Title: Smothered

By: KaiSpike4me

A/N: This is a one shot. I heard this song and it so reminds me of what Kai would think of his grandfather. Remember, One-shot.

Kai flopped down back on his bed and grumbled under his breath. His back stung like hell. His grandfather decided to give the young kai another threat and when Kai swore at him, he whacked him severally times. Kai was allowed back to his room and there he lay. When Kai couldn't get use to the stillness of his room, he got up and flicked on the radio. One song had finished and the radioman started to talk.

" Here's Spineshank, with one of their Favourite's Smothered." The radioman stopped talking and the song began to play.

"The black and cold reminds me, of all the distance we have crossed.

And, if your darkness blinds me I could never be more lost.

But I'm not the one who seeks your protection.

I'm not the one to share the disguise.

And, I'm not the one who reeks of rejection.

I'm not the one to tear the same way twice.

You push from the inside, smothered.

You push from the inside out, smothered.

You push from the inside, smothered.

You push from the inside out.

Here all your walls surround me.

They're closing in; they've lost my sight.

The violence around me found me when I could not fight.

But I'm not the one to take your direction.

I'm the one the one who wears the disguise.

And, I'm not the one to share your reflection.

I'm not the one to break the same way twice.

You push from the inside, smothered.

You push from the inside out, smothered.

You push from the inside, smothered.

You push from the inside out.

I will never win.

I will never win with you.

I will never win.

I will never win with you.

I reach you.

I fear you.

I hate you.

I still do Everytime you let me go.

You push from the inside, smothered.

You push from the inside out, smothered.

You push from the inside, smothered.

You push from the inside out.

Smothered, I'm smothered."

If kai could have, he would have sat there all day. He sat listening to the song, knowing it was one of those songs that really hit home. And boy, didn't this one. It was telling his life, like the band, Spineshank, knew how his Grandfather treated him. Kai knew one thing; He was not the one to share his Grandfather's reflection, not matter what