A year since the attack, my memories are cloudy and vague, but the pain lingers, still as strong

...A final kiss and a smile, and that was the last time I ever saw him alive

My eyes welled up with proud tears as I watched him stride towards the maze. He kept his eyes on me the whole time, smiling as he walked. It was hard to make out through the dim twilight, but as he entered the maze, he mouthed something to me.

It looked like I love you , it really did.

He dissappeared into the maze, and I felt euphoric, he loves me, someone loves me

Cedric Diggory loves me

I wanted to shout out, to scream, to tell the world

No, I wanted to tell Cedric, I needed to tell him how happy he made me, that I love him too

I ran forwards towards the maze entrance, but the whistle blew- the third task had began. I rushed to the stands to watch with the others, I couldn't wait for it to finish, I could be with him and say it to him

"I love you I love you I love you"...

And I got my wish too, I said it to him a hundred times or more after the third task. The catch was that he never got to hear me.

I wonder what he'd say now, if he could see me like this. The tears never stop for long now Cedric, each one is for you, you're never out of my thoughts, my dreams, my nightmares. Every time I cut myself, the blood that seeps from me, each drop is for you. Each scar has your name written on it, like an engraved signature, I belong to you eternally..

...and now that I die for you Cedric, this is my letter, this is my way to finally tell you, to show you

I love you