Smile

by Lethe

Chapter Twenty-six: Smiling

            Dear Seto,

            Merry Christmas! 

            I guess you're wondering what the heck this is.

            Well, probably not, but you must be wondering why I gave it to you.

            That's a long and funny story.    To make it short, I had some advice from your brother, as well as some interesting comments about what you say in your sleep, but eventually decided to get you this instead.

            It's a journal!  Can you tell?

            And I figured, hey, I might as well write in it.

            The journal is blue and white, for your favorite Duel Monster.  It's lined – hey, blue and white again!  I didn't even notice that when I got it!

            And I'm even writing in blue pen.  (White would be kind of hard to read, wouldn't it?)  You gotta love me.

            Anyway, I got you this journal because I thought it would be helpful.  I don't want you to bottle up your emotions and run out of class again, ha ha.  This way, you can tell the journal how you feel.  (Although I would like it if you told me too.)  Don't think I'm being cheap, either.  Do you know how much they cost?  (Wait.  You probably don't care… you're rich!)

            I think that I'll fill up the rest of the page with some of my own thoughts, to get you started.

            When did I start loving you?  You want to know that, don't you?

            Do you remember the day when you fell asleep in class?  I do, very well.  I noticed that you were asleep.  (So did the teacher, but she looked too afraid to do anything about it.)

            You were talking in your sleep, too.  All I heard was 'Mokuba'.  I guess you were dreaming about him.

            But that's not what interested me the most.

            You were smiling, Seto.  That was the first time I had ever seen you smile.  No, I had seen you smile before, but they were cold.  You know?  That smirk you get whenever you win a duel or whatever.  (But that's cute too, don't worry.)

            You looked like a really nice person – you know what people say, the whole 'they're so angelic when they sleep' thing.  I wanted to get to know that person.

            And I hoped that, someday, you would smile for me.

            Kind of dumb, aren't I?  But I'm always really happy when you smile.

            Moving on.  I didn't know that I loved you back then – I don't even know if I did.  What I wanted was to be your friend.

            The moment I realized that I loved you…

            It was raining, and you let me share your umbrella.  I was going to go home, and you were going to leave me again.  I don't know what made me figure it out at that moment, but I did, and you know what happened next.

            That was your first kiss too, right?  Yeah, I'll just assume it was.

            I love you, Seto.  I will forever.

            I'll always be there for you, if you're too lazy – er, busy - to write in this journal.   And even if you aren't.

            I finished the page, so I'll stop now.  But turn the page anyway, Seto.

            Good.  Now pick up the card.  It's weak-looking, yeah, and you'll never put it in your deck, but I thought it was a good card anyway.

            Merry Christmas, Seto.

            Love you forever.

                        -Jonouchi Katsuya

            Seto turned the page and picked up the card.

            It was the Happy Lover.

            He smiled.

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            End of Part One!  I'm going to change the chapter theme next chapter!  Be ready! ^__^

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