Blue (Based off A Perfect Circle's Song Blue)
Jonny closed his eyes only to reopen them and focus. His worst monster of his most horrifying dreams and nothing compared; all his pains and all the abuses blinked away. It was like he was watching a dream, trapped from conscious thought, like he was underwater and unable to swim past to reach air.
//I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
Best to keep things in the shallow end
Cause I never quite learned how to swim//
How could he explain it? No, how could he even understand it? He had to escape this feeling but had no idea how to, how to even help himself.
//I just didn't want to know
Didn't want, didn't want,
Didn't want, didn't want//
He closed his eyes, this wasn't helping. He should have done something, reacted but he couldn't. He had been paralyzed by it. The image of Jessie trying to drown him, and so cruelly? It felt like it HAD to be a cruel dream, how else could he explain this?
//Close my eyes just to look at you
Taken by the seamless vision
I close my eyes,
Ignore the smoke,
Ignore the smoke//
He let his lashes open, disappearing from this into a trance wouldn't help... hell it might get him killed. He had to confront her. She was glaring at him, how could he react to this?
"J...J..." Nothing. What was she thinking? What was she saying? Why couldn't he hear anything or see anything but his heart beat and a tunnel vision of her. All he could feel was the cold on his damp body.
//Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you//
Jessie threw her hand across Jonny's cheek turning it black-and-blue.
"Listen to me!"
//Because I don't want to know
I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
I just didn't want//
He nodded his head trying to wake up from this, something had to make this go away.
Her features softened leaving her with a smile.
//Mistook their nods for an approval
Just ignore the smoke and smile//
Jonny smiled back, maybe ignorance was better? Was safety really worth the hurt he'd have from the explanation? He lived dangerously... didn't he?
//Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a perfect color for your eyes
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you//
She looked at Jonny and smiled darkly, "You know I would never hurt you."
//I don't want to know//
Jonny lowered his head and closed his eyes.
"Blue." All he could say, he got up and walked towards the house. How could he really explain Jessie trying to hurt him?
~Fin~
Heh... I doubt that makes sense but yeah. ^_^
Jonny closed his eyes only to reopen them and focus. His worst monster of his most horrifying dreams and nothing compared; all his pains and all the abuses blinked away. It was like he was watching a dream, trapped from conscious thought, like he was underwater and unable to swim past to reach air.
//I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
Best to keep things in the shallow end
Cause I never quite learned how to swim//
How could he explain it? No, how could he even understand it? He had to escape this feeling but had no idea how to, how to even help himself.
//I just didn't want to know
Didn't want, didn't want,
Didn't want, didn't want//
He closed his eyes, this wasn't helping. He should have done something, reacted but he couldn't. He had been paralyzed by it. The image of Jessie trying to drown him, and so cruelly? It felt like it HAD to be a cruel dream, how else could he explain this?
//Close my eyes just to look at you
Taken by the seamless vision
I close my eyes,
Ignore the smoke,
Ignore the smoke//
He let his lashes open, disappearing from this into a trance wouldn't help... hell it might get him killed. He had to confront her. She was glaring at him, how could he react to this?
"J...J..." Nothing. What was she thinking? What was she saying? Why couldn't he hear anything or see anything but his heart beat and a tunnel vision of her. All he could feel was the cold on his damp body.
//Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you//
Jessie threw her hand across Jonny's cheek turning it black-and-blue.
"Listen to me!"
//Because I don't want to know
I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
I just didn't want//
He nodded his head trying to wake up from this, something had to make this go away.
Her features softened leaving her with a smile.
//Mistook their nods for an approval
Just ignore the smoke and smile//
Jonny smiled back, maybe ignorance was better? Was safety really worth the hurt he'd have from the explanation? He lived dangerously... didn't he?
//Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a perfect color for your eyes
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call it aftermath, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you//
She looked at Jonny and smiled darkly, "You know I would never hurt you."
//I don't want to know//
Jonny lowered his head and closed his eyes.
"Blue." All he could say, he got up and walked towards the house. How could he really explain Jessie trying to hurt him?
~Fin~
Heh... I doubt that makes sense but yeah. ^_^