A/N: One chapter Poem about Lily that popped into my head one day.

it doesn't ryhme or anything but it's still a poem.

Takes place after she leaves Kyle on the rooftop.

half is what she was thinking as she walked away then the last half is what she would think if he stopped her.

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HOW

PART ONE

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How do I tell him I love him?

When in a week he won't know I'm alive?

How do I walk away?

When my heart is still with him?

How did he see me?

When I was invisible?

How did he get in?

When I tried so hard to keep him out?

How did he get to me?

When I had a frozen heart?

How did he make me love him?

When I tried so hard no too?

How did he understand me?

When I'm nothing but confusion?

How did he convince me to love him?

When I forgot what love was?

How do I let him go?

When he's not mine?

How do I give him my heart?

When he might break it?

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WHY

PART TWO

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Why am I letting him stop me?

When I really need to leave?

Why is he in love with me?

When we barely know each other?

Why does he care?

When nobody else does?

Why is he here?

When he should just let me go?

Why does he want me the hard way?

When Heather is more fun?

Why do I let him have this effect on me?

When it drives me nuts to be weakened?

Why does he have to kiss me this way?

When he know I'd never leave?

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Better yet........

How did he capture my heart?

Before he ever said a word?