Title: Too Much To Ask
Author: Dutchess Murasaki
Rating: PG
Summary: Rating is PG just to be safe. Malik's feelings towards Ishtar. Set after Battle City, about five months. Hints about rape, One-shot, complete.
A/n: I just wrote this on impulse. Read and review if you want.
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Malik's POV
You infect me. Every time I tried to rid myself of you, you seem to just come back all the same.
You constantly say that you were born inside me, when I was made a tombkeeper. Yet I didn't want to become a tombkeeper, and so therefore from my hatred for my father you were born.
You decided to finally come out at the Battle City finals. I tried to keep you inside me, where you could do nobody harm, but to no avail you erupted from me and threatened to destroy me. In fact, you did destroy me, but I found a way to return.
When you dueled Yami no Bakura in the Shadow Realm, I went inside of you when that fool was destroyed. You didn't know it, but it was the lead to your demise.
When the Battle City ended, Yugi finally having won through your horrible reign of terror, you returned to Ishizu and tried to rape her. Fortunately, due to his having of the Millenium Necklace, Yugi saw of this and informed of her and she was able to avoid this before it was too late.
When you finally realized that I was back, you did everything to rid yourself of me. You attempted suicide a few times, failing when you also realized that you didn't want to die. You just wanted me to die. Permanently.
There are too many things I want to ask you. Things like, why did you want to destroy the world? Heck, I know I did… wait. I wanted to rule the world. Not to destroy it.
I understand why you would want to destroy Yami, for I also did. I just wonder why you would go to such lengths as to commit murder.
A while ago I discovered that yamis are made out of what the hikari wishes they could do, or perhaps what the hikari wishes they could become. But you… you are too vile, too disgusting, too horrendous to be want I want to do, or what I wish I could become.
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A/n: so… waddaya think? I know it might sound a little depressive, but I just had a lot one my mind when I wrote it. Like I said before, you can review if you want to.