set to the song 'empty handed' by Michelle Branch, doesn't belong to me. Neither do Draco and Harry, although their names aren't really mentioned in this fic, it was written with them in mind......

so, i 'm dying,there's nothing to it, just my lifeless once emerald eyes. i havn't lived for ages, not since you left me and mared your perfect pale skin. so...

here i am take me it's easier to give in

to the pain. i thought you would always be there in the end, even if my friends turned against me, you were always knew the truth, whether it was from the information from your father or because you knew me so well, i'll never know anymore

some people mistake me

they only hear what

they want to hear



they never want to hear my less-than-golden thoughts,they never want to know that i can't fit their prefect image anymore

if your losing sleep

though i think you're not. I can only hope you care when your arch enemy falls to the ground. But even that I believe is stretching the realilty.

forgive me

for not allowing you to do the honors

i just can't keep pretending

that i'm a bloody Gryffindor, or their hero, their fucking mascot. That i don't still feel for you...

i'm paking my bags

'cause i don't wanna be the only one

who's drowning in their misery

would you care if i drowned? or only that you weren't the one to push me in? i'll spare you the details, so you can just forget about me, im going away,and i'm not coming back...i've lost everything if i get caught sneaking off, would you come to my rescue? but..

and i'll take that chance 'cause

i just wanna breathe

but i don't deserve pure air, so maybe i'll take one last breathe...

and i won't look back and

wonder how it's supposed to be

On earth, how would i live? but here, i hope i don't wonder what happened to you. i can only wait for you

how its supposed to be

How my life's supposed to go on without you? Looking out onto the grounds, strange how you can see through glass but it isn't there.

does that make you think of me? Soon i will be little more than that, a shadow, transparent. it's already beginning.but...

there's a prism by the window

that lets me see you one last time, flying on the pitch. I can see your silver hair glimmer in the sun and for a moment it blinds me.

it lets the light leak in

because you are my light and you are my darkness. You make me free, and you weigh me down

i wish you would let me

feel your love...but a Malfoy lives by no heart, and its killing ME.

you feel the water but do you swim?

i certainly don't, do you? I'm drowning. And in my dreams...

its only me empty handed

with a childish grin and a camera...

taking a picture, staring at you in the Hospital Wing. Your so beautiful when you sleep, even after Ron's punched your face so its barly reconizable. Your insults almost don't matter while I'm looking at you here.

And it fills my heart, and then you wake up and break it. And still i sing...

la da da da

as i make my first cut

cause i'm packing my bags



for heaven or for hell, i do not know and quite frankly i don't really care all that much.
My mother will be dissapointed. Is this what she gave her life to her child for?
But she won'tcare when I say I did it for you, a MALFOY.

I laugh harshy, a bitter, cold, heart wrenching laugh.
No she won't care for me anymore, just like no one will care in this world when they find out the truth i have beried for so long.

'Cause I'm leaving one nightmare where you are the star and entering another one. One where you are just another memory.
Just one more slice...

and i won't be back

forgive me Draco, but dont follow me. You don't deserve death, and I don't deserve you. Call me twisted. I don't give a damn, it's all just another memory.