Disclaimer: I'd buy 'Angel' from WB, if I could... Well, I'd probably re-
name it to 'Spike', but...
A/N: This is my first baby (as for fic) so try to be sweethearts :) Thanks Antti for beta-ing :) Kisses, Ally.
Summary: Buffy Summers is a young, beautiful, strong and... blind woman. She lost her eyesight three years ago and now she lives with what she has left. One day she meets William 'Spike' Walthrop and only then Buffy starts to understand what she has and what she wants.
A/N: *sigh* Yes, I know I'm haven't updated for a while. You're free to hate me.
Chapter Twenty-Six
"Could someone pass me the sauce?" Buffy asked reaching her hand over the table.
"Sure, here you go, luv." Spike said placing the sauceboat in Buffy's hand.
"Thanks." She smiled to the direction where Spike's voice came from.
The dinner had started half an hour ago and so far, everything was great. Spike had showed up with flowers for Buffy as well as for Joyce and Dawn, for which the youngest Summers had been even too happy. Then Spike had been introduce to Giles, Joyce's boyfriend who had also come to have dinners with the Summers' women. It was nice to have dinner like a family again. Since Buffy's father had left they never had time to get together and have a big dinner. Few hours and talks later Spike stood up as Joyce stood to clean the table. The elder woman smiled at that. *Such a gentleman, Buffy's really lucky.* She thought to herself and the added looking at Giles who had stood up as well. *Not that I'm not.*
"Let me help you with that." Giles said picking up some of the dishes as well. As they exited the dining room, Dawn yawned.
"God, I'm tired. I don't think anyone would mind if I go to sleep." She said standing up from the table. Dawn pecked Buffy's cheek and then looked up at Spike.
"It was nice evening, thank you." She said smiling and then yawned again. "I guess that's my sign to leave. Goodnight!"
"Night, Dawn!" Buffy called as Dawn walked out from the room.
"Sweet dreams!" Spike wished as well. "So, luv, all alone..." He grinned taking Buffy's hand up to his mouth and pressed a kiss on it. A small smile played on Buffy's lips as well.
"You're staying the night?" She asked slowly travelling her hand over Spike's cheek, trying to find his lips.
"I'd love to, but I don't think your mother would think the same..." Spike said and understanding Buffy's action leaned to kiss her.
Pouting she nodded. "Yeah, you probably are right, but we could spend tomorrow night together." Buffy said with little blush in her cheeks.
"Have anything in mind, pet?" The bleached blond asked grinning.
"Maybe." Buffy whispered. "Live and see... or in my case live and feel."
Again leaning to kiss Buffy, Spike whispered against her lips. "Hmm, the feel part sounds nice..."
Pressing her lips to Spike's, Buffy's own mind was racing. She wasn't really sure what she had meant by spending tomorrow night with Spike, but Faith's advice were making their way to her brain.
"It's late." Joyce said walking back in the dining room at first not noticing her daughter and Spike's lip locking, thought, when she did notice a little blush shaped in her cheeks.
Breaking the kiss Spike looked up at Joyce. "You're right, I should go." With that, he stood up.
Buffy, standing up as well, pouted slightly. "You're sure you need to go?" Biting her lower lip Spike assured.
"Yeah, I do, but we still have plans for tomorrow, right?"
Nodding Buffy said. "That we do. Ok, come, I'll walk you to the car." After saying his goodnights to Joyce and Giles, Spike walked out from the house with Buffy.
"He's good for her." Giles said stroking Joyce's back.
"Yeah, that he is."
***
"I need to work tomorrow." Buffy said walking to Spike's car. "Pick me up after the job's done?"
"Sure, pet. Just give me a call and I'll be there." Spike assured pressing a kiss on Buffy's cheek. "Did you enjoy the dinner?"
"Yes, very much. You?"
"Yeah, me too. You have great family." The bleached blond said, leaning against the car.
"Uh huh." Buffy muttered pressing her body at Spike's. "So does a girl get a goodnight kiss?"
Spike grinned. "It really depends on the girl."
"I'm a gooooood girl, so I think I should get a kiss." The blond said grinning as well.
"Well, if you say so." Leaning closer to her Spike pressed a lightly kiss on Buffy's lips.
Buffy pouted slightly. "That's all I get?"
"Well that was a 'goodnight' kiss, luv. That's what you wanted." He pointed smoothing her hair and still grinning.
"Ok, then." Leaning closer to him, she whispered. "Could I get a 'ravish me' kiss, please?"
"Maybe." With that, Spike smashed his lips on Buffy's. She instantly moaned in pleasure and passion. Breaking the kiss a few minutes later only made them both wish for more. "You know I should probably go before I throw you against this car and have my wicked ways." Buffy giggled at that.
"Would that be so bad?"
"Definitely not bad from my point of view, but it could look differently from where your mother is." Spike said looking up at the Summers house window where Joyce was standing and watching them.
"Mom's here?" Buffy asked puzzled and looked around. "I don't see her." She said playfully turning back to Spike.
Pressing a kiss on her forehead, Spike smiled. "She's watching through the window. Besides you're blind, pet, that means you can't see."
"Oh, really? Who'd thought..." Pressing her lips against his again, Buffy smiled in the kiss. She wanted more, to feel more of Spike on her. And she would, soon. Very, very soon.
***
"So what's your plan for tonight?" Willow asked, helping Buffy to take a painting off of the wall.
"I'm going to Spike's. We'll have a romantic evening. Well, at least that's what's planned." The blond said, a small smile playing on her lips.
"That's great." Willow said placing the painting on the table near her. "I'm happy that you're happy. Who'd thought a guy like that could make you so happy."
"He doesn't really look like my type, does he?" Buffy asked, she had been told how Spike looked, not that she wouldn't prefer to see him herself, but...
"No, he really doesn't. Thought he definitely looks hotter than any guy you ever dated. Sexy. Much and much." The redhead said dreamily.
"Willow!" Buffy giggled.
"What? I might be gay, but I'm not blind." When Buffy's giggles suddenly died Willow realized what she had just said. "Oh... God... I'm sorry... I... I didn't... it's just... God, I weren't even..."
"No, no, you're right." Buffy said sitting down and looking... well at nothing. "You can see him, so why shouldn't you enjoy what you see?"
"Honey, I didn't mean it like that..." Willow tried to apologize. She really hadn't wanted to make her friend feel uncomfortable.
"I know you didn't mean it like that, Wills, but it just came out like that. And you're right." Putting her head in her hands Buffy sighed. "I really wish I could see him."
Stroking her best friend's hair Willow sighed as well. "I know, honey. But... but you can enjoy him even if you don't see him, can't you?" The redhead asked trying to make Buffy feel better. The blond gave a slight smile.
"Yeah, but it still isn't the same. It's hard, Willow, it really is. To know that I never will be able to see anyone or anything again, to know how many I have lost, to know that opening my eyes all I will ever see again will be the darkness. It's hard. Really hard."
Hugging her best friend Willow sighed. Buffy was right, she didn't know what to say to help, thought there always were something you could do to help.
"Wanna close the gallery for a few hours and go shopping?" The redhead asked and Buffy let out a little giggle.
"Yeah. Let's go shopping."
***
A/N: A response to Zerli review... Sweetie, your free to think about what'll happen in the fic what ever you want... just don't say it to me... dunno why, but it doesn't make me feel good. And for you and anyone else who's wondering... Gabriela will NOT give Buffy her sigh back... I honestly haven't decided if she WILL get it back at all...
A/N: This is my first baby (as for fic) so try to be sweethearts :) Thanks Antti for beta-ing :) Kisses, Ally.
Summary: Buffy Summers is a young, beautiful, strong and... blind woman. She lost her eyesight three years ago and now she lives with what she has left. One day she meets William 'Spike' Walthrop and only then Buffy starts to understand what she has and what she wants.
A/N: *sigh* Yes, I know I'm haven't updated for a while. You're free to hate me.
Chapter Twenty-Six
"Could someone pass me the sauce?" Buffy asked reaching her hand over the table.
"Sure, here you go, luv." Spike said placing the sauceboat in Buffy's hand.
"Thanks." She smiled to the direction where Spike's voice came from.
The dinner had started half an hour ago and so far, everything was great. Spike had showed up with flowers for Buffy as well as for Joyce and Dawn, for which the youngest Summers had been even too happy. Then Spike had been introduce to Giles, Joyce's boyfriend who had also come to have dinners with the Summers' women. It was nice to have dinner like a family again. Since Buffy's father had left they never had time to get together and have a big dinner. Few hours and talks later Spike stood up as Joyce stood to clean the table. The elder woman smiled at that. *Such a gentleman, Buffy's really lucky.* She thought to herself and the added looking at Giles who had stood up as well. *Not that I'm not.*
"Let me help you with that." Giles said picking up some of the dishes as well. As they exited the dining room, Dawn yawned.
"God, I'm tired. I don't think anyone would mind if I go to sleep." She said standing up from the table. Dawn pecked Buffy's cheek and then looked up at Spike.
"It was nice evening, thank you." She said smiling and then yawned again. "I guess that's my sign to leave. Goodnight!"
"Night, Dawn!" Buffy called as Dawn walked out from the room.
"Sweet dreams!" Spike wished as well. "So, luv, all alone..." He grinned taking Buffy's hand up to his mouth and pressed a kiss on it. A small smile played on Buffy's lips as well.
"You're staying the night?" She asked slowly travelling her hand over Spike's cheek, trying to find his lips.
"I'd love to, but I don't think your mother would think the same..." Spike said and understanding Buffy's action leaned to kiss her.
Pouting she nodded. "Yeah, you probably are right, but we could spend tomorrow night together." Buffy said with little blush in her cheeks.
"Have anything in mind, pet?" The bleached blond asked grinning.
"Maybe." Buffy whispered. "Live and see... or in my case live and feel."
Again leaning to kiss Buffy, Spike whispered against her lips. "Hmm, the feel part sounds nice..."
Pressing her lips to Spike's, Buffy's own mind was racing. She wasn't really sure what she had meant by spending tomorrow night with Spike, but Faith's advice were making their way to her brain.
"It's late." Joyce said walking back in the dining room at first not noticing her daughter and Spike's lip locking, thought, when she did notice a little blush shaped in her cheeks.
Breaking the kiss Spike looked up at Joyce. "You're right, I should go." With that, he stood up.
Buffy, standing up as well, pouted slightly. "You're sure you need to go?" Biting her lower lip Spike assured.
"Yeah, I do, but we still have plans for tomorrow, right?"
Nodding Buffy said. "That we do. Ok, come, I'll walk you to the car." After saying his goodnights to Joyce and Giles, Spike walked out from the house with Buffy.
"He's good for her." Giles said stroking Joyce's back.
"Yeah, that he is."
***
"I need to work tomorrow." Buffy said walking to Spike's car. "Pick me up after the job's done?"
"Sure, pet. Just give me a call and I'll be there." Spike assured pressing a kiss on Buffy's cheek. "Did you enjoy the dinner?"
"Yes, very much. You?"
"Yeah, me too. You have great family." The bleached blond said, leaning against the car.
"Uh huh." Buffy muttered pressing her body at Spike's. "So does a girl get a goodnight kiss?"
Spike grinned. "It really depends on the girl."
"I'm a gooooood girl, so I think I should get a kiss." The blond said grinning as well.
"Well, if you say so." Leaning closer to her Spike pressed a lightly kiss on Buffy's lips.
Buffy pouted slightly. "That's all I get?"
"Well that was a 'goodnight' kiss, luv. That's what you wanted." He pointed smoothing her hair and still grinning.
"Ok, then." Leaning closer to him, she whispered. "Could I get a 'ravish me' kiss, please?"
"Maybe." With that, Spike smashed his lips on Buffy's. She instantly moaned in pleasure and passion. Breaking the kiss a few minutes later only made them both wish for more. "You know I should probably go before I throw you against this car and have my wicked ways." Buffy giggled at that.
"Would that be so bad?"
"Definitely not bad from my point of view, but it could look differently from where your mother is." Spike said looking up at the Summers house window where Joyce was standing and watching them.
"Mom's here?" Buffy asked puzzled and looked around. "I don't see her." She said playfully turning back to Spike.
Pressing a kiss on her forehead, Spike smiled. "She's watching through the window. Besides you're blind, pet, that means you can't see."
"Oh, really? Who'd thought..." Pressing her lips against his again, Buffy smiled in the kiss. She wanted more, to feel more of Spike on her. And she would, soon. Very, very soon.
***
"So what's your plan for tonight?" Willow asked, helping Buffy to take a painting off of the wall.
"I'm going to Spike's. We'll have a romantic evening. Well, at least that's what's planned." The blond said, a small smile playing on her lips.
"That's great." Willow said placing the painting on the table near her. "I'm happy that you're happy. Who'd thought a guy like that could make you so happy."
"He doesn't really look like my type, does he?" Buffy asked, she had been told how Spike looked, not that she wouldn't prefer to see him herself, but...
"No, he really doesn't. Thought he definitely looks hotter than any guy you ever dated. Sexy. Much and much." The redhead said dreamily.
"Willow!" Buffy giggled.
"What? I might be gay, but I'm not blind." When Buffy's giggles suddenly died Willow realized what she had just said. "Oh... God... I'm sorry... I... I didn't... it's just... God, I weren't even..."
"No, no, you're right." Buffy said sitting down and looking... well at nothing. "You can see him, so why shouldn't you enjoy what you see?"
"Honey, I didn't mean it like that..." Willow tried to apologize. She really hadn't wanted to make her friend feel uncomfortable.
"I know you didn't mean it like that, Wills, but it just came out like that. And you're right." Putting her head in her hands Buffy sighed. "I really wish I could see him."
Stroking her best friend's hair Willow sighed as well. "I know, honey. But... but you can enjoy him even if you don't see him, can't you?" The redhead asked trying to make Buffy feel better. The blond gave a slight smile.
"Yeah, but it still isn't the same. It's hard, Willow, it really is. To know that I never will be able to see anyone or anything again, to know how many I have lost, to know that opening my eyes all I will ever see again will be the darkness. It's hard. Really hard."
Hugging her best friend Willow sighed. Buffy was right, she didn't know what to say to help, thought there always were something you could do to help.
"Wanna close the gallery for a few hours and go shopping?" The redhead asked and Buffy let out a little giggle.
"Yeah. Let's go shopping."
***
A/N: A response to Zerli review... Sweetie, your free to think about what'll happen in the fic what ever you want... just don't say it to me... dunno why, but it doesn't make me feel good. And for you and anyone else who's wondering... Gabriela will NOT give Buffy her sigh back... I honestly haven't decided if she WILL get it back at all...