"Hey Kerry, what are you doing?"
"Oh hello...Draco"
"Well...."
"I am writing to my parents about me and Seamus."
"Are you really?"
"Yes, I have to. I don't know what else to do about the baby."
"I guess your mother can help you with this then, and Finnigan wont stop staring at you again"
"I will take care of that as soon as Angel goes out."
"Angel?"
"My owl" he laughed.
"Shut up!" I laughed too.

Kerry's POV

I got the letter the next morning. My mother said that we would talk about it at home during Christmas break, with Seamus and his parents.

Dear Kerry,
Honey, I am sorry about everything that you have told me and we will work it out with the Finnigans'. His mother sent him a similar post to this and you both will come home for Christmas and we will talk and plan this out. Tell Draco that I said hello and I hope he has a good holiday. I love you and will see you soon

Love Mother

I glanced over at Seamus and I felt the sadness this time when he looked right at me. I got up and walked over to Draco and kissed him. Seamus got up and left. I had finally gotten to him!

Seamus's POV

I just cant stop watching her and loving her. I ruined it and I can never get it back. I looked at Ginny's usual seat, and remembered that she was in the library. I got up and left.
I looked around the library for her.
"Hi Seamus" Ginny found me first.
"Ginny can we talk?"
"Of course we can"
"I am the worst person that could ever grace this school, and I can't be with you. You're an amazing girl, but you need someone who can love you like you deserve and I cant because my heart belongs to Kerry"
"What! Are you for real? You cheated on her with me, she moved on to be with Draco Malfoy and I risked everything to be with you. You don't care about me at all?"
"I care about you, but I will always love Kerry and for my punishment I cant be with anyone else. So, for my whole life I will only dream and wish that I could be with her. I am cursed to a life of sorrow."
I just walked out of the library and went straight to Potions class. I had finally made the right choice for once. I owe my unhappiness to Kerry's happiness. I am quitting the Quidditch team. I sat behind Harry.
"Hey Harry?"
"Yeah Seamus?"
"I am quitting the team."
"WHAT!!!!!!" Everyone turned to look at us.
"Don't ask why. I am all right"
"No you can't quit!!! We need you, you are only the BLOODY KEEPER!!!!!!"
"There are others who can play better, Neville is pretty good, I am sure he would take my place"
"FINNIGAN!!!!" Snape screamed
"Yes Professor Snape, detention with you would be an absolute dream come true...and make it till the end of the school year. Make it really difficult...I don't need any sleep." Everyone just stared at me including Snape. Infact, for once he didn't have a remark. Harry, Ron, and Hermione glared at me. Good! No friends add to the unhappiness list.
"Seamus, stay after class"
"Yes Professor Snape" I saw Draco laughing his ass off at me with his friends, Kerry just looked irritated.
After everyone was dismissed, I stayed in my seat.
"Seamus, what was the meaning of that outburst in my class?"
"Oh I quit the Quidditch team, and I want the detention, you can give me more and a lifetime ban from Quidditch too."
"Why? What is the matter with you?"
"I just ruined my whole life and I owe it to everyone to punish myself." I got up and left. Kerry was waiting for me.
"What the hell do you think you are doing?"
"Nothing much, I'll see you back at home" I turned to walk away, I didn't want her to see my with tears"
"Seamus...don't do this"
"I have to."