Dear Diary,
Everything in my life is so confusing right now. I have to decide what I want to do in the course of tonight, and whatever I choose, I'll be stuck with for a long time. Should I go out on my own and try to make my own way in the world? Should I tag along with my friends as they travel their paths? Should I follow Jono to Xavier's? I'm sure the Professor would let me stay, even if only for a little while . . . but is it right for me? I want to do what's right for me, but the problem is deciding what I want instead of what everyone else wants. The only thing that I feel really strongly about right now is the protest up North. I'd love to go and help them, but what good would I do? I know if I had the rest of the team with me, we could help, but Monet's going home, Jubilee and Angelo are heading out to LA, and Jono's joining the X-Men. Mister Cassidy is leaving, too, and we can't trust Ms. Frost anymore, so that leaves me. Alone. Y'know what? I think I will head up North. I need to do something different, something . . . normal for a change. Who knows? Maybe my friends and I will meet up again someday; Jubilee, M, Skin, Banshee, White Queen . . . and Chamber. Right now I need to be on my own for a while.
Writing for the last time at the Massachusetts Academy,
Paige Guthrie
Everything in my life is so confusing right now. I have to decide what I want to do in the course of tonight, and whatever I choose, I'll be stuck with for a long time. Should I go out on my own and try to make my own way in the world? Should I tag along with my friends as they travel their paths? Should I follow Jono to Xavier's? I'm sure the Professor would let me stay, even if only for a little while . . . but is it right for me? I want to do what's right for me, but the problem is deciding what I want instead of what everyone else wants. The only thing that I feel really strongly about right now is the protest up North. I'd love to go and help them, but what good would I do? I know if I had the rest of the team with me, we could help, but Monet's going home, Jubilee and Angelo are heading out to LA, and Jono's joining the X-Men. Mister Cassidy is leaving, too, and we can't trust Ms. Frost anymore, so that leaves me. Alone. Y'know what? I think I will head up North. I need to do something different, something . . . normal for a change. Who knows? Maybe my friends and I will meet up again someday; Jubilee, M, Skin, Banshee, White Queen . . . and Chamber. Right now I need to be on my own for a while.
Writing for the last time at the Massachusetts Academy,
Paige Guthrie