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Chiisana Ichi (Little One)
The bundle of pilots merged back into their home late that night, everyone was excited even though there had almost been a horrible event taking place but it was overrun with the idea of Duo, the REAL Duo finally being back home. An overwhelmed Quatre nearly leapt into Duo's arms and broke into hysterical cries.
"Quatre....Q." Duo smiled and held his best friend tightly. "It's all right, I won't leave ever again." Trowa stepped up and gently rested his firm hands on Quatre's back who smiled to Duo and let him go softly.
"I think we'll be heading up to bed now." Trowa smiled to Duo and held his little lover close to him.
"Yea okay, I'll see you in the morning Q." The little blonde smiled happily and the two lovers headed up to bed.
"Maxwell, I'm glad you got your memory back." Duo smiled shyly around Wufei, he remembered more of the stone Chinese pilot but still not much.
"Oh, thanks Wufei." The stern pilot nodded and with a swift foot he was up the stairs and heading to bed as well. Now, it was just the two rejoined lovers standing in the dim lighting of the living room. At first a nervous silence, like two kids who both wanted to kiss each other but had no idea how to even begin. Heero suddenly turned and violet eyes followed him swiftly.
"I guess maybe we should head up to our beds huh?" Duo looked a little disappointed but nodded,
"Walk me to my bedroom?" Heero nodded.
* * * * * * Heero stood in the doorway as Duo headed over to his bed and sat down, he glanced up demanding something in his violet eyes, what he wanted he wasn't sure but he knew he at least wanted to let everything out and get some answers.
"I guess I'll see you in the morning as well..."
"No..." Heero had already started to turn around but stopped in a little bit of shock at hearings Duo's dramatic change in his voice. "Please, come sit down...I feel I really need to discuss with you what happened to me and why...I want to know why it happened...." Heero slowly walked back into the bedroom and shut the door quietly.
"Are you sure...you wan to dig all that back up? Are you ready Duo?"
"Yes...well...there will never be a time when I'm ready to...so I just have to let it out now...I'm afraid if I don't, I will be haunted by it for a long time." Heero nodded and found his way over to the bed and promptly sat down next to the brown haired beauty. "Why...why didn't you come back for me? I mean I remember everything about you now... but right before the mission...its blurry...I can't connect all the pieces."
Heero stiffened slightly he tried to immediately relax himself but he knew Duo had already caught it. Slowly he lifted his hand and set it into Duo's and looked into his eyes tenderly.
"From the first second I knew you were gone I wanted to go back for you, my.......my heart told me to go back and get you, but my brain said, you need a plan. To run back into the OZ base with no idea would surely be murder and then who could save you." Duo squeezed Heero's hand encouraging him to continue.
"It was...a simple mission...God it was a simple mission. We were supposed to blow some of the bases main operating stations up. We had snuck in the night before, just the two of us...do you remember? We're one hell of a team." Duo chuckled and nodded.
"Yes I do."
"Anyways, we had everything set up; we were going to have everything go off in the morning. We were waiting outside not far away from the OZ base, a small hill....shrouded by lots of trees we watched...and so our timer went off and only one of the base operation stations went off...mine...MINE didn't I...I had somehow screwed up...and our chances were now blown for ever going back and finishing the job...it would take months for them to let their security down just enough so we could break back in. I had failed a mission." Heero's hands had swelled to white knuckled fists now and his eyes seemed to be glittering with a sheen of tears. Heero angrily smudged at his eyes and continued.
"And you went back!" Heero suddenly cried out. Duo jumped at the sudden cry and starred at Heero in a bit of disbelief. "Why? Why would you go back to fix it, Duo...you've had to have known you weren't going to make it."
"I-"
/Suddenly it began to drip back into his brain...it was raining, a horrible dreary day with no sunlight at all. It was cold, so cold a damp freezing feeling covered him. Duo could see Heero running in front of him cursing he had fucked up the whole mission and then suddenly Duo had stopped running and broke into the other direction, back to the OZ base. In his brain he kept hearing himself say, /Heero can never live this down, I have to fix the bomb, I can, I will/ The thin pilot flew out of the wooded area and he was back into the tall field engulfing the base. The long wet grass was hitting his chest and it felt like water was coming at him from all directions covering him in icy water, his long braid now raveled and loose swung heavy behind Duo. The rain was getting heavier and Duo tried to look back to see if Heero had found him out and followed but he couldn't even make out the woods anymore.
Stumbling he could see the base right in front of him now and Duo hunkered down in the grass; soldiers were everywhere running this way and that in a blind confusion. Duo laughed a little then headed towards a back entrance that went underground. The skilled pilot managed to get back into the building but there were men everywhere. Duo snuck into a small room and scrambled across the floor towards another door which would lead to a stairwell upstairs but suddenly two strong hands grabbed Duo's thin shoulders. His body was spun around to face that of a sneer Oz solider holding a gun high above his head. The man took one of his hands and wiped Duo's bangs out of his face squeezing the boys cheeks together, then suddenly he brought down his arm with the gun right over Duo's head several times and everything suddenly went black./
"Oh Jesus...." Duo suddenly whimpered. "I remember."
"Why?...Duo why?"
"I didn't want you to...I knew you wouldn't be able to live with the fact you had screwed up an important mission like this...granted you say it was simple...it wasn't Heero." Duo smiled a little and rested his hand on Heero's cheek.
"Duo...it wasn't worth it...when I noticed you had gone back I think you had already been captured, I went back to find you...it was raining so hard...I got to the woods and the OZ base has already called for backup...there was no way to penetrate their walls."
"I understand....I went back by my own will...." Duo slowly moved closer to his lover and rested a hand on his thigh. The American smiled and squeezed the man's leg, "its okay now."
"Duo...do you want to talk about what happened to you?...I mean if you don't want to or can't please don't-"
"No...I have to." Duo turned his head and starred at the floor...tears welled up in his big dull eyes, spilling over they ran across his porcelain face and past his soft lips. "When I first woke up in the base...I wasn't alone."
* * * * TO BE CONTINUED* * * * * *
FUFUFUFU!!! Well what do ya guys think of this chapter of Chiisana Ichi Mwuah! I know I'm mean I cut it off here! (GASP!) haha but it's already at 5-6 pages! 0_o so enjoy! Leave feedback~ thanks! The SCANTY fan BIG NOTE!!! PLZ READ!::: I LOVE FEEDBACK! But.....don't leave THIS kind of feedback... ** Do not leave me feedback about grammar/spelling/sentence structure or anything in those terms. I feel it's a waste of time, cause I always spell check and sometimes a lil spelling error escapes my wrath but I DO NOT CARE if you catch it...big whoop here's a golden star in advance GOOD FOR YOU! YAY!.....I didn't submit this to get grammar checks and I hate when someone read it and scans and can only find ONE WORD misspelled, don't waste my time, don't waste YOUR time if you want to leave a comment about spelling...THANK YOU!**
BIG NOTE!!! PLZ READ!::: I LOVE FEEDBACK! But.....don't leave THIS kind of feedback... ** Do not leave me feedback about grammar/spelling/sentence structure or anything in those terms. I feel it's a waste of time, cause I always spell check and sometimes a lil spelling error escapes my wrath but I DO NOT CARE if you catch it...big whoop here's a golden star in advance GOOD FOR YOU! YAY!.....I didn't submit this to get grammar checks and I hate when someone read it and scans and can only find ONE WORD misspelled, don't waste my time, don't waste YOUR time if you want to leave a comment about spelling...THANK YOU!**
Chiisana Ichi (Little One)
The bundle of pilots merged back into their home late that night, everyone was excited even though there had almost been a horrible event taking place but it was overrun with the idea of Duo, the REAL Duo finally being back home. An overwhelmed Quatre nearly leapt into Duo's arms and broke into hysterical cries.
"Quatre....Q." Duo smiled and held his best friend tightly. "It's all right, I won't leave ever again." Trowa stepped up and gently rested his firm hands on Quatre's back who smiled to Duo and let him go softly.
"I think we'll be heading up to bed now." Trowa smiled to Duo and held his little lover close to him.
"Yea okay, I'll see you in the morning Q." The little blonde smiled happily and the two lovers headed up to bed.
"Maxwell, I'm glad you got your memory back." Duo smiled shyly around Wufei, he remembered more of the stone Chinese pilot but still not much.
"Oh, thanks Wufei." The stern pilot nodded and with a swift foot he was up the stairs and heading to bed as well. Now, it was just the two rejoined lovers standing in the dim lighting of the living room. At first a nervous silence, like two kids who both wanted to kiss each other but had no idea how to even begin. Heero suddenly turned and violet eyes followed him swiftly.
"I guess maybe we should head up to our beds huh?" Duo looked a little disappointed but nodded,
"Walk me to my bedroom?" Heero nodded.
* * * * * * Heero stood in the doorway as Duo headed over to his bed and sat down, he glanced up demanding something in his violet eyes, what he wanted he wasn't sure but he knew he at least wanted to let everything out and get some answers.
"I guess I'll see you in the morning as well..."
"No..." Heero had already started to turn around but stopped in a little bit of shock at hearings Duo's dramatic change in his voice. "Please, come sit down...I feel I really need to discuss with you what happened to me and why...I want to know why it happened...." Heero slowly walked back into the bedroom and shut the door quietly.
"Are you sure...you wan to dig all that back up? Are you ready Duo?"
"Yes...well...there will never be a time when I'm ready to...so I just have to let it out now...I'm afraid if I don't, I will be haunted by it for a long time." Heero nodded and found his way over to the bed and promptly sat down next to the brown haired beauty. "Why...why didn't you come back for me? I mean I remember everything about you now... but right before the mission...its blurry...I can't connect all the pieces."
Heero stiffened slightly he tried to immediately relax himself but he knew Duo had already caught it. Slowly he lifted his hand and set it into Duo's and looked into his eyes tenderly.
"From the first second I knew you were gone I wanted to go back for you, my.......my heart told me to go back and get you, but my brain said, you need a plan. To run back into the OZ base with no idea would surely be murder and then who could save you." Duo squeezed Heero's hand encouraging him to continue.
"It was...a simple mission...God it was a simple mission. We were supposed to blow some of the bases main operating stations up. We had snuck in the night before, just the two of us...do you remember? We're one hell of a team." Duo chuckled and nodded.
"Yes I do."
"Anyways, we had everything set up; we were going to have everything go off in the morning. We were waiting outside not far away from the OZ base, a small hill....shrouded by lots of trees we watched...and so our timer went off and only one of the base operation stations went off...mine...MINE didn't I...I had somehow screwed up...and our chances were now blown for ever going back and finishing the job...it would take months for them to let their security down just enough so we could break back in. I had failed a mission." Heero's hands had swelled to white knuckled fists now and his eyes seemed to be glittering with a sheen of tears. Heero angrily smudged at his eyes and continued.
"And you went back!" Heero suddenly cried out. Duo jumped at the sudden cry and starred at Heero in a bit of disbelief. "Why? Why would you go back to fix it, Duo...you've had to have known you weren't going to make it."
"I-"
/Suddenly it began to drip back into his brain...it was raining, a horrible dreary day with no sunlight at all. It was cold, so cold a damp freezing feeling covered him. Duo could see Heero running in front of him cursing he had fucked up the whole mission and then suddenly Duo had stopped running and broke into the other direction, back to the OZ base. In his brain he kept hearing himself say, /Heero can never live this down, I have to fix the bomb, I can, I will/ The thin pilot flew out of the wooded area and he was back into the tall field engulfing the base. The long wet grass was hitting his chest and it felt like water was coming at him from all directions covering him in icy water, his long braid now raveled and loose swung heavy behind Duo. The rain was getting heavier and Duo tried to look back to see if Heero had found him out and followed but he couldn't even make out the woods anymore.
Stumbling he could see the base right in front of him now and Duo hunkered down in the grass; soldiers were everywhere running this way and that in a blind confusion. Duo laughed a little then headed towards a back entrance that went underground. The skilled pilot managed to get back into the building but there were men everywhere. Duo snuck into a small room and scrambled across the floor towards another door which would lead to a stairwell upstairs but suddenly two strong hands grabbed Duo's thin shoulders. His body was spun around to face that of a sneer Oz solider holding a gun high above his head. The man took one of his hands and wiped Duo's bangs out of his face squeezing the boys cheeks together, then suddenly he brought down his arm with the gun right over Duo's head several times and everything suddenly went black./
"Oh Jesus...." Duo suddenly whimpered. "I remember."
"Why?...Duo why?"
"I didn't want you to...I knew you wouldn't be able to live with the fact you had screwed up an important mission like this...granted you say it was simple...it wasn't Heero." Duo smiled a little and rested his hand on Heero's cheek.
"Duo...it wasn't worth it...when I noticed you had gone back I think you had already been captured, I went back to find you...it was raining so hard...I got to the woods and the OZ base has already called for backup...there was no way to penetrate their walls."
"I understand....I went back by my own will...." Duo slowly moved closer to his lover and rested a hand on his thigh. The American smiled and squeezed the man's leg, "its okay now."
"Duo...do you want to talk about what happened to you?...I mean if you don't want to or can't please don't-"
"No...I have to." Duo turned his head and starred at the floor...tears welled up in his big dull eyes, spilling over they ran across his porcelain face and past his soft lips. "When I first woke up in the base...I wasn't alone."
* * * * TO BE CONTINUED* * * * * *
FUFUFUFU!!! Well what do ya guys think of this chapter of Chiisana Ichi Mwuah! I know I'm mean I cut it off here! (GASP!) haha but it's already at 5-6 pages! 0_o so enjoy! Leave feedback~ thanks! The SCANTY fan BIG NOTE!!! PLZ READ!::: I LOVE FEEDBACK! But.....don't leave THIS kind of feedback... ** Do not leave me feedback about grammar/spelling/sentence structure or anything in those terms. I feel it's a waste of time, cause I always spell check and sometimes a lil spelling error escapes my wrath but I DO NOT CARE if you catch it...big whoop here's a golden star in advance GOOD FOR YOU! YAY!.....I didn't submit this to get grammar checks and I hate when someone read it and scans and can only find ONE WORD misspelled, don't waste my time, don't waste YOUR time if you want to leave a comment about spelling...THANK YOU!**