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I dialed the numbers I knew by heart. I rubbed my eyes that were still swollen. I could only imagine how spectacular I look at this moment. The phone rang and rang and I started to get nervous he wasn't home. I hung up dialing his cell phone number, I let ring upward of twenty times. I hung up and dialed it again his voice mail wasn't on. But I kept trying finally there was voice.

"What Adam?" My brother asked extremely irritated. "I'm in a class." He added still annoyed with me.

I opened my mouth to speak but all that came out was a more tears and a small sob, I took a deep breath. "Never mind, I'm sorry I interrupted your life." I said ready to hang up.

"Wait a minutes what's going on? What's wrong Adam?" he said any trace of irritation gone.

"Everything," I said simply not trusting my own voice. "I'm doing horrible in hockey practice we haven't had a game yet but we have our first one next week and I doubt I even get any game time, not that I would blame them. And school is a disaster I'm practically flunking out. I don't have friends, even Nick is tired of putting up with me hell I'm tired of putting up with me. And I don't know what to do and," I said without taking a single breath.

"Hey hey calm down take a breath. It's alright just chill little man."

"It's alright your busy I mean you have classes I'll just let you go. It doesn't even matter."

"What are talking about it doesn't matter. Yes I'm busy but if you need me I'm going to be there, you gotta understand that. I'm always here for you."

"I know. I'm just I don't know.. God what's going on with me?" I looked around the room staring at my walls. The plain baron walls I've been staring at for the last two, no three months. It didn't seem like that long but it had been.