Kerry's POV
I sat down, got a glass of pumpkin juice, and took a sip out of it. I wasn't too hungry, but I did take some toast.
"Hi Kerry, are you all right?"
"Quite fine thanks, just a little tired and looking forward to potions first thing in the morning. I hate Snape." I don't know, I wondered where my owl is this morning with the Prophet. I saw Shamrock headed towards Seamus with his Quidditch Monthly. Figures.
"Great, my magazine is in!" He exclaimed. He paid Shamrock five Knuts, and Harry, Ron, and Ginny gathered around him. I opened my DADA book and started reading, I had Defense after lunch today, and I liked that class. Athena dropped the Prophet on the table next to me. I paid him three Knuts. I didn't have much time to read it, so I just put it away for later. I didn't really feel like staying in the Great Hall for the next twenty minutes so I got up and left, hoping that nobody took notice of my leaving. I walked towards the dungeons.
"If I arrived early maybe Snape would lay off. Now I had to figure out what to do for the next twenty minutes." I found a little alcove off to the side of the dark corridor. I sat down.
"Lumos!" Now it was really bright.
"Nox!" I heard someone coming. I stood up and moved closer to the wall. I dropped my wand. The sound seemed so loud. I looked to see who it was that was walking. I couldn't see because they had their hood up. Whoever it was walked towards me. I tried to get closer to the wall but it wasn't possible.
"What are you doing down here?" Said the voice. I couldn't recognize who it was. They pushed me against the wall.
"What the-"
"Shut up!" He pushed me harder against the wall.
"Ow! Who the hell are you?"
"Who do you think it is?"
"I don't care who it is, but stop hurting me. My boyfriend will kick your ass."
"Yeah perfectly strong Seamus Finnigan, tell me Kerry, in what other ways is he strong?" I slapped him across the face.
"You are a bitch!" He kissed me roughly on the lips, and smashed my head into the wall. I started to cry
"Shut up Kerry!"
"No-stop Malfoy. Please!"
"No, and if you tell anyone including Finnigan, I will make this harder." He whispered in my ear, as he bit my ear lobe. I messed up his freshly gelled hair.
"No you won't get away with this, Draco. I will tell Seamus, as soon as I see him next." He pinched my nipple really hard, and then bit my neck.
"You are an asshole"
"You won't tell anyone will you Kerry?"
"No" I said as I was crying. He put his hood over his head and left. I just stood there, and I was completely speechless. I noticed I had about a minute to get to class. I didn't want to go. But if I didn't Snape would give me two weeks detention. I just walked towards the potions classroom. I walked in and took a seat in the back. I looked up at Seamus. He motioned for me to sit by him, but I looked down. I felt the tears falling down again. I couldn't tell him what happened to me. He would get in a fight and get expelled. Hermione smiled at me. I stole a glimpse at Draco. He was glaring at Seamus. Seamus couldn't see him. I just wanted this class to end. I was just going to skip lunch today.
"All right class, isn't this a lovely morning? Anyways, we will be doing a sleeping potion today. This potion is stronger than most muggle sleeping medications. It isn't to be used a lot, and if you use it too much, it has a hallucinogenic feeling to it. I will partner you up. Potter, Parkinson. Donovan, Malfoy. Finnigan, Weasley. Granger, Bullstrode. Longbottom, Goyle.
"Just wonderful, I really had to get out of here." Seamus looked pissed off. Draco smirked at him.
"Wow! You look absolutely horrible, maybe you shouldn't stay up all night with Finnigan anymore." I had, had enough. I kicked him as hard as I could
"Ouch! You bitch!" I hope that the bruise I gave him lasts for a long time.
"Donovan, you will have detention tonight, stay after class so I can give you your detention"
"I don't care, give me detention, this little jerk deserved it anyways!"
"I didn't do anything to her, she just has PMS, or something"
"Enough Donovan! No more talking in my class, I will have five points from Gryffindor for this" I just wanted to scream. The slytherins started laughing. I was able to make it through Potions without killing that jerk.
I went to Transfiguration quickly. It was bad enough that the slytherins were in this class too. But Professor McGonagall favored us of course. I sat down in the middle. Seamus and Hermione sat on each side of me.
"Kerry that was great, what you did to Malfoy in Potions. Are you okay though? You seem upset; you can talk about it to me."
"No just tired and I didn't like the fact that he was my partner, so I kicked him." He laughed.
"Good Morning class, today we will be turning brooms into three butterbeer bottles. It is a bit tricky, but you should be able to do it, all you have to do is tap it three times and say Mungolius Reversiterio. Now try it." Malfoy was talking to Crabbe.
"This is so stupid. Watch what I will do to all the bottles when they are in front of everyone." After everyone changed their brooms into bottles, Professor McGonagall started talking.
"You may all keep a bottle and I will turn the rest back into the brooms." All of a sudden Malfoy pointed his wand at me and mumbled something. All the bottles smashed and splashed everyone with butterbeer.
"Malfoy that will be detention tonight and five points from Slytherin" He smiled at me. He didn't seem angry at all.
Chapter 9
Not only did we both have detention, but we had to clean Snape's room. I didn't want to be in detention with this jerk. He arrived right on time. Why couldn't he drop off a balcony or something?
"Kerry, do you mind if I sit by you, I really don't have to ask, I can do what I want." I just tried to ignore him. Did I really like him last year?
"Draco why are you doing this to me? I actually thought you cared about me; I guess you aren't capable of caring about anyone are you?"
"I know you still want me; I can feel it when I look at you. Why are you with that brute? All he cares about is quidditch anyways, I saw him this morning. He ignored you and went right to his magazine."
"He does too care; I have known him my whole life."
"Yes but does he make you feel as good as I do?"
"You hurt me, he doesn't."
"Yes he does, if he gets mad at you he does, doesn't he?"
"It is none of your business, what he does. No he doesn't hurt me, he loves me." I walked over to the other side of the room, and started washing the back table. He came over and pushed me down on the table.
"Get the hell off me Malfoy." I got up and left, I ran outside towards the quidditch field. Gryffindor was practicing. I sat down by a tree and started crying. Seamus didn't look the least bit worried.
"Hey when does she get out of detention, Seamus?"
"I don't know-god damn it Potter that broom is amazing, we will win the cup this year." Maybe Malfoy was right he didn't care. No why would I listen to Draco Malfoy-of all people.
"Hey don't you care that she is in detention with Malfoy? He could be violating her or something, don't you want to check on her, we can you know, it's all right."
"No we have to practice; we have a game next week with Ravenclaw. She will be fine, don't worry so much." That's it. He really doesn't care about me. I ran back to the dungeons.
"Where were you Donovan?" Draco asked
"No where" He was sitting on a table washing out some cauldrons.
"I know where you were, you were on the field. Was I right? He doesn't care." I looked away. I hate him. I walked over to him. I looked at him, and I started to cry.
"Why doesn't he care, Draco? Is it because I don't play quidditch?"
"Don't ask me, he just doesn't know what he is missing.nor does he?"
"Draco, should I break up with him or should I wait to see if he was just too excited about quidditch."
"Do what you want. Do you want someone who cares about your needs or his?"
"Both. I need time to decide"
Seamus's POV
I missed playing quidditch. It was such an adrenaline rush to be up flying across the field on a brand new broom. I couldn't concentrate on anything else. I know that I should be worrying about Kerry having detention with Malfoy, but I know she is tough and she can take care of herself. I should just sneak into the dungeons and rescue her from detention, but we really have to practice and catch up to all the other house teams. "Finnigan! Come on, you have to be more attentive to the quaffle." Said Harry. "You sound like Oliver, Harry" I said. Neville was in the stands watching Ginny. He waved when I looked at him. "All right that's the end of practice. You can go now." I landed on the ground and put my broom away in the broom shed. I ran towards the dungeons. I heard voices and I threw open the door. Draco was sitting on a table, and he was talking to Pansy. "Quidditch practice over? She isn't here, and I doubt you'll find her. It's not you like you care anyways." "I don't want to hear your shit, you have never cared about a thing in your life." I ran out and towards the common room. She was sitting on the sofa and she was staring at the fire. "Kerry." I whispered. She didn't even look at me. "Have fun at quidditch? Well goodnight." She got up and went towards the door to leave the common room. "Where are you going, the dorms are the other way." "Like you care. I only said goodnight because I wont be back till after you are in bed." "Are you angry at me or something?" "No, I just understand that quidditch is more important than me. Funny, how it wasn't before we got together." "Kerry! You are just as important as quidditch." "It's just a game, Seamus. You ignored me all day, but that's all right. I will just go and you can get on with your life." "What have I done that was so bad? I haven't played quidditch for a while, and I finally made the house team. You have been okay right? I love you, you know. I wouldn't put quidditch before you."
Kerry's POV
"I don't care Seamus, all year its just going to be about quidditch, I know you too well. I have a lot of studying to do anyways, and I know the library is still open so I am going to go there for awhile." I didn't really want to leave, but I cant stay here or I will go crazy. He seemed to look right through me. It was rather haunting.
"Kerry please don't walk away from me, I love you. Just give me a couple of days or so. I wont be so distant."
"No I don't have to wait a week or so, I went through this crap with Oliver and I didn't think I would go through this with you. I can't just wait till you have time for me. I need you; I am so lonely right now. Hermione, and Ginny go to watch Ron and Neville, and I don't find quidditch that amusing. I will be supportive when there are games but I don't want to waste my time going to practices every day. I need to do some homework. I need good grades, I know it come natural to you but I suck at school and I need to work harder this year." He came and stood next to me. I looked at him fighting the urge not to cry. He pulled me into his arms and held me for a long time, and I let go. I sobbed into his shoulder. I needed him so much. He kissed me hungrily and I responded. Why did I have to need him so much? He pulled me down onto the sofa. I couldn't hold back anymore.
Afterwards, I put my clothes back on, and walked out of the tower to the library. I walked in and went to a table in the back. I put my bag next to me and burst into tears. I opened my Defense book and tried to take my mind off of everything. I couldn't though, I have only been back for a day and I am already stressed out.
"Don't tell me you are really studying?" Great. It was Draco Malfoy. Like I really needed to see him.
"Just leave me alone, I have homework to do."
"No you don't, remember I take that class too and I didn't get any. What did Seamus do now?"
"Nothing. After the way you treated me, why should I talk to you?"
"At least I pay attention to you, and who else are you going to talk to?"
"I don't want to open up to another person, I did that and I got hurt. Actually I did that twice. I don't want to make that mistake a third time. So just don't go there okay."
"Well I am going to sit here with you, so you will have to talk to me anyways."
"No I wont, Draco. Just leave me alone; what do I have to do to get you to go away? On second thought, don't answer that."
"All you have to do is kiss me. No not really, just talk to me"
"That's it?"
"Yes, just talk to me" Well what could I lose.
"Its Seamus.I went to the quidditch field when I left detention today. Harry asked him to check on me, and he just wanted to play quidditch, he didn't seem the least concerned that I had detention with you. He said to me to give him a week or so and his infatuation with quidditch will simmer down some. But tonight when I saw him, and we.I know he loves me."
"When you what?"
"I just know he loves me. But I am so lonely and all my friends have somebody. I can't believe I am talking to you about this. Why do you even care to talk to me? Why the hell did you hurt me?"
"I don't know and I am sorry, I just find you so attractive, and I thought most girls like mixing pain and pleasure.at least Pansy likes it. But, that bitch can go to hell!" He is with her then.
"Okay, what did she do to you?"
"She cheated on me with another slytherin, I don't even know who it was, and when I asked her why she did it. She told me that he was more evil. What kind of shit is that? Is it possible that there is another student in this school that is more evil than me?"
"No, there isn't anyone more evil than you. Sorry about her though, she has such a fat face. Did you really like her?"
"Yes I did. Being it hard to believe, I liked her for awhile and my father likes her too." I shouldn't be here with him.
"Yeah it is hard to believe, but I do love Seamus. He is everything to me."
"I know that Kerry. Why don't you tell him this? But if you decide you want me, I will be here." He got up and left. I opened my transfiguration book and began to read. I heard someone else walk into the library. I looked up and saw Seamus standing over me.
"Kerry we need to talk. Can I sit down with you?"
"Sure" I said not even looking up
"Look at me Kerry. Do you still love me? I messed up, I am sorry for what I said back at the common room." I looked at him
"Yes I still love you, how can I not love you? But, you said it yourself, quidditch is more important to you right now. So, if you don't mind, I have some homework to do. I'll see you back at the tower."
"No we will talk now. I saw you talking with Draco Malfoy. Explain yourself."
"I don't have to explain myself to anyone, not even you. What about what I saw at your quidditch practice tonight. Can you explain that?" He looked puzzled
"You were at detention, how would you get up to the field without Snape noticing?"
"Who cares how I got there, I heard what you said to Harry. He asked if you wanted to check on me and you told him not to worry so much."
"I didn't mean it like that, I meant that you are tough and can take care of yourself. I didn't think you would like it if I fought your battles for you all the time. We do need to practice; we have new teammates this year. Did you need me to check up on you?" I know I turned red. I am such a moron. Of course he cares about me, and what he says makes sense.
"I'm sorry Seamus, for not talking to you about how I feel."
"I'm sorry for being insensitive to your feelings and for acting like a mindless quidditch nut." He smiled, and hugged me tightly.
"Are we all right now?"
"Yes I hope so. I love you Kerry. I am not going to leave you after we made love."
"I hope you don't."
Chapter 10
Draco's POV
I didn't want to go back to the Slytherin house. I walked back to the library and quietly walked in through the door. She wasn't at her table. She probably went back to talk to Seamus. He is just going to use her and she was going to get hurt. Or, I could make her believe that he was going to use her and hurt her. I laughed to myself. I will own her by the end of the year and I could turn her over to the dark side. I turned around and walked to the slytherin house.
Seamus's POV
I woke up to Ron yelling at Neville.
"I can't believe that, that bastard Malfoy was dating my baby sister last year!!!! Why didn't anyone tell me this? I'll kill him. I think I will put a couple hexes on him. I am going to find him now.
"Do you guys have to scream like this at this time in the morning?" I got up and walked over to Neville.
"I can't help it, he found out about Draco and Ginny"
"We have to stop him before he gets expelled from school. Well don't just stare at me, let's go!" I pulled on clothes, and my robes, grabbed my books, and my wand and ran out of the dorm. We rushed down to the Great Hall.
"Accio wand" I said pointing at Ron Weasley. I gave the wand to Neville, and told him to put it on Ron's bed.
"Ron! You can't do anything without your wand; it's on your bed. Hurry up, we have magical creatures in about fifteen minutes." He was already starting to yell at Draco.
"Thanks" he ran to the dorms. I went and took a seat next to Kerry.
"That was nice of you. If he got into a fight he would get expelled. Why was he going to yell at Draco for?"
"He found out about Ginny and him. I don't blame him. If I found out you were actually friends I would want to kill him too." She glanced at Draco, and he looked at her really quick. Oh my god! Are they friends? No! That's just crazy, why would she be friends with him? I laughed
"What's so funny Seamus?"
"Nothing. Why are you wearing makeup?"
"No reason." I grabbed a glass of pumpkin juice, and gulped it down. She was trying to scribble some last minute homework down on parchment.
Kerry's POV
Seamus had practice right after dinner so I went to the library to do some more homework. Hermione was busy studying at a table in the back. I felt like her right now.
"Hi Hermione. Why aren't you at practice watching Ron?"
"To tell you the truth, I find them quite boring, and I need to study." I laughed out loud. I sat down next to her and opened up my Transfiguration book.
"You are reading that too? I find it interesting. What do you think of it?"
"Well I need to get my grades up so I need to study more. I think Seamus is hurt that I don't see him practice."
"Do you want to go up there with me and watch now?"
"What about your studying. If you want to go we can."
"I will just put in an extra hour tomorrow night."
"All right lets go." We walked up to the quidditch field, and sat down on a bench where all the Gryffindors put their bags. I saw Seamus swoop down and land by me.
"Seamus! What the hell are you doing?"
"Give me a second!"
"Hi Kerry, what are you doing down here? Did you come to watch the fun?"
"No I came to scam on all the hot guys. What are you doing here?"
"What guy are you scamming?"
"A guy named Seamus Finnigan, but don't tell him okay. I don't want him to know I like him. He would tell all of his friends and they would make fun of me. I couldn't handle that." He laughed, and he kissed me.
"SEAMUS!!! Come here, Kerry Donovan wants to snog with you in the broom shed!"
"Shut up! You look good up there. I can see why you like quidditch. I don't like it very much. I don't find it amusing."
"Oh well, I have to get back before Harry has a dragon. He is worse than Wood.sorry"
"I don't care, I have you remember."
"Okay then." He got back on his broom and flew off to practice with the quaffle. The Weasley twins shot a bludger at him but he dodged it.
"Hey you jerks, that bludger is going up your ass!!" He flew right after them. Hermione and I laughed at him. I looked around at the other players. Surprisingly, it was amusing watching them get angry and try to beat up the twins. Harry kept yelling at them, and he almost fell off his broom. I saw someone by the stands hiding. I couldn't tell exactly who it was but I had a feeling that it was someone from the slytherin team spying on them.
"Hermione, I will be right back." She nodded. I walked towards where he was standing. I couldn't find him. Where did he go?
"I am right here, Kerry." Draco?
"Why are you spying on the team? I saw you, and then everyone will see you."
"You are so naïve. I wasn't staring at the team, I was also here scamming. I saw this beautiful girl sitting on that bench and I was distracted from being a spy. Why are you even bothering with Seamus? Do you really love him?" I looked at Seamus on his broom and smiled.
"Yes I love him, that is why I gave myself to him. He does care about me. I have to ask you something? Do you like me? Why do you keep bothering me, and following me, and trying to get me to believe what you are saying is true about him?"
"You don't know what you are talking about. I think you like me. Why else would you sacrifice your time watching Seamus practice to come see me? Why else would you pour your problems on me, and let me listen to them? Yes, I like you. I find you very attractive, and I have wanted to have you for the longest time. You have no idea how I will go crazy if I don't have you now."
"Draco! I love Seamus. I can't even believe I consider you one of my friends. Everyone will flip out at me. I don't want you stalking me anymore. I don't need anymore stress than I already have in my life. Just leave me alone. I have to go now."
"Wait! I'm sorry." I just kept on walking. I didn't even bother to go back to the field. What the hell does he want with me? I am not someone he owns. If he wants to own someone, he can own a slytherin or something. I don't know anymore.
Chapter 11
Draco's POV
"This school is so depressing with its people and their drama." I said while walking to the common room. "I hate it here. This is my sixth year and I am still underneath the Gryffindors. I thought being a slytherin, a pureblood, and a Malfoy all at once meant having power and being able to control how I feel at all times. Why do I feel so weak when I am near her? I can't go on living without her with me. I have written to my father about how I felt. He told me to learn to control how I felt and always hurt the ones I love. Love is not a word that is used by a Malfoy. Instead of love, we use the word control. That is why I have to make her mine, and get her away from Finnigan. I will own her by the end of the year. If he knew that I was having these feelings he would kill me. I have never seen him treat my mother with love and they are happy. Why do girls want to be loved anyways? Isn't it good enough to marry someone who has a lot of money and can protect you? So why am I feeling like this all of a sudden? I just have to stop feeling like this and make her mine." I didn't want to go to the slytherin tower anymore. I just decided to walk around Hogwarts. If the Gryffindor team didn't book the field so much I might have a practice. Maybe Kerry would come watch me? We are friends.I think. "Draco, we need to talk!" I don't believe that Kerry was following me. "What do you want Kerry? I have heard enough from you today." "I want you to stop following me, and just leave me alone." I smirked at her. "No not until you tell me that there is some attraction between us. I want you, and I know you want me too. Why wont you just give in? Its there for the taking." "NO! Draco I don't want to be with you, I have Seamus, and I am a Gryffindor, you are a slytherin. What the hell is wrong with you?" "I know you don't want to be with me" I pulled her into an alcove. "I don't want to be with you either. I need to be with you. I can't help the way I feel, I have always felt this way, and I am finally telling you how I feel." I pushed up against the wall and kissed her, ignoring her cries to stop. She tried to push me away but I was too strong for her. I wanted to touch her all over, and I did.
Kerry's POV
Oh my god!! Draco Malfoy was touching me. No Kerry, shake these feelings from your head, you are with Seamus, and you love him. I am also infatuated with Draco. I can't stop the way I feel and it is making me nauseous. I was shaking all over, and I wanted him too but I can't have him. I used all my might and pushed him away.
"Draco.please.not now." I kissed him back and he lifted my skirt. Seamus is going to kill me. My delicate skin ached for his touch. I pushed him away and ran as fast as I could. I had to get away from this feeling.
"YOU CANT ESCAPE THIS!" Yes I can, and I have to. I wont tell Seamus anything.
Chapter 12
It was nearly Christmas already. I hardly talked to anyone, not even Seamus. He was way to busy with quidditch. He had practice every night. He was becoming well toned. He was also becoming a complete asshole towards everyone who wasn't on the team, or who was the enemy. Which was why I went to every practice, game, and kept my friendship from Draco a secret. I was a mess. I hardly ate, slept, or smiled. Nobody noticed that I was so unhappy. "Kerry, why are you eating that?" I was eating a huge piece of cake. I never had a problem with weight before why now? "Because I want it." I took a huge bite and made a face at him. I looked across the room. Draco was staring at me-yet again. I blushed. "I have to go, I have a little practice. I saw Ginny get up really quickly after he did. "Ginny, where are you going?" asked Neville. "Oh I.uh.have some homework to do" she turned red, and quickly glanced at Seamus. He just shrugged and kissed me quickly on the cheek. She didn't have homework, and if Seamus had a practice, why wasn't the rest of the team going with him. "Well Seamus, why isn't the team going with you?" "I have to work on my flying" I got up and left the hall. He was cheating on me, with someone. It had to be Ginny. No he wouldn't do that to me. He has been avoiding me for a while what else could he be doing. Anyways, I received a letter from my mother and she knows there is something going on between Seamus and me. I wondered if he got one too. This is really starting to bug me. I know he is cheating. I wasn't hungry anymore. I grabbed my bag and went for a walk outside. I didn't feel good either. I ran to the bathroom and threw up. Let's see the last time I had my period was last month and it was about a week late. I knew that I was pregnant. It figures that I would get pregnant. Now that he is not in love with me. Let's see.I will probably have the baby in August or September. I don't need to go to school next year. I can take care of myself. I walked to the library, and found a book on advanced potions. I needed to catch up on my reading. The good thing about being ignored and not having much of a social life was that I was getting really good grades in school, not that it mattered much now that I was pregnant. I started to cry. "I will not tell Seamus. He won't care anyways. I hate him so much." "Why won't he care?" I looked up. Why is Draco always around when I don't want to tell anyone anything? "This is none of your business. I don't want to talk about it with you. You don't care about me." "All I wanted to do was tell you that Seamus is cheating on you with Ginny." No he had to be lying to me. Tell me it's not true. Oh god please let it not be true! "No he isn't, why would he do that to me?" "I don't know why he would do that. All I know is that I saw them kissing outside on the field. I followed them for you." "I don't want you to do anything for me! I can take care of myself." I was sobbing uncontrollably right now. That bastard! He said he loved me and he just leaves me. I have to leave this place. I am done going to Hogwarts after this year. "Kerry! Don't run away from me.please!!! I care about you." "Well then if you must know what I wont tell him, I will tell you. I am pregnant with his baby. Isn't that great? Go on and tell everyone. I really have to go. I am tired and sick and I just want to do my homework and go to bed. See you around Draco." He looked pissed off. I ran off to the library and started my homework.
Seamus's POV
I sat there watching her fly around on her broomstick. "What the hell was wrong with me? I loved Kerry so much, she is everything to me but yet I am strongly attracted to Ginny. We kissed outside just a few minutes ago. Neville is going to kill me. It's his girlfriend I just kissed. Kerry is going to hate me. I should just leave this school and go home, and never tell anyone where I am. I can't talk to Ginny anymore, or even look at her. How can I not though? I hardly talk to Kerry anymore. What have I done? I have thrown away the best relationship I will ever have and Ginny, and I have betrayed everyone. I have to get out of here now"
"So it is true then?" I turned around and found myself staring into the eyes of Kerry. I felt all the blood drain from my body. Oh shit!
"K-Kerry, I was going to tell you."
"You are a piece of shit! I trusted you and loved you, and you did this to me! We are over as of now, and I don't want to hear any excuses about anything. I came up to tell you that I am pregnant and I am not returning to Hogwarts next year. Don't come near me. I have to go now. Hope you made the right choice about Ginny."
"You are pregnant! Is it mine?"
"Who else would be the father? Unlike you, I don't cheat."
"I deserve that. I am sorry. I will still help take care of my baby."
"Your baby? It was your baby until you decided to cheat on me, with one of my best friends. No I don't want anything to do with you." This is not happening. She was going to leave me because of one kiss? I watched as Ginny came down off her broom.
"Look Seamus, this cannot go on the way it is anymore. We have lost all of our friends. I have to go." I watched her walk away. I should just let her go.no I cant let her go.
"Wait! Ginny don't go. I need you and I am not letting you walk away from me."
"Seamus! I shouldn't have let you kiss me, as much as I wanted it. How could you do this to Kerry? I thought you loved her? She is in love with you and what happens if you do the same thing to me?"
"It won't and I can't explain how I feel about you, but it isn't fair to Kerry if I pretend to love her, even if she is pregnant. I don't know what I can do to mend the pain I have caused her." She started to cry.
"Seamus what is Neville going to say when you tell him about us? He is going to hate us."
"I know but I wouldn't risk both Kerry and Neville's friendship just so it could be a fling." She nodded.
Kerry's POV
Can this really be happening? Oh god! I ran to that alcove where I usually go when I am upset. I hope that Draco isn't following me around again. I brought out my wand and made some light. I have to tell my mom what happened. This is going to ruin a lot of friendships. I started to cry again.
"Kerry? We are going to talk again."
"All right Draco, I will talk to you." He put his arm around me.
"He is such an asshole, and I hope I never talk to him again. I walked in on him talking about how he kissed Ginny and I was going to ask him if he cheated on me." I kissed Draco.
"Kerry will you go out with me? I know it's to soon but I have liked you for a long time, and I don't cheat on girls."
"No its not too soon, I deserve to be happy and if it is with you, why should I wait till I feel better about him and how I feel about myself."
Chapter 13
Seamus's POV
I walked to the Great Hall with Ginny. I told Neville last night and luckily he didn't care because he wanted to go out with Lavender anyways. He was pissed that I went behind his back but thank god he was still my friend. I saw Kerry talking to Draco Malfoy. What the hell was she doing talking to him? That's it! I am going to kill him.
"Malfoy, get the hell away from her!"
"Seamus get the hell away from me. I am going out with Draco, and you have no say in what I do now. Come on Draco, I am really thirsty." She pulled him into the Great Hall.
"Aaaaaahhhhhh!" I punched the wall just as Ginny came around the corner.
"Hey what happened to you?"
"She is dating Malfoy! Can you believe it?"
"Yes, you cheated on her, and he likes her. Face it, you lost her."
Draco's POV
That bastard! I cant believe he had the nerve to come over here and tell her what to do.
"Are you all right?" I asked her because she looked so pale.
"Yes of course I am all right, my stomach is just upset. This baby comes with fatigue you know." I laughed, and I hugged her.
"Donovan!" it was Hermione. While she went to talk to her I watched Seamus as he stared at me. Serves him right for doing this to her. God! I cant believe the way I am acting. Falling in love with a Gryffindor and acting all swoony and actually caring about someone. All this for a girl. A pregnant girl. What else could I do but love her.
Seamus's POV
I am so pissed off at myself, I have ruined everything I have wanted in my life. That is the end of my life, I just have to deal with the fact that I hurt someone I have loved my whole life. She will never talk to me again. Draco gets her now, if he makes her happier than I could than I can live with the fact that they are together. The only thing that I have to worry about is that my mother is going to kill me. I guess I really like Ginny.
Draco's POV
Yes! Yes! Yes! I finally have Kerry. I will never hurt her like Oliver and Seamus did and I will take care of her baby like it was my own. She looks happier than she has looked in months and it is all because of me.
I sat down, got a glass of pumpkin juice, and took a sip out of it. I wasn't too hungry, but I did take some toast.
"Hi Kerry, are you all right?"
"Quite fine thanks, just a little tired and looking forward to potions first thing in the morning. I hate Snape." I don't know, I wondered where my owl is this morning with the Prophet. I saw Shamrock headed towards Seamus with his Quidditch Monthly. Figures.
"Great, my magazine is in!" He exclaimed. He paid Shamrock five Knuts, and Harry, Ron, and Ginny gathered around him. I opened my DADA book and started reading, I had Defense after lunch today, and I liked that class. Athena dropped the Prophet on the table next to me. I paid him three Knuts. I didn't have much time to read it, so I just put it away for later. I didn't really feel like staying in the Great Hall for the next twenty minutes so I got up and left, hoping that nobody took notice of my leaving. I walked towards the dungeons.
"If I arrived early maybe Snape would lay off. Now I had to figure out what to do for the next twenty minutes." I found a little alcove off to the side of the dark corridor. I sat down.
"Lumos!" Now it was really bright.
"Nox!" I heard someone coming. I stood up and moved closer to the wall. I dropped my wand. The sound seemed so loud. I looked to see who it was that was walking. I couldn't see because they had their hood up. Whoever it was walked towards me. I tried to get closer to the wall but it wasn't possible.
"What are you doing down here?" Said the voice. I couldn't recognize who it was. They pushed me against the wall.
"What the-"
"Shut up!" He pushed me harder against the wall.
"Ow! Who the hell are you?"
"Who do you think it is?"
"I don't care who it is, but stop hurting me. My boyfriend will kick your ass."
"Yeah perfectly strong Seamus Finnigan, tell me Kerry, in what other ways is he strong?" I slapped him across the face.
"You are a bitch!" He kissed me roughly on the lips, and smashed my head into the wall. I started to cry
"Shut up Kerry!"
"No-stop Malfoy. Please!"
"No, and if you tell anyone including Finnigan, I will make this harder." He whispered in my ear, as he bit my ear lobe. I messed up his freshly gelled hair.
"No you won't get away with this, Draco. I will tell Seamus, as soon as I see him next." He pinched my nipple really hard, and then bit my neck.
"You are an asshole"
"You won't tell anyone will you Kerry?"
"No" I said as I was crying. He put his hood over his head and left. I just stood there, and I was completely speechless. I noticed I had about a minute to get to class. I didn't want to go. But if I didn't Snape would give me two weeks detention. I just walked towards the potions classroom. I walked in and took a seat in the back. I looked up at Seamus. He motioned for me to sit by him, but I looked down. I felt the tears falling down again. I couldn't tell him what happened to me. He would get in a fight and get expelled. Hermione smiled at me. I stole a glimpse at Draco. He was glaring at Seamus. Seamus couldn't see him. I just wanted this class to end. I was just going to skip lunch today.
"All right class, isn't this a lovely morning? Anyways, we will be doing a sleeping potion today. This potion is stronger than most muggle sleeping medications. It isn't to be used a lot, and if you use it too much, it has a hallucinogenic feeling to it. I will partner you up. Potter, Parkinson. Donovan, Malfoy. Finnigan, Weasley. Granger, Bullstrode. Longbottom, Goyle.
"Just wonderful, I really had to get out of here." Seamus looked pissed off. Draco smirked at him.
"Wow! You look absolutely horrible, maybe you shouldn't stay up all night with Finnigan anymore." I had, had enough. I kicked him as hard as I could
"Ouch! You bitch!" I hope that the bruise I gave him lasts for a long time.
"Donovan, you will have detention tonight, stay after class so I can give you your detention"
"I don't care, give me detention, this little jerk deserved it anyways!"
"I didn't do anything to her, she just has PMS, or something"
"Enough Donovan! No more talking in my class, I will have five points from Gryffindor for this" I just wanted to scream. The slytherins started laughing. I was able to make it through Potions without killing that jerk.
I went to Transfiguration quickly. It was bad enough that the slytherins were in this class too. But Professor McGonagall favored us of course. I sat down in the middle. Seamus and Hermione sat on each side of me.
"Kerry that was great, what you did to Malfoy in Potions. Are you okay though? You seem upset; you can talk about it to me."
"No just tired and I didn't like the fact that he was my partner, so I kicked him." He laughed.
"Good Morning class, today we will be turning brooms into three butterbeer bottles. It is a bit tricky, but you should be able to do it, all you have to do is tap it three times and say Mungolius Reversiterio. Now try it." Malfoy was talking to Crabbe.
"This is so stupid. Watch what I will do to all the bottles when they are in front of everyone." After everyone changed their brooms into bottles, Professor McGonagall started talking.
"You may all keep a bottle and I will turn the rest back into the brooms." All of a sudden Malfoy pointed his wand at me and mumbled something. All the bottles smashed and splashed everyone with butterbeer.
"Malfoy that will be detention tonight and five points from Slytherin" He smiled at me. He didn't seem angry at all.
Chapter 9
Not only did we both have detention, but we had to clean Snape's room. I didn't want to be in detention with this jerk. He arrived right on time. Why couldn't he drop off a balcony or something?
"Kerry, do you mind if I sit by you, I really don't have to ask, I can do what I want." I just tried to ignore him. Did I really like him last year?
"Draco why are you doing this to me? I actually thought you cared about me; I guess you aren't capable of caring about anyone are you?"
"I know you still want me; I can feel it when I look at you. Why are you with that brute? All he cares about is quidditch anyways, I saw him this morning. He ignored you and went right to his magazine."
"He does too care; I have known him my whole life."
"Yes but does he make you feel as good as I do?"
"You hurt me, he doesn't."
"Yes he does, if he gets mad at you he does, doesn't he?"
"It is none of your business, what he does. No he doesn't hurt me, he loves me." I walked over to the other side of the room, and started washing the back table. He came over and pushed me down on the table.
"Get the hell off me Malfoy." I got up and left, I ran outside towards the quidditch field. Gryffindor was practicing. I sat down by a tree and started crying. Seamus didn't look the least bit worried.
"Hey when does she get out of detention, Seamus?"
"I don't know-god damn it Potter that broom is amazing, we will win the cup this year." Maybe Malfoy was right he didn't care. No why would I listen to Draco Malfoy-of all people.
"Hey don't you care that she is in detention with Malfoy? He could be violating her or something, don't you want to check on her, we can you know, it's all right."
"No we have to practice; we have a game next week with Ravenclaw. She will be fine, don't worry so much." That's it. He really doesn't care about me. I ran back to the dungeons.
"Where were you Donovan?" Draco asked
"No where" He was sitting on a table washing out some cauldrons.
"I know where you were, you were on the field. Was I right? He doesn't care." I looked away. I hate him. I walked over to him. I looked at him, and I started to cry.
"Why doesn't he care, Draco? Is it because I don't play quidditch?"
"Don't ask me, he just doesn't know what he is missing.nor does he?"
"Draco, should I break up with him or should I wait to see if he was just too excited about quidditch."
"Do what you want. Do you want someone who cares about your needs or his?"
"Both. I need time to decide"
Seamus's POV
I missed playing quidditch. It was such an adrenaline rush to be up flying across the field on a brand new broom. I couldn't concentrate on anything else. I know that I should be worrying about Kerry having detention with Malfoy, but I know she is tough and she can take care of herself. I should just sneak into the dungeons and rescue her from detention, but we really have to practice and catch up to all the other house teams. "Finnigan! Come on, you have to be more attentive to the quaffle." Said Harry. "You sound like Oliver, Harry" I said. Neville was in the stands watching Ginny. He waved when I looked at him. "All right that's the end of practice. You can go now." I landed on the ground and put my broom away in the broom shed. I ran towards the dungeons. I heard voices and I threw open the door. Draco was sitting on a table, and he was talking to Pansy. "Quidditch practice over? She isn't here, and I doubt you'll find her. It's not you like you care anyways." "I don't want to hear your shit, you have never cared about a thing in your life." I ran out and towards the common room. She was sitting on the sofa and she was staring at the fire. "Kerry." I whispered. She didn't even look at me. "Have fun at quidditch? Well goodnight." She got up and went towards the door to leave the common room. "Where are you going, the dorms are the other way." "Like you care. I only said goodnight because I wont be back till after you are in bed." "Are you angry at me or something?" "No, I just understand that quidditch is more important than me. Funny, how it wasn't before we got together." "Kerry! You are just as important as quidditch." "It's just a game, Seamus. You ignored me all day, but that's all right. I will just go and you can get on with your life." "What have I done that was so bad? I haven't played quidditch for a while, and I finally made the house team. You have been okay right? I love you, you know. I wouldn't put quidditch before you."
Kerry's POV
"I don't care Seamus, all year its just going to be about quidditch, I know you too well. I have a lot of studying to do anyways, and I know the library is still open so I am going to go there for awhile." I didn't really want to leave, but I cant stay here or I will go crazy. He seemed to look right through me. It was rather haunting.
"Kerry please don't walk away from me, I love you. Just give me a couple of days or so. I wont be so distant."
"No I don't have to wait a week or so, I went through this crap with Oliver and I didn't think I would go through this with you. I can't just wait till you have time for me. I need you; I am so lonely right now. Hermione, and Ginny go to watch Ron and Neville, and I don't find quidditch that amusing. I will be supportive when there are games but I don't want to waste my time going to practices every day. I need to do some homework. I need good grades, I know it come natural to you but I suck at school and I need to work harder this year." He came and stood next to me. I looked at him fighting the urge not to cry. He pulled me into his arms and held me for a long time, and I let go. I sobbed into his shoulder. I needed him so much. He kissed me hungrily and I responded. Why did I have to need him so much? He pulled me down onto the sofa. I couldn't hold back anymore.
Afterwards, I put my clothes back on, and walked out of the tower to the library. I walked in and went to a table in the back. I put my bag next to me and burst into tears. I opened my Defense book and tried to take my mind off of everything. I couldn't though, I have only been back for a day and I am already stressed out.
"Don't tell me you are really studying?" Great. It was Draco Malfoy. Like I really needed to see him.
"Just leave me alone, I have homework to do."
"No you don't, remember I take that class too and I didn't get any. What did Seamus do now?"
"Nothing. After the way you treated me, why should I talk to you?"
"At least I pay attention to you, and who else are you going to talk to?"
"I don't want to open up to another person, I did that and I got hurt. Actually I did that twice. I don't want to make that mistake a third time. So just don't go there okay."
"Well I am going to sit here with you, so you will have to talk to me anyways."
"No I wont, Draco. Just leave me alone; what do I have to do to get you to go away? On second thought, don't answer that."
"All you have to do is kiss me. No not really, just talk to me"
"That's it?"
"Yes, just talk to me" Well what could I lose.
"Its Seamus.I went to the quidditch field when I left detention today. Harry asked him to check on me, and he just wanted to play quidditch, he didn't seem the least concerned that I had detention with you. He said to me to give him a week or so and his infatuation with quidditch will simmer down some. But tonight when I saw him, and we.I know he loves me."
"When you what?"
"I just know he loves me. But I am so lonely and all my friends have somebody. I can't believe I am talking to you about this. Why do you even care to talk to me? Why the hell did you hurt me?"
"I don't know and I am sorry, I just find you so attractive, and I thought most girls like mixing pain and pleasure.at least Pansy likes it. But, that bitch can go to hell!" He is with her then.
"Okay, what did she do to you?"
"She cheated on me with another slytherin, I don't even know who it was, and when I asked her why she did it. She told me that he was more evil. What kind of shit is that? Is it possible that there is another student in this school that is more evil than me?"
"No, there isn't anyone more evil than you. Sorry about her though, she has such a fat face. Did you really like her?"
"Yes I did. Being it hard to believe, I liked her for awhile and my father likes her too." I shouldn't be here with him.
"Yeah it is hard to believe, but I do love Seamus. He is everything to me."
"I know that Kerry. Why don't you tell him this? But if you decide you want me, I will be here." He got up and left. I opened my transfiguration book and began to read. I heard someone else walk into the library. I looked up and saw Seamus standing over me.
"Kerry we need to talk. Can I sit down with you?"
"Sure" I said not even looking up
"Look at me Kerry. Do you still love me? I messed up, I am sorry for what I said back at the common room." I looked at him
"Yes I still love you, how can I not love you? But, you said it yourself, quidditch is more important to you right now. So, if you don't mind, I have some homework to do. I'll see you back at the tower."
"No we will talk now. I saw you talking with Draco Malfoy. Explain yourself."
"I don't have to explain myself to anyone, not even you. What about what I saw at your quidditch practice tonight. Can you explain that?" He looked puzzled
"You were at detention, how would you get up to the field without Snape noticing?"
"Who cares how I got there, I heard what you said to Harry. He asked if you wanted to check on me and you told him not to worry so much."
"I didn't mean it like that, I meant that you are tough and can take care of yourself. I didn't think you would like it if I fought your battles for you all the time. We do need to practice; we have new teammates this year. Did you need me to check up on you?" I know I turned red. I am such a moron. Of course he cares about me, and what he says makes sense.
"I'm sorry Seamus, for not talking to you about how I feel."
"I'm sorry for being insensitive to your feelings and for acting like a mindless quidditch nut." He smiled, and hugged me tightly.
"Are we all right now?"
"Yes I hope so. I love you Kerry. I am not going to leave you after we made love."
"I hope you don't."
Chapter 10
Draco's POV
I didn't want to go back to the Slytherin house. I walked back to the library and quietly walked in through the door. She wasn't at her table. She probably went back to talk to Seamus. He is just going to use her and she was going to get hurt. Or, I could make her believe that he was going to use her and hurt her. I laughed to myself. I will own her by the end of the year and I could turn her over to the dark side. I turned around and walked to the slytherin house.
Seamus's POV
I woke up to Ron yelling at Neville.
"I can't believe that, that bastard Malfoy was dating my baby sister last year!!!! Why didn't anyone tell me this? I'll kill him. I think I will put a couple hexes on him. I am going to find him now.
"Do you guys have to scream like this at this time in the morning?" I got up and walked over to Neville.
"I can't help it, he found out about Draco and Ginny"
"We have to stop him before he gets expelled from school. Well don't just stare at me, let's go!" I pulled on clothes, and my robes, grabbed my books, and my wand and ran out of the dorm. We rushed down to the Great Hall.
"Accio wand" I said pointing at Ron Weasley. I gave the wand to Neville, and told him to put it on Ron's bed.
"Ron! You can't do anything without your wand; it's on your bed. Hurry up, we have magical creatures in about fifteen minutes." He was already starting to yell at Draco.
"Thanks" he ran to the dorms. I went and took a seat next to Kerry.
"That was nice of you. If he got into a fight he would get expelled. Why was he going to yell at Draco for?"
"He found out about Ginny and him. I don't blame him. If I found out you were actually friends I would want to kill him too." She glanced at Draco, and he looked at her really quick. Oh my god! Are they friends? No! That's just crazy, why would she be friends with him? I laughed
"What's so funny Seamus?"
"Nothing. Why are you wearing makeup?"
"No reason." I grabbed a glass of pumpkin juice, and gulped it down. She was trying to scribble some last minute homework down on parchment.
Kerry's POV
Seamus had practice right after dinner so I went to the library to do some more homework. Hermione was busy studying at a table in the back. I felt like her right now.
"Hi Hermione. Why aren't you at practice watching Ron?"
"To tell you the truth, I find them quite boring, and I need to study." I laughed out loud. I sat down next to her and opened up my Transfiguration book.
"You are reading that too? I find it interesting. What do you think of it?"
"Well I need to get my grades up so I need to study more. I think Seamus is hurt that I don't see him practice."
"Do you want to go up there with me and watch now?"
"What about your studying. If you want to go we can."
"I will just put in an extra hour tomorrow night."
"All right lets go." We walked up to the quidditch field, and sat down on a bench where all the Gryffindors put their bags. I saw Seamus swoop down and land by me.
"Seamus! What the hell are you doing?"
"Give me a second!"
"Hi Kerry, what are you doing down here? Did you come to watch the fun?"
"No I came to scam on all the hot guys. What are you doing here?"
"What guy are you scamming?"
"A guy named Seamus Finnigan, but don't tell him okay. I don't want him to know I like him. He would tell all of his friends and they would make fun of me. I couldn't handle that." He laughed, and he kissed me.
"SEAMUS!!! Come here, Kerry Donovan wants to snog with you in the broom shed!"
"Shut up! You look good up there. I can see why you like quidditch. I don't like it very much. I don't find it amusing."
"Oh well, I have to get back before Harry has a dragon. He is worse than Wood.sorry"
"I don't care, I have you remember."
"Okay then." He got back on his broom and flew off to practice with the quaffle. The Weasley twins shot a bludger at him but he dodged it.
"Hey you jerks, that bludger is going up your ass!!" He flew right after them. Hermione and I laughed at him. I looked around at the other players. Surprisingly, it was amusing watching them get angry and try to beat up the twins. Harry kept yelling at them, and he almost fell off his broom. I saw someone by the stands hiding. I couldn't tell exactly who it was but I had a feeling that it was someone from the slytherin team spying on them.
"Hermione, I will be right back." She nodded. I walked towards where he was standing. I couldn't find him. Where did he go?
"I am right here, Kerry." Draco?
"Why are you spying on the team? I saw you, and then everyone will see you."
"You are so naïve. I wasn't staring at the team, I was also here scamming. I saw this beautiful girl sitting on that bench and I was distracted from being a spy. Why are you even bothering with Seamus? Do you really love him?" I looked at Seamus on his broom and smiled.
"Yes I love him, that is why I gave myself to him. He does care about me. I have to ask you something? Do you like me? Why do you keep bothering me, and following me, and trying to get me to believe what you are saying is true about him?"
"You don't know what you are talking about. I think you like me. Why else would you sacrifice your time watching Seamus practice to come see me? Why else would you pour your problems on me, and let me listen to them? Yes, I like you. I find you very attractive, and I have wanted to have you for the longest time. You have no idea how I will go crazy if I don't have you now."
"Draco! I love Seamus. I can't even believe I consider you one of my friends. Everyone will flip out at me. I don't want you stalking me anymore. I don't need anymore stress than I already have in my life. Just leave me alone. I have to go now."
"Wait! I'm sorry." I just kept on walking. I didn't even bother to go back to the field. What the hell does he want with me? I am not someone he owns. If he wants to own someone, he can own a slytherin or something. I don't know anymore.
Chapter 11
Draco's POV
"This school is so depressing with its people and their drama." I said while walking to the common room. "I hate it here. This is my sixth year and I am still underneath the Gryffindors. I thought being a slytherin, a pureblood, and a Malfoy all at once meant having power and being able to control how I feel at all times. Why do I feel so weak when I am near her? I can't go on living without her with me. I have written to my father about how I felt. He told me to learn to control how I felt and always hurt the ones I love. Love is not a word that is used by a Malfoy. Instead of love, we use the word control. That is why I have to make her mine, and get her away from Finnigan. I will own her by the end of the year. If he knew that I was having these feelings he would kill me. I have never seen him treat my mother with love and they are happy. Why do girls want to be loved anyways? Isn't it good enough to marry someone who has a lot of money and can protect you? So why am I feeling like this all of a sudden? I just have to stop feeling like this and make her mine." I didn't want to go to the slytherin tower anymore. I just decided to walk around Hogwarts. If the Gryffindor team didn't book the field so much I might have a practice. Maybe Kerry would come watch me? We are friends.I think. "Draco, we need to talk!" I don't believe that Kerry was following me. "What do you want Kerry? I have heard enough from you today." "I want you to stop following me, and just leave me alone." I smirked at her. "No not until you tell me that there is some attraction between us. I want you, and I know you want me too. Why wont you just give in? Its there for the taking." "NO! Draco I don't want to be with you, I have Seamus, and I am a Gryffindor, you are a slytherin. What the hell is wrong with you?" "I know you don't want to be with me" I pulled her into an alcove. "I don't want to be with you either. I need to be with you. I can't help the way I feel, I have always felt this way, and I am finally telling you how I feel." I pushed up against the wall and kissed her, ignoring her cries to stop. She tried to push me away but I was too strong for her. I wanted to touch her all over, and I did.
Kerry's POV
Oh my god!! Draco Malfoy was touching me. No Kerry, shake these feelings from your head, you are with Seamus, and you love him. I am also infatuated with Draco. I can't stop the way I feel and it is making me nauseous. I was shaking all over, and I wanted him too but I can't have him. I used all my might and pushed him away.
"Draco.please.not now." I kissed him back and he lifted my skirt. Seamus is going to kill me. My delicate skin ached for his touch. I pushed him away and ran as fast as I could. I had to get away from this feeling.
"YOU CANT ESCAPE THIS!" Yes I can, and I have to. I wont tell Seamus anything.
Chapter 12
It was nearly Christmas already. I hardly talked to anyone, not even Seamus. He was way to busy with quidditch. He had practice every night. He was becoming well toned. He was also becoming a complete asshole towards everyone who wasn't on the team, or who was the enemy. Which was why I went to every practice, game, and kept my friendship from Draco a secret. I was a mess. I hardly ate, slept, or smiled. Nobody noticed that I was so unhappy. "Kerry, why are you eating that?" I was eating a huge piece of cake. I never had a problem with weight before why now? "Because I want it." I took a huge bite and made a face at him. I looked across the room. Draco was staring at me-yet again. I blushed. "I have to go, I have a little practice. I saw Ginny get up really quickly after he did. "Ginny, where are you going?" asked Neville. "Oh I.uh.have some homework to do" she turned red, and quickly glanced at Seamus. He just shrugged and kissed me quickly on the cheek. She didn't have homework, and if Seamus had a practice, why wasn't the rest of the team going with him. "Well Seamus, why isn't the team going with you?" "I have to work on my flying" I got up and left the hall. He was cheating on me, with someone. It had to be Ginny. No he wouldn't do that to me. He has been avoiding me for a while what else could he be doing. Anyways, I received a letter from my mother and she knows there is something going on between Seamus and me. I wondered if he got one too. This is really starting to bug me. I know he is cheating. I wasn't hungry anymore. I grabbed my bag and went for a walk outside. I didn't feel good either. I ran to the bathroom and threw up. Let's see the last time I had my period was last month and it was about a week late. I knew that I was pregnant. It figures that I would get pregnant. Now that he is not in love with me. Let's see.I will probably have the baby in August or September. I don't need to go to school next year. I can take care of myself. I walked to the library, and found a book on advanced potions. I needed to catch up on my reading. The good thing about being ignored and not having much of a social life was that I was getting really good grades in school, not that it mattered much now that I was pregnant. I started to cry. "I will not tell Seamus. He won't care anyways. I hate him so much." "Why won't he care?" I looked up. Why is Draco always around when I don't want to tell anyone anything? "This is none of your business. I don't want to talk about it with you. You don't care about me." "All I wanted to do was tell you that Seamus is cheating on you with Ginny." No he had to be lying to me. Tell me it's not true. Oh god please let it not be true! "No he isn't, why would he do that to me?" "I don't know why he would do that. All I know is that I saw them kissing outside on the field. I followed them for you." "I don't want you to do anything for me! I can take care of myself." I was sobbing uncontrollably right now. That bastard! He said he loved me and he just leaves me. I have to leave this place. I am done going to Hogwarts after this year. "Kerry! Don't run away from me.please!!! I care about you." "Well then if you must know what I wont tell him, I will tell you. I am pregnant with his baby. Isn't that great? Go on and tell everyone. I really have to go. I am tired and sick and I just want to do my homework and go to bed. See you around Draco." He looked pissed off. I ran off to the library and started my homework.
Seamus's POV
I sat there watching her fly around on her broomstick. "What the hell was wrong with me? I loved Kerry so much, she is everything to me but yet I am strongly attracted to Ginny. We kissed outside just a few minutes ago. Neville is going to kill me. It's his girlfriend I just kissed. Kerry is going to hate me. I should just leave this school and go home, and never tell anyone where I am. I can't talk to Ginny anymore, or even look at her. How can I not though? I hardly talk to Kerry anymore. What have I done? I have thrown away the best relationship I will ever have and Ginny, and I have betrayed everyone. I have to get out of here now"
"So it is true then?" I turned around and found myself staring into the eyes of Kerry. I felt all the blood drain from my body. Oh shit!
"K-Kerry, I was going to tell you."
"You are a piece of shit! I trusted you and loved you, and you did this to me! We are over as of now, and I don't want to hear any excuses about anything. I came up to tell you that I am pregnant and I am not returning to Hogwarts next year. Don't come near me. I have to go now. Hope you made the right choice about Ginny."
"You are pregnant! Is it mine?"
"Who else would be the father? Unlike you, I don't cheat."
"I deserve that. I am sorry. I will still help take care of my baby."
"Your baby? It was your baby until you decided to cheat on me, with one of my best friends. No I don't want anything to do with you." This is not happening. She was going to leave me because of one kiss? I watched as Ginny came down off her broom.
"Look Seamus, this cannot go on the way it is anymore. We have lost all of our friends. I have to go." I watched her walk away. I should just let her go.no I cant let her go.
"Wait! Ginny don't go. I need you and I am not letting you walk away from me."
"Seamus! I shouldn't have let you kiss me, as much as I wanted it. How could you do this to Kerry? I thought you loved her? She is in love with you and what happens if you do the same thing to me?"
"It won't and I can't explain how I feel about you, but it isn't fair to Kerry if I pretend to love her, even if she is pregnant. I don't know what I can do to mend the pain I have caused her." She started to cry.
"Seamus what is Neville going to say when you tell him about us? He is going to hate us."
"I know but I wouldn't risk both Kerry and Neville's friendship just so it could be a fling." She nodded.
Kerry's POV
Can this really be happening? Oh god! I ran to that alcove where I usually go when I am upset. I hope that Draco isn't following me around again. I brought out my wand and made some light. I have to tell my mom what happened. This is going to ruin a lot of friendships. I started to cry again.
"Kerry? We are going to talk again."
"All right Draco, I will talk to you." He put his arm around me.
"He is such an asshole, and I hope I never talk to him again. I walked in on him talking about how he kissed Ginny and I was going to ask him if he cheated on me." I kissed Draco.
"Kerry will you go out with me? I know it's to soon but I have liked you for a long time, and I don't cheat on girls."
"No its not too soon, I deserve to be happy and if it is with you, why should I wait till I feel better about him and how I feel about myself."
Chapter 13
Seamus's POV
I walked to the Great Hall with Ginny. I told Neville last night and luckily he didn't care because he wanted to go out with Lavender anyways. He was pissed that I went behind his back but thank god he was still my friend. I saw Kerry talking to Draco Malfoy. What the hell was she doing talking to him? That's it! I am going to kill him.
"Malfoy, get the hell away from her!"
"Seamus get the hell away from me. I am going out with Draco, and you have no say in what I do now. Come on Draco, I am really thirsty." She pulled him into the Great Hall.
"Aaaaaahhhhhh!" I punched the wall just as Ginny came around the corner.
"Hey what happened to you?"
"She is dating Malfoy! Can you believe it?"
"Yes, you cheated on her, and he likes her. Face it, you lost her."
Draco's POV
That bastard! I cant believe he had the nerve to come over here and tell her what to do.
"Are you all right?" I asked her because she looked so pale.
"Yes of course I am all right, my stomach is just upset. This baby comes with fatigue you know." I laughed, and I hugged her.
"Donovan!" it was Hermione. While she went to talk to her I watched Seamus as he stared at me. Serves him right for doing this to her. God! I cant believe the way I am acting. Falling in love with a Gryffindor and acting all swoony and actually caring about someone. All this for a girl. A pregnant girl. What else could I do but love her.
Seamus's POV
I am so pissed off at myself, I have ruined everything I have wanted in my life. That is the end of my life, I just have to deal with the fact that I hurt someone I have loved my whole life. She will never talk to me again. Draco gets her now, if he makes her happier than I could than I can live with the fact that they are together. The only thing that I have to worry about is that my mother is going to kill me. I guess I really like Ginny.
Draco's POV
Yes! Yes! Yes! I finally have Kerry. I will never hurt her like Oliver and Seamus did and I will take care of her baby like it was my own. She looks happier than she has looked in months and it is all because of me.