying all happiness inside.

You're in everything i see

your heart travels the halls of Hogwarts, and I watch it waiting for Harry to come back and pay me the slightest attention.

So tell me

Without breaking my heart, or do I not have a heart? That pains me, only it shouldn't, it should prove that I am really a Malfoy.

Do you see me?

Dying for your love before your empty eyes

Originally I though this was going to be a one shot but then my depression got the best of me.